There was a hollow sound from within the training dojo, when there were no words and just silence. Charlyra could hear it, the emptiness and stillness. She took a moment to breathe, to bathe in the quietness of it, if only for a moment. She searched for her safe place, she searched for Ammee. For those nights when the she fought the darkness, and now it seemed more than ever that Charlyra needed to confront that dark shard within her heart.
When she used her fury, her rage - it was freeing, yes. It was also terrifying, in that the monster she had fought for so long... Won. As if in the moment she stared the then Lord Saprus down, they made a connection. Saprus delighted in Charlyra's power, her passion and anger. Shamed that Charlyra had been taken by the Jedi, for in Saprus' own words.
"You would be a Dark Lord in a matter of years, you would be powerful. With no Jedi to tell you what to do, and no code to adhere to... Strike down Tabium and I will be your master." Such meaning in those words, for the Sith no matter their allegiance did not toy with taking on an acolyte. When they sensed power, they craved it. They wanted it for themselves, for their cause alone an no other.
While her first encounter with Saprus had been indeed the death of her Master. Saprus would appear again during multiple campaigns, before Charlyra fled into her own self-imposed exile. She looked toward Master Kerrigan, her eyes were wide almost pleading to never speak those words. She was becoming once more afraid of what she could be capable of. Her inner turmoil wrought with the past, but embraced a future where she no longer need to fear the darkness, but to embrace it - to channel it.
Turning to the rocks, Charlyra swallowed hard. Rising to her feet she concentrated once more, drawing on what fueled her. Flickers of her past, were no longer emotions, but the voices of those who sought to gain from manipulating her. Lord Saprus invaded her concentration as if she had planned it that way.
I know you better than you know yourself, Charlyra of Chandrila. You hate me for killing your master, but you loathe yourself so much more for allowing me to kill him. Allowing him to dictate your life, to divide between you and your... Mirialan. Squeezing her eyes shut her lavender hue surrounded her. Once more it turned magenta, this time with a dangerous dark aura.
Focus, Charlyra. She could almost hear that old stubborn Twi'lek's voice.
Do allow Lord Saprus to cloud your judgment now, you have done well to pair with Masters Kerrigan and Tempest, balance yourself child. Balance. Stay out of this, fool.
A light force presence began to make itself known, though it was not active in nature. One could no not discount there being another person within the room. Even if you could not see him.
Perhaps, there had been a reason why Master Ra'alon had feared teaching his padawan how to actively use the force. He, in his infinite wisdom foresaw what might occur. A vision granted to him that his own padawan could become a Dark Lord. Using her knowledge of the Republic to aid the Empire's hellspawns... The First Order, the One Sith or even the rising Sith Triumvirate. What he did not foresee, were Masters Kerrigan and Tempest - the Fire Order. For they had been far beyond the reaches of the prototypical battles of Jedi and Sith. He had long ignored both the Dark and Gray Jedis.
Charlyra focused, pushing out both the feuding Dark Lord and her own Master from her mind. Concentrating on the sound of her new Master's voice. Focusing on the love that Ammee had given her, knowing that this turmoil would all be one day over. She channeled this, focused on this...
When she opened her eyes, both the magenta and lavender auras vanished and now within her eyes, glowed a frightening purple - one that matched a singular trade mark force power.
No one in this room could have predicted the force power she would unleash.
Her arm outstretched she used her body as a conduit of energy. Taking all that she had been conflicted with and unleashing it through a single use of force destruction. Both the battle droid and the rock, ceased to exist. Reduce to mere ashes.
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