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Jedi Archives - 0200 Coruscant Standard Time

The archives were quietest in the late hours of the night and the wee hours of the morning. Ran believed it to be the perfect time to begin her role as Chief Archivist of the New Jedi Order. So as she crossed the archive silently, and unnoticed, naturally she overheard a conversation about her and her new appointment.

“I don’t understand how Grandmaster Noble and the rest of the council can think this is a good idea.”

“Why isn’t it a good idea? If she wasn’t qualified, she wouldn’t get the job. Would she?”

“Stranger things have happened, my dear boy! Stranger things have happened! But I for one refuse to let things be strange here! I’ve been a lorekeeper through the last three archive heads and I’m just as likely to see three more. I will not let Serys ruin the well oiled machine I helped to build. No I won’t!”

“What’s wrong with Master Serys, X’ellgihl? What’s she gonna’ do?”

“I don’t know, and that’s precisely the problem! Especially considering what I do know about her.”

“Oh yeah? What do you know about her?”

“I know she isn’t one of us!”

“A Jedi?”

“A Lorekeeper, my boy! Keep up. Ran Serys is a soldier, a brute, a philistine. She is a Jedi you send when you need a villain bashed over the head. She is not the one you send when you need a keen mind or a deft hand.”

“So you know her?”

“I know of her.”

“Personally?”

“Well… no, but-”

“Then you don’t know anything.”

“Fine. You’ve made your point, my boy.”

“Good. Let’s stop talking about this before the wrong person hears and thinks you’ve gone senile.”

“Tsk. Senile? Even if I was senile, I’m more equipped to be head than Serys is.”

“Would you give it a rest, X’ellgihl?”

“Look! All I’m saying, dear boy, is that there is no way Serys is fit to head the archives. This is a delicate ecosystem and she’ll just muck it all up. You don’t have to believe me when I say that, but you will see I’m right. I believe that much.”

“Perhaps you are too rigid in your beliefs, Master X’ellgihl,” Ran interrupted, making her presence known much to X’ellgihl’s surprise. “I find that people oftentimes have a way of challenging and changing our beliefs.”

“Ye- yes. Sometimes- they do.” X’ellgihl replied awkwardly. Ran could see the blush of embarrassment cross his face.

“And those who bring about this change don’t usually fault those who fight against it.” Ran continued. The beet red X’ellgihl remained quiet.

“Now. We have some work to do in this archive, and from what I understand it never stops. So please be patient with me while I catch up. I am, after all, a philistine.” Ran declared as X’ellgihl looked like his face would explode.

“Breath, Master X’ellgihl. And come. I’ve much to learn about our backend systems and you are going to show me.” Ran informed.

Jedi Archives - 1400 Coruscant Standard Time

Ran Serys was a quick study. In addition to her chemical yellow eyes, and multi-spectrum vision, the years of forced experimentation left her with an ultra adaptive mind among other things. As X’ellgihl stood over her shoulder she began chronicling her and so many other’s accounts of her and Corazona Von Ascania’s council induction for future generations.

“It seems to me that maybe I’m no longer needed here.” X’ellgihl swallowed his emotions, in this case a different kind of surprise. “I shall leave you to archiving these accounts, Master Serys.”

“Certainly, but don’t go too far, Master. I may have more questions soon enough.” Ran smiled at him. She held no ill will against the man for his earlier unkindness.

“Certainly.” He said. Ran thought she saw his smile turn from fake and awkward to genuine. She believed she might be growing on the old man.

As she turned back to her work, she gave a passing greeting to a young Jedi with emerald green hair walking by. “Good Afternoon.” She said with no real intention to carry on a conversation, instead she stared at the holoscreen before her.


 

Diogo Talon

Guest
Philistine incoming!

