Blake Morrigan
The Nightraven

Like a damaged reel of videotape, a broken record spinning feebly over the fissure with ugly static warbling, sunrise for the shadows arrived with repetition capable of deadening even the brightest eyes into some dim, docile, sheep-like compliance, twilight a shade pulled at predictable, timed intervals and condemned to be hatefully rejected by the destroyer for what it was, what it meant. Squabbling dogs nibbling their ticks, jockeying for position, rutting to produce piss-soaked replicas of themselves, they had no power here, and likewise she could only suffer them while slaughtering or torturing the odd, meaningless clone that wandered too close, rather than vaporize life in a vicious snake of teeth from which a thousand tiny soldiers, the insects, would emerge to swallow everything, the crippled victims negligible substitutes that failed even in their rawest screams and pleas and rages to provide anything worthwhile for her other than bland sustenance.
Even had she possessed the mental capacity to muse consciously on all this destructive nonsense, there would be no means to such an end. What did the wolves have but their dens, their hunts, their skittish fear and inevitable extinction? Blake was nothing, said nothing, tried her best to 'feel' nothing no matter how much it hurt...In the end she knew nothing and so now played the part of an obedient slave spectacularly, trudging aimlessly through the muck with her mind a misty, vapid haze, no memories and no conviction,the blackflies, the worshippers, those who commanded and dominated...
And so she moved wearing her common outfit...black jacket, boots, white shirt, ivory pants and a red scarf that she always wore...eye swollen shut and plump like a plumb...bruised, broken...the girl did what she had to do in order to survive. Scars healed...but death? Death was all that awaited her if she failed...and if she succeeded in her goals...if she finally achieved her one and only goal...she'd still probably die. But in the end that was all part of the plan...right? Noble sacrifice for the sake of some greater goal?
When it was all said and done she was going to die...and she was ok with this. Over many sleepless nights she had accepted this as her destiny...her end game. But not without the complete obliteration of her oppressors. And so it was with an utterly dead-eyed expression that she'd face the lump of tendon on her radar tonight, jaws slack on an almost bewildered pant that amplified the hideous wheeze always slithering from her throat. The bustle of the Ecumenopolis continuously ringing in her ears. Her silver gaze drew upwards to the buildings that reached for the clouds...it is here she would remain for now...in the slums of her home...with the trash. Riff raff had no business in the upper recesses...and likewise they had no business here. But slowly...slowly she'd climb the later...she'd get close to those in power. A slave she may be, a tool? Perhaps...but if one thought of her as a defenseless girl then they were horribly mistaken. She may not of knew how to wield a blade shoot a weapon or utilize the force...but that did not disqualify her as a potential candidate for taking a life. Her mind pulsed...brain throbbing against her inner helm.
Skull was pounding, her brain reeling with sloshes she could almost in her madness experience, and she halted to consider the route she wanted to take to get her...'masters' favorite lunch, her eyes narrowed in unblinking calculation. The streets were busier today...likely because of all the visitors they had gotten from the inner rims.
Blake scoffed, tugging up her red jacket and pulling the hood over her eyes to hide the bruises...
No one needed to know...her pain was a means to an end. As long as she got the results she needed. And as her journey went on and she neared the old restaurant which seemed to be a rather popular hangout for notorious crime bosses and generally well known individuals of a...negative nature. As she peered in Blake could see number of tables filled and many enjoying meals...Blake grimaced...she was half hoping no one would be around. Seemed everytime she came around there was an associate or business partner of her master and once they saw her somehow that initiated some kind of conversation...still...boss wanted his food, and it was her job to collect.
Shoving her disdain for most of the vile trash that lingered within Blake entered the restraint...the 'Click'cling!' of the bell ringing as if to alert everyone to her entry as the obviously out of place girl stepped further in...the scent of spices and meats cooked tenderly wafting through the air as Female Modeled Robotic Droids strutted around and served the customers...
Blake wasted little time looking around...moving straight to the counter and reaching over to ring the bell.
After a few moments of sizzling meat and casual chatter a large muscular alien creature appeared from the kitchen. His eyes lighting up when his golden eyes landed upon Blake.
"Ahhhh bon'vostal! How you doin?" He called out excitedly, wiping his hands along the apron around his waist as he headed over to the front counter with a smile.
