Atham'aali'kema
Happily forgotten
The crack of the whip was like lightning in the dark, sending a flash of noise against the open field of wheat.
Lightning was what they were taught to fear.
But they were taught to fear nothing.
His eyes weren't always so molten. Once, they hummed with only a red hue. The way the shapers treated him, one would have thought he was destined for a pit in the ground. His memories swelled with the phantom image of pride, for conquering what was obviously a forsaken destiny. After all, what hope did a Chiss have, caught in the orbit of a civilization that hated technology? He knew what it meant, when seeing the image of Selvaris grow in the view screen, to carry his particular custom.
Flashes in the dark grashal, of times he wanted to forget and reflections he couldn't acknowledge. He wasn't one for desire, for hoping for things that didn't stand before him, but he quietly mourned the lack of silence. He looked for that escape, for that time where constant agony was replaced with nothingness. But it wasn't nothing that came, it was numbness that entered. Like a tingling sensation on every nerve, until it disappeared and it was filled with a void. That was what the Shapers wanted.
That was what the Shapers got.
Once red eyes, now molten, opened to the interior of the dropship. He couldn't recall how he got there, he couldn't recall what happened moments prior. All he could recall was the forests of Varonat, the way the space station wailed at their entrance, and the way Harla moved against her enemies. The way she might have been more than just the job he was hired to do by someone he could no longer trust.
The second skin of the ghostsuit began to unravel as he peeled it from his armored flesh. The face, the arms, the chest. He was done with the way it suffocated him, with the way it made him feel. Removed. Eyes drifted across to Harla before looking out of one of the singular view ports.
"Did the Alliance win? Can we go to Sulon...now?"
Lightning was what they were taught to fear.
But they were taught to fear nothing.
His eyes weren't always so molten. Once, they hummed with only a red hue. The way the shapers treated him, one would have thought he was destined for a pit in the ground. His memories swelled with the phantom image of pride, for conquering what was obviously a forsaken destiny. After all, what hope did a Chiss have, caught in the orbit of a civilization that hated technology? He knew what it meant, when seeing the image of Selvaris grow in the view screen, to carry his particular custom.
Flashes in the dark grashal, of times he wanted to forget and reflections he couldn't acknowledge. He wasn't one for desire, for hoping for things that didn't stand before him, but he quietly mourned the lack of silence. He looked for that escape, for that time where constant agony was replaced with nothingness. But it wasn't nothing that came, it was numbness that entered. Like a tingling sensation on every nerve, until it disappeared and it was filled with a void. That was what the Shapers wanted.
That was what the Shapers got.
Once red eyes, now molten, opened to the interior of the dropship. He couldn't recall how he got there, he couldn't recall what happened moments prior. All he could recall was the forests of Varonat, the way the space station wailed at their entrance, and the way Harla moved against her enemies. The way she might have been more than just the job he was hired to do by someone he could no longer trust.
The second skin of the ghostsuit began to unravel as he peeled it from his armored flesh. The face, the arms, the chest. He was done with the way it suffocated him, with the way it made him feel. Removed. Eyes drifted across to Harla before looking out of one of the singular view ports.
"Did the Alliance win? Can we go to Sulon...now?"
[member="Taheera Sollo"]