Diogo tread through the archives. Heavy steps echoed in determination, but his pale eyes betrayed his true mental state: apprehension, trepidation, and shame. All because of the reasons for his visit, but also because he never came here. He felt like he just entered the bowels of the Unknown Regions or something. As the saying goes, desperate times call for desperate measures, such as… reading. And research. Better yet, this was a fact-finding mission. Yeah, that sounded cooler.

Lately, things were boiling over. Diogo hoped by becoming a Jedi, he'd better learn how to control his Anzat urges, but that idea wasn't bearing fruit at the moment. The complexities of war had turned the Jedi Code into a mere suggestion, rather than the precise steps to follow he was hoping for. Inadequate for the task at hand. It was becoming frustratingly difficult to reconcile the patient mindfulness of Jedi pedagogy with the brutal realities of the frontline. And subsequently, the sanguinary reality of what he was: an Anzat.

So, Diogo was here for alternatives.

Lost in thought, he almost accidentally shoulder checked an old man who was walking by with a small, but genuine smile. A tall, green-skinned woman wished him a good afternoon, but the words were almost dismissive, without any real intention, and Diogo didn't bother to look up and see who uttered the greeting. He just mumbled a simple 'hey' and approached one of the holoscreens in the corner. Rapidly tapping away, the boy pulled up tabs for Anzats, Sangnirs, various instances of cannibalism, and anything else he could think of, desperately seeking any wisdom in resisting one's bloodthirsty affliction.

 

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As she stared at the holoscreen before her, alerts pinged as Jedi across the galaxy accessed the archives. Several pings from inside the temple were flagged for their “dangerous” nature. They all came from the same source. One of the nearby terminals designated for padawan and initiate use. What information came across the screen was on Anzats, Sangnirs, and various instances of cannibalism. Dangerous topics for the young, with a big case by case caveat. Anzats and Sangnirs were just people, mysterious and more troublesome than most species sure, but not exactly dangerous knowledge to have in Ran’s eyes. However, she did believe the accounts of cannibalism were a little more worrisome. There were sentient species that cannibalized their own, most folk have heard that, but those sentients that did so purely were few and far between.

She looked to the nearby holoscreen to find the youthful, green haired Jedi positioned at it. So while the archive entries they sought were still accessible, Ran wanted to make sure this “dangerous” information was being respected. She removed herself from her work for a moment to check on the initiate.

“Hello, Young Jedi,” Ran hovered behind them. “Is there something I can help you with?”


 

Diogo Talon

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Diogo's eyes were glued to the screen. While he read, his foot anxiously tapped the floor in anticipation of an answer to his troubles. When Ran spoke, hovering as she did, the green-haired boy was thrust from his stupor and he almost fell over in surprise. His head slowly turned to the side, eyes a little wider than usual.

"Hey," Diogo said, trying to keep it casual. His heart thumped and it took him a few seconds to register who was speaking to him. When he realized, he abruptly turned around, trying to stand up straight and puff his shoulders out to block the holoscreen. "Oh, hey! You're Master Serys, right? I heard you're a Council member now. So um, y'know, congrats." If nothing else, maybe some flattery would offer an adequate distraction.

"I'm just doin' some research?" his voice inflection rose as as he spoke, turning his answer into a question. This always seemed to happen when he tried to lie. He pointed behind him with his thumb. "For a uh... mission."

 

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“She is me,” Ran confirmed. “Thank you.” She eyed the young man. He was nervous, or so she thought. She didn’t mind making the kids nervous. It was amusing. “You know who I am, but I don’t know you. What is your name, young man?” Ran asked.

“For a mission?” She repeated feigning surprise. “Sounds like a very important mission. A matter of life or death even. Species that cannibalize their own can be tough to deal with. Immortals on the other hand are trickier.” She said slyly without looking at the screen he was protecting.

“Where is this mission? Are you ready to deal with threats like that?” She raised an accusing and skeptical eyebrow.


 

Diogo Talon

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“You know who I am, but I don’t know you. What is your name, young man?”

