It was a celebration. One that was meant to celebrate her safe return, the valiant efforts of the Empire, and bringing Susevfi to its knees. Her conversations with the Wolf slowly came back to the Princess. His words were filled with wisdom and belief that she would be something great in the Empire. He was to be her mentor, and the man fulfilled it that day, even when she failed. Quinn sometimes wondered if it was calculated. Was she destined to fail so that she could rise and become something more significant? Was this mission doomed so that she could learn her place in the Second Legion? Too many questions swirled her mind as her hands caressed the cool metal of the medals to be given.
Would they still be celebrating if her foolishness didn't force the full wrath of the Empire to act?
Quinn smiled at the man showing her the awards. Her nod dismissed him as she stood at the front and center of the small aisle that had been put together for the ceremony. Everything had to go right; she had caused enough problems for everyone here to last her a lifetime.
She had to face them, the weight of their expectations pressed against her shoulders. Ever since the words of the Empress rang through the skies of Susevfi, the young Echani felt destiny's mantle upon her back. Why now when she had failed so
spectacularly? To bear the burden set upon her by being claimed as the Empress's own was something she had not expected. Still, hearing the proclamation made her
believe in the words she had told her kidnappers.
Her mind flickered quietly through the fragmented memory. Slowly, her nightmares pierced together the terror she had experienced.
"Your Grace," a voice pulled her from the muted visions,
"Are you okay?" he asked, handing her a small handkerchief from his pocket.
"Oh?" she responded; the guard gently patted her cheek.
"Everything will be okay." His voice brought reassurance; he had been with her since she had arrived permanently on Jutrand and, before that, had been a close guard on Eshan.
"Thank you," she spoke quietly, trying to blink away any other unwanted tears and the image of her tormentor. The man turned away, leaving the woman to the rest of her thoughts.
Quinn had been in her own world, the rest of the hanger fading away while she tended to things. The shuffling of feet and the whispers among the crowd fell upon the deaf ears of the emphatic woman. She could feel it, their disdain for what was occurring. Their thoughts and feelings flowed off them like the rivers of lava on Mustafar. Already, her heart was torn with what others had to do to save her, to make up for the mistakes of her youth and hubris. Over and over again, she had played out what had happened, trying to pinpoint the exact moment she failed. It had already been shown to her that the Princess had failed the moment she stepped onto the moon's surface. While her life meant nothing to most of the Empire, it meant the most to the Empress. Her capture and death had proven that - even now, the declaration of her lineage made her
something to the Empire, politically in the least. Quinn exhaled the growing crowd's emotions from her mind; focusing on it would only crush her already smothered ego.
Finally, her eyes gazed upon the gathering. