SIX YEARS AGO
CONCORD DAWN | HARLAN SPACE PORT
Nausea — no, something equally consuming but less violent, bubbled in her stomach and up her throat. Warmth pressed at her eyelids until those emotions liquified into salty joy.
Her hand covered her mouth to choke down the sob, swallowing the snivels that tasted like relief and euphoria.
This was her news first. She eased off the pedals, planted her feet in the empty space around them and shoved herself into her seat, fists clenched and shaking happily with a squeal that the cockpit consumed. Her brain felt too large for her skull and forced shockwaves of elation through her body until she was a quivering mass of raw joy. Her private celebration.
She drew in a long breath to calm herself. Smooth, rich, relaxing, clear. She savoured the inhale, felt the depth of the exhale. Another. And another. Perfect stillness for a quiet, perfectly intimate moment. Their first conscious awareness of one another. And another consciousness. Three, including her own.
No, not their first. Maybe Loske had known before Frank confirmed it— not through the Force or any scientific validation. Something more natural, organic, loving and stronger that defied the manufactured chemistry of her existence. Maternal instinct, maybe.
She flung herself at him, wrapping her arms around his neck and pulling them close together by the insistence of her forearms.
"I finally have your new call sign." Loske breathed against his ear and took in the simple pleasure of his presence. He had a peculiar scent after flying, low and complex and the muskiness mixed with fuel. She didn't think she'd ever get tired of it. And he hadn't shaved recently, too busy. The stubble of his ragged whiskers tickled her cheek like their cat's tongue. With her hands in his hair, she felt like she could feel every strand.
For a moment, she hung there, surrounded by the solace of his embrace and everything they'd accomplished together. It still seemed unreal.
Loske's mind was aflame with passion and potential, melting away everything that wasn't them. This moment had been waiting it's whole life for them and it was numbing to feel the all-consuming toll of this beautiful reality.
When they first confessed their need for one another, they were only asking for a little less pain. A little comfort in the arms of another. The longer they stayed together, the more they sought to covet. The bolder they dreamed. Mere comfort and affection were no longer enough — helpful, and in their rightful place — but not enough.
Now, they dared to ask for happiness.
And their audacity was rewarded.
Adoration glittered in her eyes and she sucked in a breath through her incredibly toothsome grin: bright and happy. She could feel his heartbeat against hers, and she tightened — knowing two more would soon be strong enough to join in.
Leaning back, she gave herself the space she'd practiced in her mind's eye for this moment — executed perfectly enough to see his face shift from confused anticipation to whatever vulnerable reaction he'd deliver to the news she'd been waiting years to say:
"Dad."
PRESENT DAY
CONCORD DAWN | HARLAN | TREICOLT HOMESTEAD
TIME’S GREATEST CRUELTY
AND GREATEST BLESSING
IS THAT NOTHING STAYS THE SAME
Well before dawn, Maynard and Kyric started working on the grim task of building the pyre for their dear brother and father. It was a somber event, starting and ending the day by building a monument to honour the sacrifice of their loved one.
The twins had tried to help as much as they could, but wood-collecting was a boring task, and by noon the twins, Harlan and Waylon, were pulling splinters from their hands. As soon as company started arriving, they’d gone back to lingering around their father and cousin, not being helpful anymore, but watching intently.
Kara, the youngest, was starting to get more comfortable walking and had designated herself as the greeter for all the guests that were approaching the farmland. Alongside Frank, she scurried and laughed and rolled and tripped.
While all this went on, Loske busied herself preparing for all their friends. All those friends from years ago when gathered under the same banner to prevent tragedy, and now, they were gathered together because of tragedy.
She sighed and adjusted the heating lamp that hummed over the greasy stack of burgers. Losa was the first to stick her hands onto the table, and Loske exchanged a knowing look with Ripley. One that gleamed the mutual appreciation of
just like her father.
It was wordless, but Loske pulled Ripley into a hug, squeezed, and only pulled away when a knee-height version of herself ran around her legs, excitedly flashing the gift uncle Aaran had told her to keep private. Franke desperately warbled after her.
Candy! Candy! Look, it’s blue mom! It’s from the skies! Sky candy! As soon as it was announced, Waylon and Harlan appeared, peeking around the corner with bright eyes. But the candy handover was never a smooth transition, there was always chasing and wrestling and if the boys weren’t careful…crying.
They were left to their devices, Losa could always watch over them too, while Loske moved to greet the guests.
“Auteme,” Loske smiled first. It was always good to see her old friend. “And Aaran,” the guilt that came each time she saw her blind friend’s face was gone now, she’d settled into his forgiveness. She drew them each into a hug, intruding on their micro-reunion with a hostess’ welcome.
“I missed you.”
Tragic though the circumstances were, and as painful as the memories could be, those memories had been made with good people. People worth remembering alongside.
Not long after, Dagon arrived.
“Dagon,” He looked rougher than he had when Maynard and her had left the core. The brightness in his eyes was sharper now. Less like stars, more like…
She didn't want to think about it.
“It’s good to see you.”
Auteme
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Aaran Tafo
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Dagon Kaze
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Maynard Treicolt
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Ripley Kühn
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Caltin Vanagor
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Corin Trenor
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Cotan Sar'andor
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Asmundr Varobalder