Was she amused about all this? Diogo could've sworn there was a whimsical sparkle in her eye. "I'm Diogo," he said, trying to keep his voice steady. "Diogo Talon. A Padawan."

“For a mission?” She repeated feigning surprise. “Sounds like a very important mission. A matter of life or death even. Species that cannibalize their own can be tough to deal with. Immortals on the other hand are trickier.” She said slyly without looking at the screen he was protecting.

Ah, shit. She knew. His posture deflated. Either she had see-through vision or she had access to his search history. It was most definitely the latter, but if it was the former that would be pretty fethin' cool. "Oh yeah," he said, awkwardly fidgeting. "I wouldn't know about any of that. I guess that's why I'm here."

“Where is this mission? Are you ready to deal with threats like that?”

"Oh, uh," he tried to think, which resulted in an awkwardly long pause. "Somewhere in the Unknown Regions. Odessen, maybe? I forget." He chuckled nervously, but his voice was devoid of rising inflection, mostly because he was thinking about a mission that already happened. Nothing like a little truth to make a lie easier to tell. "Just some lame cultists. I'm definitely ready! I'm just doin' some extra research, y'know, 'cus I'm such a diligent student." Cue big dumb smile.

 

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Ran stared at Diogo. Her brows were still raised, and the sparkle of skepticism replaced the amusement in her eyes. She knew when she was being lied to, or at least she knew the truth when she heard it. What she didn’t know was the reason for Diogo’s dishonesty. His nervous energy, awkward pauses and forced chuckles rubbed her the wrong way. She didn’t want to admit this to him, but he was making a horrible first impression.

Ran thought of asking more questions about this mission, but for what? She didn’t want to be lied to. Instead she chose to take the young man’s words at face value. She’d offered help and if he didn’t want it, she couldn’t force him to take it. “Sounds like you have everything sorted, Diogo.” Ran told a lie of her own. It was infectious. “I suppose I will leave you to it,” She began to leave and took a single step before pivoting back to him. “But should you find yourself in need of help or an ear to bend, I’m here for you.” She smiled. “I mean it.” She admitted with sincerity, honesty, and the unconditional love of a Jedi.

 

Diogo Talon

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"Wait," Diogo blurted out.

Before the rational parts of his brain could register what was happening, he reached out to grab her wrist. Maybe it was the way she spoke sincerely or the sympathy in her eyes, but he felt compelled to accept her offer of help. He coveted honesty, as ironic as that was. Diogo quickly let go of her wrist once his brain caught up with his body. "I'm sorry, master. I didn't mean to do that."

Awkward. Diogo cleared his throat.

"There's a lot of info here," he said, pointing back to the screen. "But there's nothing about how they resist or overcome what they are. Would you happen to know anything about that stuff?" It wasn't a direct admission to what he was doing here, but it was pretty dang close.

 

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Ran stopped as Diogo grabbed her wrist. There was instinct and honesty in this action. Ran felt it as she turned back to the young man.

“Unfortunately, Diogo, I don’t know enough about these beings or practices to answer your question from mind, but if there is an answer, I’m sure we can find it here.” Ran replied as she pulled up beside Diogo at the holo computer. She leaned into it and poked at its keys with her authorization code. Knights, Masters, and Members of the Jedi Council encountered few restrictions in their search for knowledge, while the information given to a padawan was more censored and regulated. For a padawan many topics needed authorization, clearance, or permission to be accessed. Ran started searching, making sure to include several keywords into their search parameters. As they searched, they talked.

“Why the interest in this topic, Diogo?” Ran asked. “And before you reference your mission, know that I know there is no mission.” The question was simple but Ran did not know the level of vulnerability she was asking the young man to have. Still she cared to know, as any mission regarding the Anazati, Sangnir, and Cannibals had not come across the Council table in some time. That could not be his reasoning. She wanted the truth. She wanted him to feel safe in sharing it with her. “There is nothing you could tell me that would shock me.” Ran assured Diogo.


