The Angry Wolf
Several months ago, prior to the leaving of Alwine from the Southern Systems
The door of her apartment in Golbah City had just closed, and Alwine sat down at the tiny dining corner, the package right in front of her. The meeting had been with a woman Alwine had always loved from afar; first as the woman her brother had abandoned, and then as one who had helped Alwine in more ways than one. There were few people the youngest of the Lechner siblings looked up to, but that woman was one of them. And she had just been there.
And had brought her a gift.
Alwine tapped her fingers against the table. She had not yet looked at the contents of that package, but she knew what lay inside of it. Blood of a Lupine. She had given her own blood for the experiments a long time before that, not really thinking that anything would come of it. Of the affinity and its abilities, she had heard back when the woman's sister inhabited her body. She gave her trust, knowing nothing bad would come of it. But instead, this had come.
Could she do it? Could she open the package and wear the necklace, let the stone which she believed was red rest against the hollow of her throat and work its effects? Did Alwine have what it took to open it and check?
The silence that followed was a long and strained one.
And in the end, Alwine took the package, and buried it in the back of her closet.
Now was not the time.
Some time after that
It was happening. They were leaving. She'd intended to leave for a long time now; she had accepted the final breaking of her pack, had accepted that her brothers had left and whatever of them returned would be different. Had accepted that it was time to shatter the lies she had been living in since being saved from Stewjon. There was no future for her in this place. Not for her and not for any that she cared for, but she could not force others to gain their senses and leave as well. So she would leave alone, and hope that some day, they would know to, if not follow, then at least leave this horrible place as well.
Everything was packed and ready to go. Having been accustomed to a life in which she owned very little, Alwine's clothes did not require many different suitcases. One was enough to hold everything she owned, especially as she would not be taking her Confederate gear with her. A few generic items she had purchased in markets, some civilian clothes, and… And Der Kleine. Her sword, that she never even used. The last thing she had that connected her to simpler times, times in which despite the danger, she had known moments of happiness with her brothers. And those moments would never return, so why continue to suffer and fight while waiting for them? A message was left on the table. Telling both of her brothers why she left, why she would not be coming back. How to contact her. Where her first destination would be.
And then she looked in her closet. The package was still there, in the corner. In all the time that had passed, she succeeded in not thinking about it, not remembering it. Wordlessly, she took it, and duped it into her suitcase. It couldn't stay behind.
Following the defeat on Zonju V
This apartment was much nicer than the one she'd had in Golbah City. It actually had space. And a view that was more than sand and buildings. There was a communal share of the rooftop, from which you could see for miles around, and see the hills and lakes that were far away. Visually, it was stunning, an she loved it. Yet Alwine could not deny that there was an ache in her heart, an ache that now, even though she'd been alone in Golbah as well, was somehow more acute here. Perhaps it was because now the distance, the physical one, between her and her brothers was so much greater. Perhaps it was because this was the first thing she had done in her life that was truly apart from her siblings.
And now that she entered her apartment, after the bitter defeat on Zonju V, after one of the people she loved and cared about was taken as a Prisoner of War, Alwine's usual calm and stable center of self, shook deeply. She had not known defeat since the day she had been captured on Stewjon, and she knew all too well the taste of what had come afterwards. She still dreamed about the torture and interrogations from time to time. She knew what would be coming for those that had been captured, and she knew how quickly they would need to risk going through it all again just for a chance of victory that would erase some of the defeat away.
Perhaps it was that which had led her to the package. Buried again in a much grander closet, it was so small, so unassuming. Her hands trembled as she undid the wrapping and the ribbon, the metal box inside now suddenly feeling so much heavier than anything its size had any right to be.
It was a small stone, the size of a beach shell. And as she had correctly guessed, it was red. But more than anything, it was glowing, the light coming and dimming, in a slow and lazy rhythm. Her eyes narrowing, it was as though Alwine's body knew what to do even if her mind was running blanks. Biting her finger, the young woman drew a single drop of blood, and smeared it against the stone.
The jewel absorbed the blood, leaving no stain behind, and ceased to glow.
Alwine smiled. For n=1, it had worked as intended. She knew there had once upon a time been another Lupine with the Agents, one that she had seen at the Confederacy as well, but she was not around now, Alwine had not seen her in months. Which meant… Which meant that unless she journeyed back to the Southern Systems, she had no way of knowing whether or not this would work. And what if there were more ways to work it? Ways that had been… Unintended?
When Alwine had begun her training with the Force, one of the first things she had done and mastered, against the expectation or imagination of all but Maple Harte , was to control the growth of flowers, trees, and plants. Maybe now she could do something else?
"Show me," the Lupine said as he rolled out a printed copy of the galaxy map. It was not the same one that was used in the holos; this one had less information on it, but its coordinates, as far as she was aware, were scaled perfectly. She let the stone drop on the map, and it fell right smack on Coruscant.
Alwine shook her head. Even if that was where more Lupines were, she would never be able to find anything there. That was one terrifying planet. Raising the stone again, brown eyes narrowed as the Acolyte concentrated. Much like she had with the movements of the plants that Maple had instructed with her there, so did she meditate now to reach deep into the stone.
And for a moment, she was actually inside of it.
The blood of a Lupine reaches deep and far, words whispered into her mind, Wherever a Lupine may walk, there will forever be invisible threads linking it to the other Lupines in the past and in the present. A Lupine is weaker without the pack, but it is never truly alone.
Alwine opened her eyes and stared at her hand. The stone was still there, but now it was both part of her, and so far away. Her fingers snapped on their own, and the stone began to shake badly, a crack appearing over it.
"No!" Alwine screamed, rare seen terror on her features, "No!" She did not want it to break. She could not have it break, not before truly using it, not before-
It broke.
The stone shattered, one part falling like a weight on the table, the other parts spreading on her printed map. For a single heart beat, nothing happened, and then the smaller parts turned to dust, moving around and about on the map, coming together on a single spot before being absorbed by the paper, leaving behind a stain that looked like blood. The stain was in the Wild Space Territories.
Now
Needing to take some time for herself anyway, Alwine had taken one of the smaller and yet unregistered ships, and left to chase the blood stain. Getting there had taken more time than she'd initially planned for; being unable to move through Coalition space which extended to the very rim of the galaxy, and not wanting to risk going through Confederate space because she did not know what her standing there was these days, she'd navigating the empty galactic river between Coalition and Silver spaces before taking a turn when she reached the very Eastern part of the galaxy.
The manual and precise control she'd shown while navigating the ship meant that it was not a fast process, and it took her days rather than the expected hours to get there.
And here, in front of her, was a planet. She could not find it on her printed map, it did not appear on her holo map. She had attempted to work with the ship assigned AI and droid to get some information, but it helped her not at all. When she looked at her printed map, she could've sworn that the stain was glowing ever so slightly, yet every time she blinked, the glow disappeared. The bigger part of the stone was firmly in her pocket.
It was time to land and see what was there.