He kept his breath still. Holding it out until he could figure out how to control the force, how to bind it to his will. Ahead of him and clearly leagues above his level, his master had already walked the deadly path ahead showing him the way. All he had to do was follow her direction… All he had to do was walk. Flushing out each shred of fear that froze his body, the kage took his first step into the path of a Sith. Standing still he was sure he could hold his breath for hours, but moving? That was entirely different. He would be forced to breathe sooner or later, and by that time he would have needed to control the force or die trying. Strapped behind his back were the twin cortosis electro blades he had used for the majority of his career as an assassin, they would be the only two weapons he had ever needed and now— again— they would be his only weapons of choice for his survival.
Each step he took saw his energy slowly drained, eyes growing dimmer, mind slowly lapsing, craving for oxygen. An hour had passed since he had begun his trek, and in that short time he had not grown an inch closer to mastery of the force. Physically he was starting to falter, steps growing more uncoordinated by the second. There was no other choice. He needed to breath. He needed to use the force. Summoning whatever might he had, he urged himself to breathe. He harnessed the force to aid him, but there was no answer. Overwhelmed by weakness his anger had no use. It was too late. One deep breath. That was all it took for the poisonous gasses of Null Hutta to fill his body with death. Immediately Kin’s body forced to cough it all out in rejection. It was futile.
As sensing the prey he had become, a mysterious creature began to creep, stalking the off balanced kage out in the open. Without warning it emerged from the swamps, serpentlike and covered with green blisters all over its slender yet gigantic body. It shot out, fangs bared out to sink deep into Kin. Yet the force warned him. Instinctively he reached for the blades behind him and just barely moving them to block the dragonsnake’s mouth and force it open.
With one press of a button the blades activated their electric prowess, sending a jolt coursing throughout the creature’s body. Caught off guard it had flinched back. There was a clear opening to slash at its neck, yet the warrior had been paralyzed. Such rapid movements had forced him to breathe even more. That was all it took. The dragonsnake’s massive tail whipped his body, sending him flying across the area, back crashing into a boulder. The warrior fell to both his knees, right hand firmly clutching his heart over his chest as he struggled to grasp his breath. It had all fallen out of his control now, out of order. Rapid and panicked short breaths, each one entering more and more of the planet’s gas into his system. His vision grew darker. Just like that, it had all come to an end.
Finally he had fallen, cheek kissing the dirt of the foreign outer rim world that would now become his eternal resting place. It was over. He was a failure. He was weak. Slowly his golden eyes would fall, eyelids heavy with the burden of defeat. Just as he had always been, he would die as nothing. No one. Another speck of meaningless life drifting to the wind. A slave from birth, a slave in life, and now nothing more than an upstart wannabe Sith in death. That was as far as he was able to reach… that was his limit.
With that he would rest his eyes, body laid prone. Little by little the intervals between the beating of his hard began to increase, until they were half a minute apart. Finally his consciousness drifted into the netherworld. It was all over. Kin Cordum had died.
Darkness.
He was surrounded by nothing but pitch black darkness. He was floating. Drifting, yet he did not know where to. There was only nothing… until a voice reached out to him. It was a woman’s voice. Weak, yet comforting it called out to him. “Kin.” It called his name. He could hear it from all directions, yet when he looked around there was still only darkness. “Why didn’t you save me?” And then suddenly everything became clear. Above him as he floated amidst nothing was the bloodied corpse of his mother in vivid and gruesome detail, exactly as last he had seen it. She reached her hand out and in desperation he did the same. “Mother!” The boy cried out. Fingertips only inches apart. Her blood trickled down, dripping down to his pale cheek. “Why didn’t you save me?” She repeated and he struggled to reach her.Wriggling his way through whatever unknown plane of darkness he was in, the distance would only grow. It was as if something was pulling them apart.
No matter what he did there was nothing he could do. She grew farther and farther away until she faded into the distance. “Weak.” Said another voice, this time of a man he had never heard before. Suddenly he was on solid ground. On foreign soil he had never before set foot in. A wasteland of a planet with no life anywhere in sight. Behind him was a sudden hiss. The hum of a lightsaber. He turned around rapidly and saw blue. A Jedi. “Father.” He said, almost surprising himself. The man’s face was hidden beneath a cloak of brown, yet Kin knew who it was, felt it through the force. “You failed her!” Kin shouted. The boy’s golden eyes widened, sparked with anger directed at the man before him. His two blades were clutch in his hands, that was all he ever needed. With a shriek of uncontrolled fury he charged head first, slicing through the lightsaber with his two cortosis blades and skewering the Jedi… only it wasn’t the jedi. It was his mother. Bloodied and mangled. Two blades pierced deep into her abdomen. Kin’s eyes stayed wide, though his anger had been replaced with disbelief. She struggled to reach out, this time reaching him, touching him. Her hand was warm on his cheek, but it was only there momentarily. As the life faded from her body her hand would fall, flailing lifelessly, only supported by the two electro swords that skewered her.
“You will always be weak.” The Jedi called. “It was you that failed her.” Despair filled him, and then hatred for the Jedi. His grief exited his body in the form of an incomprehensible scream of unbridled rage.
His heart once still began to beat once more. The dragonsnake launched itself once more fangs looking to dig into him. His two electro swords had been knocked away too far out of his reach. He did not need them. From the ground rising from his proned state, his right hand stretched out in the direction of the creature. It’s mouth gaped to swallow him whole, but mid-motion it was frozen still. Golden eyes opened. This time rings of red surrounded them. Hatred was his weapon. It filled him with power. His left hand began to rise along with his right, the dark side of the force surrounded him. The dragonsnake began to rise from the ground, helpless before him. It was nothing to his power. He looked at it, eyes scrunched in fury.
Die.
Just like that it ripped apart above him, its blood scattering everywhere in an explosion, showering the boy in red. He took a deep breath, the poison of the gas entering his body once more. But it didn’t matter. Just as it killed him the dark side of the force would bring him back to life again and again. He would not die just yet. Not here. His near lifeless body began to limp, meekly marching forward with each weak step. He picked up the two sword and returned them to the straps on his back and kept forward. An hour? A day? He didn’t know how long it was, but he was where she had commanded. Deep into the dead forests.The woods.