 

Diogo Talon

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Diogo sat eagerly as Ran input her authorization code. He caught fleeting glimpses of the restricted topics absent from his usual browsing access. It was kinda odd, like he was looking through a portal to a whole other world. That wasn't so much a metaphor as it was the literal truth, actually.

Speaking of literal truth...

"Oh, well... uh," he paused. Ran tried to reassure him. It was working. She seemed genuine, honest, and caring. Maybe he just wanted her to be that way so bad, his mind was telling him what he wanted to hear. But no, it was in her eyes. Diogo could see it clear as day. Besides, he'd already crossed this line once. Well, stumbled over it. He revealed to Eloise Dinn Eloise Dinn what he was and she hadn't ran away or tried to kill him. So...

"My dad was an Anzat," he started. Shame crawled up his throat like bile. He pushed it back down and finished what he started. "And so am I."

 

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Ran paused her typing. She wasn't shocked but the information did come to her as a surprise. For as much of a monster as Ran thought herself, Diogo might've thought himself one even more. Ran believed it might've been a hard idea for a young man such as Diogo to get a handle on. Ran was bred to bring destruction and death, while Diogo was born to feed on the lives and essences of those around him. "I can see the reason for your research." The Knight said evenly as she returned to keying the computer, adjusting their search parameters.

"You're struggling with what you are?" The question came out sounding more like a statement. She'd been there in her own way.


 

Diogo Talon

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Diogo held his breath as Ran paused her typing and gathered her thoughts. He winced in anticipation of her reaction, expecting fear, disgust, shock, or anything else that could be interpreted as rejection. To his surprise, her tone was even. It almost felt too easy to confess his darkest secret to someone he barely knew. The simplicity made it confusing. Nevertheless, he plunged ahead.

Ran's statement-question carried a calm undercurrent of empathy. Diogo's eyes softened in appreciation, while his face lost some of its rigidity.

"Yes," he admitted, gazing down. "I was born a monster. Born to consume. I have relentless urges that will only grow stronger, unable to be pacified. My dad succumbed to them. I'm afraid I will, too—it feels inevitable. And I'm already so tired of fighting myself. Some days I just want to give up."

 

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Ran waited as the computer analyzed the archives for relevant articles. She listened to Diogo as he admitted his fears and bared his soul. She wished she could feel what he felt, she wished she could know exactly what to do to help him. But the computer chimed and revealed nothing but ancient legends long debunked. According to the archives, Diogo was right. It was inevitable. His hunger would one day rule him. Ran imagined this would be a low point for the young Jedi, and when she was at her lowest she only wished for another's love, so she gave her love freely. She didn't want to see the young man give up and give in, so standing from the computer, Ran reached out to Diogo. She planted a tender green hand on his shoulder. She would even embrace him, if he let her.

"Through the force all things are possible, Diogo." Ran declared. She knew this. In that moment she felt it more than any one of her peers. "This hunger can be controlled, eradicated, overcome," She continued. "But not if you're faint of heart, not if you're undisciplined, not if you're too scared to do what others could not." She added. "And certainly not if you're too stubborn to take help."

"So let me help you, Diogo. Your destiny, and mine, do not lie among the tales of monsters."
The force was strong around her and dripped from her words. Its aura was calming and unwavering.


 

Diogo Talon

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When the computer finally chimed, revealing nothing but debunked ancient legends, Diogo was crestfallen. Profound sorrow swelled in him, a rising tide of hopelessness and despair threatening to pull him under waters that were indifferent to his suffering. There were no answers, no solutions. He was doomed. He was ready to give up and give in, but before he could drown in the depths of his own grief, Ran offered him a way out. He had left himself so raw and open that there was no resistance to her embrace, her encouraging words, and her unwaveringly calm aura. He accepted it all eagerly.

"Please help me," he said softly, sinking into Ran. He'd never felt so small.

 

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