Broken
TAANAB
What did it mean to be Mandalorian? To every Mando'ade, it meant something different. Some might tell you it was family, others that it was a state of being. It was life. It was all they knew, all they craved.
For Brent, it was strength. His attraction to the Idea was simple, and it kept him going for years. Even when he had disappeared for years and left the vod around him with no explanation, the culture called to him in his darkest times, drawing him back.
He returned, a broken Mandalorian, but still a Mandalorian. He sought to rekindle the flame that had driven him for years, fix his mind, and change his state of being. Become a true Mandalorian again. But he would need his brothers and sisters for that. Brent had tried to fix his broken mind on his own, but he had failed. He couldn't remember what had fractured his soul, but it was deep in his being, eating away at him, and he needed to cut it out.
After years in the galaxy's darkest depths, he had returned to Mandalorian space, hoping for a reminder of the past and a path to the future. Hoping the Mandalorians he had once called family would accept him back and heal the part of him that was dying.
He sought Taanab, a beautiful world he had visited years ago. He traveled far from the population centers, deep within the world's wilder places, and set up camp. He didn't own much, so his camp was small. His armor lay near him, battered and in dire need of repair, his weapons much the same.
A large fire was roaring near him that he had built. The cracking wood and dancing flames blurred the visions in his head and gave him peace or the nearest thing to it.
He had sent out calls on every Mandalorian channel he still knew. The message was simple, "Cin Vhetin." A fresh start. That's what he needed: a fresh start and guidance. He longed to have a purpose again, a direction.
He hoped old and new vod alike would respond to the call, come to Taanab, and find him. He wasn't sure what his goal was, but he wanted to reminisce with fellow Mando'ade and eat, fight, drink, and be Mandalorian. When he was younger, he remembered the large gatherings of Mandalorians he used to be a part of. He remembered the joy that had brought him, the feeling of camaraderie. Brent had not felt like that in far too long.
So he waited, a slight chiming sound in his ear from the nearby locater beacon he had placed, broadcasting his location. He gazed into the fire and let his mind wander.