A U D I E N C E
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Of course he had understood why his doubts had made her angry. It was why he hadn't wanted to express himself. But sometimes, it felt as if the Force urged him to be direct like this. Ever so slightly nudging him in the direction, no, pursuit of the truth. He felt that pull grow stronger every day. It was like standing at the edge of a cliff, with an invisible weight attempting to drag Gillan down into the dark depths below. What was he supposed to make of that? Was this the pull of the Dark?
Did the Force steer him toward a more insidious path?
Gillan leaned back against the hot stone that served as the back of his 'seat'. The Boonta Eve was a big event, but the seats were anything but luxurious. The stone stair-like construction was uncomfortable, with no clear indication of seating arrangements except for the few hovering droids that checked their tickets. Gillan shifted uncomfortably, briefly glancing to the fat Gran with obvious eczema that tried to absorb more and more of his space. The scent of sweat and greasy blue cheese that hung around him made Gillan want to pinch his nose. He had always detested crowds like these. And not so much because of the physical input. It were the thousands of voices that made up the Force. They swerved around him in chaotic patterns and called out to his consciousness from every direction. It made his stomach heave.
Enough was enough. Gillan gently pulled the Gran's stained sleeve.
"Uhm, I'm sorry, but uhhh... Could you let me pass please? I need to go to the restroom" It was a given that the three-eyed obese would steal his spot.
"Sure thing kid." He muttered with a deep voice, retracting his legs a little so the Padawan could squeeze past.
"Thanks." He mumbled, glancing a final time at the starting line.
<:: Is it a bit late to tell him to work on his reaction time? Good defence from the kid, though. ::> The commentator's voice boomed through the overwrought corridors. There were no screens positioned on the route back to the hangars, but the many speakers were loud enough to carry the sound of the race through the entire building. That was okay. He didn't mind listening. It were the people he wanted to get away from, not the race. He slid past a crowd of stout Ugnaughts. Mechanics, by the look of it. It meant that he was at least heading back into the right direction.
The hangars seemed like a fine place to hang out. It should be empty considering the racers were all on the track. As an added bonus, Ara would have to return there sooner or later. He could just hang there until the race was over and pretend he saw it. Except - he wasn't the only one who wanted to pay a visit to the hangar. They were at the exact spot he and Ara had sat no less than an hour ago. Six Togrutans in grease-stained overalls. The team that had laughed at them.
Gillan immediately wanted to turn and leave. Unfortunately, they spotted him first.
"Well well well, what have we got here?" Gillan cursed under his breath. The Togrutan with dark orange Lekku patterns raised his cup.
"A competitor!" "Competitor? Nah. Just a kid." The group laughed.
"Say, who were you with again?" One of them, striped yellow and red, slid down from the crate.
"Let me think.." He snapped his fingers a couple times, eyes turned toward the ceiling as he approached.
"Eri? Ori?" Thank the Force for Jedi training on anger management.
"Ara. Ara Sheridan." He replied, his cool blue eyes focused on the approaching man.
"And you?" "Why Scylla of course!" One shouted from the stack of crates. Gillan smirked, shrugging in obvious fashion.
"Never heard of her. His heart was beating loudly in his chest. He had no confidence whatsoever. But he wasn't going to let them walk over Ara and him like that.
"Wait till you grow up kid." Now it was the approaching Togruta's time to smirk.
"She likes eligible young men." "Stop teasing the boy Malza, he's got a girlfriend" Gillan's face betrayed mild shock.
"Ara's not my girlfr-" "I'd ditch her too if I were you. She's gonna have to be drinking out of a tube for the rest of her life anyways." Again, laughter. Ominous laughter. Gillan's brow furrowed.
"What's going on?" They ignored him.
"What did you do?" He asked again.
"Us!? Nothing. We just heard that the coolant used by some participants is of a particularly poor quality." The Togrutan with orange-striped montrals nodded.
"I hope she double-checked her left-engine..." By Surik's blade. Gillan jerked his body toward the exit. He wanted to run out and warn her. But she was already far beyond his reach.
<:: The Tusken fields are coming up fast. Let's hope they're not too accurate this season. ::> The commentators words made his stomach feel like a block of ice.
May the Force be with you, Ara Sheridan.