Xobos Yakieer
Three Voices, One Mind
Planet: RoonSide of the planet: Perpetually light
Mental state: Normal…for Xobos.
Xobos Yakieer
[SIZE=14pt]Early Morning[/SIZE]
Desperation was the father of all mistakes, and it didn’t help when one had two voices conflicting constantly in her head about the actions to take. And when their anger or stress had the ability to affect the one’s mind that was currently being afflicted by them, that just made the day even worse. Or stressful. Or dangerous.
These weren’t normal problems to have. Xobos’s mind was far, far from normal anyway. Though the voices in her head arguing had become a commonplace in her life. It wasn’t like she could get them to be quiet anyway.
The Miraluka was quietly and quickly making her way through the heavily forested area near one of the spread out and multiple smugglers areas hidden all over the area. They all seemed to be run by the same Trandoshan smuggling group. The same one the Miraluka had been terrorizing for weeks now. Or at least, she thought it had been weeks. It was hard to tell on a planet with no night cycle. Or on a planet she didn’t even know the name of. Not like the people who had dumped her on this rock had bothered to tell her where she was.
“Probably because they never wanted you to leave. Though I know you’ve already thought of that.” Ambrus’s hard, dark voice seeped into the forefront of her mind, causing her momentarily to pause and lean against a tree, kneeling against it to steady herself. “Thank you Ambrus. And you’re right, I have. Though this isn’t the time to be conversing about it, while we’re hunting for food, right?” She tried to keep her voice calm and low, as to not come off as aggressive, or to alert any nearby smugglers to her presence.
“She’s right, you know. This is a conversation for later. We must focus on the kill for now.” It was Ona. The softer, womanly voice coming to the front now, speaking in a defusing tone. Xobos could swear she heard Ambrus sigh in her mind, before he responded in a quick, “fine. We hunt now.” At the same time, the Miraluka could feel both the presences leave her mind, leaving her with a quiet mind for the first time that morning. There wasn’t time to relish in this, however. She needed to hunt. She needed to kill. She needed to survive.
Trandoshan smugglers, bounty hunters, and trophy hunters wouldn’t be missed by anyone. Trandoshan meat also tasted well enough once it was cooked and the scaly outside was scraped off, as well as providing a large amount of nutrients. At least that was Ambrus continually tried to convince her. She wondered at times if he was only doing this to get her sick or to keep her from eating something better, but she didn’t have any better ideas for food. The Miraluka wasn’t smart enough to set traps for smaller animals, and it seemed as though the only times she could make weapons was when she followed Ambrus’s suggestions, so she played along.
Today’s hunt had lead her a small encampment near the side of a tall cliff with what looked like caves poking around the side of it. The smugglers must use some of them to hide their spice and illegal contraband in them. However, the encampment was at the bottom of the cliff in a clearing large enough to land a small shuttle. From her position near the edge of the tree line, however, Xobos could sense that there was no shuttle landed today. Her senses were also attuned to the fact that there was only one Trandoshan, probably just to sure the camp stayed clear of any animal predators.
A dark, cold presence came over Xobos once again as Ambrus returned, speaking once again. “Only one today, hm? Should make him an easy kill, even for someone of your…complete and total lack of skill and killing sense.” The Miraluka couldn’t help but let out a small sigh, earning her a mindful of dark laughter before he continued to speak. “What weapon today, master?”
Her eyes lifted toward the camp once again, ‘seeing’ with the force to try and figure out exactly where the Trandoshan was located. It didn’t take long to find him, milling about aimlessly around the small metal structure in the clearing. He eventually leaned up against the side of the building, back to where the Miraluka was located, oblivious to her.
“Spear. Its going to be quick and quiet. And I don’t want it up close.” There was no answer from Ambrus, but she could still feel him still in her mind. This gave her the strength to slow her breathing, take a step back into the forest, close her mind, and begin to envision the weapon she wanted in her mind. It was going to appear in her hands. With Ambrus in her mind and his power coursing through her, the weapon would materialize.
The feeling something materializing out of thin air and your body being drained to create the thing would never cease to take the breath away from the Miraluka. It felt like being kicked in the chest, but as she opened her eyes, the spear sat in her outstretched hands. Pure black colored, whispy, yet it was still solid. And the point at the end was sharp enough to pierce durosteel. Not that she would have to test that. Hopefully.
