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She knew these halls well. The immensity of Dragonne Palace was no longer intimidating, the darkness that awaited in some its chambers no longer inspired the same profound unease in her. Palm had not grown used to it, but it had grown familiar. There was more to it than what she allowed herself to see, for beyond the familiarity there was a growing union with it - still too weak and distant to be felt. Adron, whom she had treaded around carefully at first, was steadily growing into a trusted and esteemed figure, and in turn the geminaie was less guarded around him and had been progressively growing more receptive to his words.
And still there was a certain sense of nervousness within Palm-Imer as she made her way towards the monarch's office.
The battle over Myrkr, Orleon, Azure, Katarr and Velmor was still fresh, and even though her body had recovered nicely, Palm new with no room for doubts that the still healing slash concealed beneath her jawline - way too close to her throat - and the lack of the usual firmness in her stance due to the still present pains of battle would not go unnoticed. Her act was nearly perfect and more than enough to fool anyone into thinking she was as good as new, that she had walked into that battlefield and then came out without so much as grazing wound. But that was not reality, nor was her act good enough to fool him.
Something had happened on Velmor which she was still unsure about. She had felt powerful and unstoppable, and at the same time lacking control and clarity. A part of her expected to find answers in the King to questions she did not have the words to ask, while another was simply worried - as though her injuries were the sign of a failed test. The darkness that had crept up on her during the throes of battle had made her strong. She stood now here alive, as did the two whom she had fought to protect and she had outlived a duel with a Sith Lord. The accomplishment was nothing short of formidable, and yet a small whisper within her demanded more.
To add to the shambles that were her feelings and thoughts, there was fret. Worry that this power she had felt had been wrong - after all, the one she called her dearest friend, a Jedi, would have thought so. But why did she feel like a fraction of her being did not agree anymore?
Once again, as she often did lately, Palm pushed the topic to the back of her mind. There were other matters to concentrate on right now, and one of them was resting within a box between her gloved hands. The Sith holocron she had retrieved with Mathieu from Myrkr. Palm had felt tempted to open it as soon as she had departed the planet, but a promise made to her friend to not meddle with the object had kept her from acting upon this impulse. However, now curiosity was luring her again even when the corrupting properties of the holocron were being kept at bay by the voidstone that layered the insides of the box. It had been this same curiosity that had pushed her to bring the artifact to Adron.
Upon reaching his office, she was announced by his royal guard before being allowed entrance. Amber gaze met amethyst, and she bowed her head in greeting. "Good afternoon, your Majesty." A handful of times she had referred to the King by his name and not his title, but this had not been explicitly condoned and unwilling to show him disrespect or stretch her growing trust in him, Palm still kept to formalities most of the time. The confidence she usually held in her gaze was not there, a sensation akin to what she felt upon returning to her teacher after doing something wrong settling within her.
The only difference laid in that what had happened on Velmor would probably provoke the man's joy rather than his disapproval.