Thirty years.
Thirty years trapped in that damnable ship. Her lifespan was long, such was the nature of Sephi. But 30 years was not an inconsiderable amount of time, even to her. She had already seen so many a new face within this Empire, how many of them were born while she butchered in his name? Lirka was an ancient soul already, but the news hit her like a wall regardless. Every scheme she had worked for, was gone, every alliance built, crumbled.
But such thoughts became secondary as
Darth Carnifex
approached. Lirka had only felt such power before, such strength that the force of it all crushed her under its weight. In the twilight realm between life and death, where Primordial Dark had spoken to her, taught her the truth of this Galaxy. And yet, it was Him who had brought her to enlightenment. His work that had led her to delve into the esoteric knowledge of the Galaxy, taken her mind to Holy Rhand.
In the end, everything came back to Carnifex. That was the only truth of her wretched existence.
From down here, so small, so feeble. His hand to the cold metal of her helm, beskar, plundered from Moridinae: a constant reminder of service, of the grand sins she had committed in his name. His hand felt like fire on her skin, his words like deafening thunder. Lirka's existence was to defy, her very existence spat in the face of nature, she wanted to rise, to stand proud in the face of nature. For what was He but a force of nature? The will of the Dark Side made manifest?
The true paragon of Primordial Dark.
How could he have heard!? So many lightyears away, a distant master commanding her every action, demanding every butchery. And it took but a moment for her to think, to dawn on her: the answer was simple.
It was a damn Kainite ship. Of course he heard, of course, he knew. How could he not know every single thing that happened? Every word spoken into her logs? The revelation came as the first shard of Beskar clattered to the floor. She should've been afraid, she should've been trembling at the thought of annihilation. So many statements made with only the company of the Void, so many heretical thoughts and desires unleashed by a Beast left alone with only her thoughts for company. So many years his senior and yet here, she felt like naught but a child.
Clank, a shard fell.
Clank, another.
Her skin was bare to the world again, pale from so many years trapped away from the light of any sun. As the metal gave way, an eye-lens shattered peppering her skin and leaving droplets of blood infinitely too dark to rise where they landed. She locked eyes with him again, and he would see.
Not love.
Not hate.
Obsession.
Her eyes, the unnatural icy blue only achievable by dye, looked not at him though. They looked
past him, at everything he represented, everything his success would bring. The death, the chaos, the misery. She finally understood, she finally heard the sweet nectar of his words. She had chased the words of Primordial Dark across the Galaxy and back, to a hundred battlefields and a thousand murders.
Finally, she had heard them again.
The avatar of darkness, whose will would bring about the End of All Things. Her Master.
Her eyes gazed, a zealot's love behind them. Her words, no longer masked by any sort of voice modulation as the systems of her helmet crumbled and died under his touch. Words crazed, the unhinged devotion of a mad woman.
"For as long as there are stars in the sky, for as long as one being still draws breath, till the Universe grows cold and dead. Till it is you and I at the end of all things, throttling each other as Primordial Dark claims everything in pure obliteration! Till that day, when we are the last things alive!-"
Madness gripped her, and the nature of Lirka Ka rose. A nature to defy. She tried to rise, pushing herself to get closer to the avatar whom she obsessed. The key she required for every aliment that assailed her in this wretched body, she wanted to feel his flesh in her razor teeth, to feel his blood mix with hers in the gestalt of her being. To taste even a droplet of the power that dwelled within him.
-"I am yours Kaine Zambrano, Carnifex, Butcher King, Tyrant of Black Iron, Eternal Father, One-True-Emperor, whose will shall see Primordial Dark ascendant!"
Her body writhed, unnatural flesh contorting as it fought against his might. Her words were frantic, her breaths sparse as she barely took the time to breathe between her words. Blood dribbled from her mouth, pupils dilated to be but pin drops as she gazed upon the icon of her devotion, she saw the Dark before her once again.