The perfectly balanced spear resting in her back hand as she approached the edge of the forest, Xobos leaned on the back of her foot, taking aim at the lone Trandoshan, taking a moment to softly speak, even though she already knew the answer. “Ora. Ambrus. You two are with me, aren’t you?” It took only a moment for them to answer, speaking in one unified voice. The voice of Lagos.
“As we always are, master.”
And from the moment, she let the spear fly, silently and deadly piercing the air, before nailing it’s target in the back of it’s scaly head, driving into the ground as the body twitched twice before finally laying motionless.
It didn’t take long after that for Xobos to clean everything up. She found a duffle bag with a large, serrated knife, a blanket, and a canteen of water inside. Taking the knife, she took the better part of the morning and afternoon to dismember the arms off the dead Trandoshan. Those were quickly stuffed back into the duffle bag, as well as the knife. It could be useful to the Miralukan later.
For now, though, she needed to find a place to sleep and rest for a while. She had no idea when the next shuttle would arrive in this location, and they wouldn’t be happy to find a Trandoshan dead, face down in the dirt and missing his arms. The spear would not be found, as it had dissipated long ago, but they certainly wouldn’t be happy with what had occurred otherwise.
The caves systems seemed like a logical choice for this, and against what Ambrus was telling her to do, she began to climb the rock face, determined to find an empty cave to sleep in for a while. He had helped her make the spear and hunt. She didn’t need his anger anymore. Though it probably wasn’t the smartest idea to anger him, as she would soon come to remember.
[SIZE=14pt]Late Afternoon[/SIZE]
There was no time on this planet that held any sort of night cycle, due to the fact the planet only rotated once on it’s axis per orbit around the system’s sun. At no time during the day did it even get remotely darker, with the yellowish rays of the sun penetrating through the cloud cover at all times. It didn’t get any colder either, not that it was
scorching hot. The clouds made sure that the surface of the planet was quite livable, even with the constant sunlight.
This meant that finding places to sleep where it would be dark enough was tougher than it would be on a planet with a normal light cycle. Ambrus didn’t help anything either with his constant negativity, mindlessly droning on inside her head as the Miraluka continued her climb up the steep cliff face in search of a unoccupied cave to sleep in for the night. “Why even bother to go to this much trouble, master? It’s not like a cave will let you sleep any better than laying on the cold ground will. More chances to be eaten by a predator as well. Just climb back down the cliff. I don’t want us to fall to death either.”
Xobos scoffed lightly as she hoisted herself onto a small cliff shelf, breathing heavily as she rested. “Well, Ambrus, if I get eaten I won’t have to hear you drown on anymore. So that would be a relief, wouldn’t it?” It was in moments like these that Ambrus wasn’t really anything more than a hinderance. At least the Miraluka could focus on other tasks at hand and not only on him talking in her head. And in the rare times when she had a quip that, he might actually shut up for a few moments, leaving Xobos with nothing but silence.
Silence could be scarier than his constant talking at times. Most of the time it meant he was going to torture her thoughts later that night, but it wasn’t like that was any sort outlier for how her nights usually ended. Little sleep and horrifying thoughts.
She could feel his anger, though. He didn’t like when she talked back. The word master meant nothing to Ambrus. It was equivalent to a parasite calling the organism it was sucking dry master.
“You know better than to talk back, master. It never ends well for you.” A softer, calmer voice overtook her mind as Ona began to speak again for the first time since killing the Trandoshan. Xobos clinched her fists tightly as she bit her lip, nodding as she spoke. “I know, Ona…it’s been a stressful day.” She retorted, trying her best not to snap at the voice in her head. Ona didn’t deserve that, and thankfully her tone sounded like the woman’s voice hadn’t taken any offence. “Then keep your emotions in check. You only feed his anger when you speak in such a way.” Ona responded, before the Miraluka could feel her leaving her mind as well, leaving the teen along with her own thoughts again. It took her a moment to realize her hand was still clinched tightly into a ball, forcing herself to take a deep breath and slowly uncurl it, blood dripping onto the rock where her nails had bitten into the skin.