Von...she was glad he was here. Von was a good guy, quirky sure. But her years in the orphanage were bearable because of him and his kindness to give her work and a decent meal here and there...a small smile cured upon Blakes lips, barely recognizable to some...but he knew she was happy to see a friendly face.
"Hey V...i'm...doing alright i guess." She mused, a croak in her voice as she rubbed her throat through her crimson scarf...her throat sore and strained from things she'd rather not think about. "Busy day? Business looks good." She said a bit more quietly, gesturing with her head to the customers who seemed rather content.
His eyes, filled with concern for a moment when he heard her force, but he quickly pushed such things aside when she commented on business. He chuckled, crossing his arms over his chest pridefully and shrugging casually. "Yeeeeeees yeees. Business is booming now ya? No thanks to you eh? Those suggestions you made were brilliant! The hungry now flock in swarms! And of course you telling your boss about this place has made it pretty popular as well." He mused, making Blake blush ever so slightly...it was rare, for her to be...recognized. Yet alone complimented. The girl nodded, keeping her face down. Von narrowed his eyes, leaning over the table and giving her a look over. "Say uh...Blake...you feelin ok? You seem less cheerful? And where is Ivory? I thought you two always traveled together?" He asked curiously.
The mention of Ivory made Blake grimace...her name still stung like the thorns of a rose. Her semblance of a smile quickly faded into a scornful frown.
"Gone...she is studying with the Jedi Order now." She stated simply, leaving it at that.
"Hm? Well thats good for her i guess...Go out and make a difference or whatever it is Jedi do..." He replied blankly. "But...still, what of you? You didn't go with her? You two were inseparable...i doubt she'd just leave you behind..." he pressed, making Blake recoil into her scarf and avert her gaze to the floor.
"I can't leave...and i won't. Not until i fix this." She replied, making Von cock a brow.
"And what are you trying to fix?"
Blade gritted her teeth...clutching her inner pockets as she slowly looked up at Von...making eye contact as her hood shifted back slightly, revealing her face. And with a simple gesture she directed him to the TV with the news broadcast...the reporter going on about the regime that now ruled this world...and the pirates and criminals who ran the joint. Economical depression and infighting...murder and war. Yes...this was was needed fixing.
"I'm going to fix this...this...broken thing." She muttered, making Von frown as he stared at her black eye and purplish flesh bruised and marked.
"...You plan on spilling blood?" He asked simply, his smile fading. Blake simply nodded.
"As much as i need to...the only ones who should kill are those who are prepared to be killed...right? And i rather die trying then living on the sidelines." She growled, making the man slowly nod.
"Well i wont stop you...just...make sure you know what your fighting for." He advised, leaving it at that as she sighed and scoffed. "But on a more important note...who...did that?" He asked, pointing at her black eye and bruises. Blake frowned and simply did not reply. Von, quickly catching onto what was happening began clenching his fist and slammed his massive hands on the table and forced cups to fall to the floor.
"It was that Vicewood bloak wasen't it!?" She snarled, taking his fist and slamming them into one another. "I'll pummel him good!" He roared, causing a scene in the middle of the restaurant. Blake placed her hand on her face and shook her head silently.
"Von...i'm here to pick up an Order...just...get it please. You know what Mr Vicewood likes." She cut, attempted to defuse the beast and his apparent fury. The chef growled and slowly calmed himself down, looking over at all the staring faces in the restraunt who seemed fixed on them after that outburst...Von lifted his arms and slammed his chest.
"Got somethin to say?" He called out alarmingly. The customers exchanged a couple of glances to one another before simply muttering something and going back to their food. Blake, keeping her back on them just sighed deeply. Von sighed, shaking his head and rubbing his head. "I swear if i see that guy i'll rip his arms off...anyway, his money is good...so i'll get em his food. I'll get you somethin as well, on the house. Just sit down and try to enjoy some time away from that monster." He muttered, heading into the Kitchen to begin cooking the meal...Blake just turned heel and went to take a seat at one of the empty booths on the far side of the restraunt closest to the exit...her eyes fixed on the TV as she tried to pretend none of that happened...and yet, that word remained in her mind...
Monster...
What made a monster a...monster?
It was a question that haunted her...because deep inside she knew. That by the time she was done...
She would become the monster she despised.