Some say that it takes only one man to build an empire, but Alecandria was not one of them. To her eyes, the great individuals that the universe had given birth throughout the whole of history were nothing but broken things. To say that one individual made a change was a blatant and utter lie. It took more than one man to create an empire, and even more to make it grand. Without the smaller stepping stones, the whole temple would crumble beneath it's own weight and bringing about it's destructive end. Behind the greatest conqueror was a band of minds and strengths. Following them were their compatriots and after them, smaller and more insignificant things. No grand mastermind stood alone. Each galaxy would be not without it's stars, suns, and moons. No matter how small, each played a vital part in the whole of the grand scheme. Thus, for one man to make a difference, to build an empire, to achieve greatness; he could not. Not without others to play their part.
Her mind wandered, and she gave into her thoughts like she had done more often than not in the past months. It was the only security she had and even though it was as fleeting as a child's wish, she found she relished in it's fiction. Without the solitude of her mind, what few strings remained attached would have been severed long ago. The remnants of her humanity clung desperately, latching onto her fragile reality while her guilt and despair continued to threaten to swallow her whole still. Had it not been for Mephirium and Praetorias, she would have given into the her demons and ceased to exist. Had they not rekindled her will to live in the ruined remains of the Sith Temple, she shuddered to consider.
With the recollection of the Temple, she could not help but follow the bud back to the seed that had sprouted her whole journey. From one branch to another, she could trace every step that she had bad back to the very moment in which she had cast herself into exile. At some point, she had leaned against the wall that served as the barricade between the hall and the wide room, the anchor to which the doors was bound. Alecandria lowered herself down to the floor and drew herself into insignificance, arms and legs pulled tightly against herself. With distant, crystalline blue eyes and an expressionless face, she made not a sound as the occasional passerby continued on. They ignored her and she ignored them.
When the message found her, she was drawn from her state but made no move to follow the directions. She was no pet to come to the master's call. Though he had done no harm to her thus far, she had little doubt that he would. He was a Sith, after all. Both Praetorias and himself. As such, neither were to be trusted. After all, was she not content where she was?
In truth, she was more a prisoner than anything else. She was a Jedi. Not some manipulated and twisted pawn of the Dark Side. But, was it not her weakness that had guided her to the Chimaera? Was it not the reason that had sent her spiraling into darkness and despair? Yes, it was. Because she had been unable to resist it's temptation, she had failed in her duty to be just and good. Because she had failed when it mattered, Alecandria had closed herself off from everyone and thing and thrown herself into a stolen craft in an attempt to run. She had run because she'd been teased and tempted to let herself take the first step towards her dark descent. And yet, her whole intent had been to escape it, to redeem herself in her own eyes -- as well as her peers, and come back with a higher sense of purity. How truly ironic it was to find herself in the hands of a Sith Lord and his lackeys.
Thrice during her thoughts was she interrupted by the arrival of three individuals that entered through the doors beside her, back into the room she had vacated several hours before. With each one passing, she lifted her head and listened to their passing and the soft sounds of voices resonating from within.
Master. Lord.
Mephirium had to be within.
Knowing full well that she could no longer ignore the summons, Alecandria rose to her feet. Patting the white robes that clung neatly to her form and smoothing out the wrinkles, her right hand brushed against the tarnished metal of her saber. Warmth radiated through her that she had been permitted to keep it upon her person. Without it, she would have been incapacitated and left vulnerable. Not so much physically as it was emotionally. All the same, her vulnerability was evident for all to see.
She was, after all, a broken woman. It did not take a genius to take a glance upon her and know from her posture and stance that she lacked any true sense of confidence.
When she entered through the threshold and back into the training room, her brilliant blue eyes befell each of the others. She did not linger, nor did she study them. She was not a part of them. Whom ever the four were, they must hold some significance. Certainly not apprentices? Though she did not show her confusion, she could not help but wonder why a Sith would ever chose to have so many. From what she understood, it was customary not to waste time and resources on more than one. Perhaps they were lackeys, of sorts. The assumption proved to be more reasonable as she took two more steps forward to allow the doors to close behind her.
Alecandria remained where she was, though her eyes turned to Mephirium. None of the others were of importance to her, after all. They were nothing more than Sith play-things. Nothing to be concerned with, for they were not of her concern. The Dark Lord, however, was. He had, after all, destroyed an empire.