These moments truly scared her. She couldn’t tell if it was her own fear and stress that had caused her to clinch her fist so tightly, or the anger of Ambrus coursing through her body and taking control of her mind momentarily. Had she made herself bleed? Or was she going so insane that the voices had finally started to take control of more of her mind?
“Better keep moving, good master. We must find a cold, dark, wet cave to sleep in tonight.” His gruf, grave voice snapped her out of her own dark thoughts, though she was sure by now he could hear her thoughts. Breathing slightly to try and calm herself, Xobos slowly stood, hoisting the canvas bag back onto her back, and began her assent once again.
[SIZE=14pt]Terrors of the daytime[/SIZE]
It took a while for Xobos to clean the meat, start the fire, cook the meat to a eatable state, and consume her meal, though she couldn’t tell you how long had passed with the sun staying in the exact same place in the sky. It felt like a few hours, however, before she was laying against the smooth rock of the side of the cave. After the incident on the rocks earlier in the day, it had taken a while before finding an unoccupied cave to have her rest time in.
With the blanket wrapped around her shoulders and the fire crackling in the corner of the cave, Xobos finally settled down against the floor of the cave, canvas bag acting as a pillow as she attempted to turn her body away from the opening of the cave, which was still letting light in. Thankfully, though, the cavern she had been able to find extended far enough into the cliff to actually get dark, allowing the exhausted Miraluka to finally get some much needed rest.
And she almost got it. It was a while before she could feel his presence begin to settle in her mind. She knew it was him, as well. It was hard not to know when Ambrus was settling in her mind, but especially not when he was angry. And his anger was seething tonight. That was evident enough by his first comment, washing her mind in a wave of darkness. “Was it as easy to kill that lizard man as was to kill your village, master?”
Xobos could feel her fists clinching up again, causing fresh pain to slip it’s way up her arms. This only seemed to spur him on, as did her silence and attempts at blocking the voice out. “No answer from the esteemed master? I’ll take that as a yes…a yes that it was so incredibly easy to slaughter those that you called family.”
She didn’t care about the pain anymore, as her fists clinched tighter, squeezing her jaw and eyes shut tightly as she felt her eyes begin to well up. “I didn’t..I couldn’t control it..”
“Couldn’t control it, you say?” He responded, poising dripping from his voice and infecting her mind. Xobos couldn’t fight the urge to open her eyes, and watched as the cave’s darkness began to twist and turn as a vision overcame her mind, enveloping it with screams and cries of pain. Ambrus was forcing her to relieve the moment she lost control over everything, slaughtering the entirety of her village.
Fires burned everywhere around her, and the smoke choked her lungs as it’s black ash rained down around the ground around her. Following a flake with her eyes lead her to be staring directly into the face of her dead father, mother, and brothers. Their bodies were burned beyond recognizability, but she knew who they were, she knew what she had done. Hands shaking, the Miraluka slowly raised them to eyelevel, to see them painted in the blood of her family, permanently staining them with her mistake.
Shouts of anger and authority quickly snapped her out of looking at her hands, looking up to ‘see’ the rest of the village charging her with spears and swords, screaming out to kill her, contain her, and to lock the murder up. Spears punctured her sides, swords sliced at her arms, shooting fresh pain up and all around her body. It felt so real, like she was really back in the moments. The pain, the sounds, the smell of death, all were so real. And the mob continued to attack her, screaming out how it was all her fault. All Xobos’s fault.
“No…no….NO!!” All of it, the pain, anger, frustration, all released itself in one, primal scream that sent the mob flying backwards into the fires. The scream shattered the vision, causing the entire cave to shake and rumble as loose pieces fell from the ceiling and hitting the floor with unnaturally loud bangs. The villages screams still lingered in Xobos’s mind, continuing to torture her as she curled up in a ball on the cold, damp floor of the cave, sobbing lightly to herself. The dark presence in her mind returned once more, his words shooting fresh pain through her mental state. “Maybe next time we will work better together..master, and this won’t be necessary. Get some good sleep now, we have hunting to do tomorrow..”
With that, the voice left her mind. Leaving her alone in the darkness of the cave as the screams slowly subsided. Nobody in her mind. No Ambrus, no Ora, no visions. Just herself, left sobbing on the floor at her past mistakes. Completely, and totally, alone. With nobody ever coming for her.
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