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Outpost Sunset

Lorrd
They'd made it this far back to Silver space before the ship had run out of fuel, and Lina had parked them on Lorrd to refuel. That had been days ago, but she hadn't taken off yet. At first she'd found excuses. The Silvers didn't need more to worry about. Returning after her leg had healed would be more efficient. And they hadn't even gone to that nice caf place yet. But Lina would have returned to Voss by now under normal circumstances, she and Madeline both knew that much.

She was lingering out of hesitation.

Mirial had been... it had been a mess. Eye opening, certainly. She wasn't sure if she preferred this clarity, but preference didn't mean anything. It was what it was, and Lina could face it or not.

Cowardice was the one selfishness she allowed herself. And her eagerness to keep delaying a return just that bit longer each time was as clear a proof as any that she'd chosen not to face it. Chosen cowardice. It had weighed her down with guilt at first, but her conscience had eventually let her be. Maybe some distance from the Silvers would be healthy - her faith in them had lessened some. Not in the Jedi. She was determined she could call herself a Jedi one of these days. But in the extent to which these were Jedi.

Lina was an avoider in every sense of the word. She didn't particularly want to think about the Order. And once her wounds had started to heal, it had become easier to enjoy herself. She and Madeline had recovered in some form from Mirial and now they could almost relax. The feeling was rare, fleeting, but ever so easy to appreciate when it came.

Like today. Madeline was elsewhere, and she'd found a library filled with titles on the Force and its extensive history. Who knew? Maybe some studying would do her good.
[member="Syss Rembala"]​
 
Poor, unfortunate, deluded vermin...were the only words she could use to describe the people whom she was reading about. An extensive tome from an encyclopedia on the history of the Light sat opened, almost at its end, in front of the Umbaran. Now one might think, what was one of the most devoted of believers in the Dark doing reading about the history of her enemies? The answer to her was so clear it became obvious, and she would have entitled brainless ignorance to whoever did not see it as simply as she did: the acquirement of knowledge was something no one should be lenient on, least if it gave insight on the ways of one's enemies. It would have been an understatement to say Syss was disgusted, repulsed, revolted even...yet she deemed it a necessary pain. It was not the first time she compelled herself to absorb words she hated, words she wanted to change, to extinguish. She unlike many, did not believe in the commonly accepted theory that if one ignored something, then it did not hold meaning. In contrast, the acolyte had refined her definition and thus she only considered innocuous that that had lost its value in knowledge.

As far as it tortured her to admit, the Light was yet to be extinguished and this meant it still held its intellectual relevance. Thought, after all, was the first driver of sentient nature and as far as the thought of something existed, it would never cease to exist. How she longed to see the very idea, the blemished thought of the Jedi erased from the galaxy. So that people embraced just as she had the one and only true power of the Force, its blessed meaning and not some misleading interpretation that threatened to murder the main source of nutrition to her beloved Darkness.

The acolyte was brooding in her outraged thoughts as her eyes carefully scanned through the pages with a speed acquired only by skilled readers, those who had spent years of their life devouring page after page, either for the sake of reading or for the benefit of it, the second being the reason why she sat here today. This library alone had been enough to give her a motive to make a short stop in Lorrd before continuing her journey back to the academy on Bastion, the place she now called her home, until this Empire felled and another rose. Maybe she would fall with it, it was a risk she had already accepted long ago. That was the risk of the trade, and it was still not enough to deter her from her faithful servitude to the Darkside.

Syss was cloaking her presence in the Force, a habit she had acquired after many unwanted encounters. Of course, her ability was not yet strong enough to fool the eyes of one very skilled in the Force, but fellow apprentices or those that had not expanded their learning into the art of stealth were more often than not captured under the effect. Her lecture was interrupted when a rabid ripple in the Force shook within her, making her white eyes volt from the pages to a figure who had just entered the library. As her custom dictated, Syss took her time to analyse the individual from afar, with practices subtlety. The Umbaran immediately had her guesses about the young girl, and most were confirmed when she took her pick out of the books in the library. A soft, deceitful smile crept onto the long, dark lips of the acolyte as she stood up, heading towards the newly arrived person.

"Greetings, my friend. I just happened to notice you entering the library, an excellent choice for a book. Would it be indiscreet to ask the motif for your pick?" Words glided off her tongue as easily as the venom abandoned a viper's teeth when it bit. She was a charmer, her words spoke of friendliness and an inherently social nature. But truth was, today she had purposefully decided not to make much effort in beautifying the rest of her physical disposition...and she could be a gaunt and unnerving sight to see, undeniably permeated by something that made most want to stay away from her.

[member="Lina Renning"]
 
"Oh-"

She started at a silken voice behind her, turning to observe the stranger. Lina wouldn't have guessed she was facing a Sith (a mercy - because really, what would she have done if she'd known?) but much as she was wary around new faces, the padawan was hard pressed to spot hostility in this one. And truthfully, she didn't need more than that. Not for the moment, at least.

"Hello." Her words were less formal, lacking the Umbaran's elegance, but she spoke evenly and with a flushed goodnaturedness. "Not at all- I'm just studying. The Force, that is."

Steel blue eyes glanced more carefully at the brunette, curious who this woman was. She couldn't get a good reading through the Force and was ill equipped to search deeper than the surface - but the surface was enough. Friendly, conversational, evidently sharing some measure of her own interest. Truth told, Lina went out of her way to keep herself perpetually busy but simply talking was something she rarely made time for.

So she went on.

"I realised I don't know as much about it as I-" thought I did? - "want to. And I wanted to take a look and see what I could do about it."

Faintly, she exhaled. Her gaze danced between the Umbaran in front of her and the title in her hands as she deliberated over her words, hand-picking each in her mind. She had always been a quiet creature, but she was curious to talk.

"How about you?"

[member="Syss Rembala"]​
 

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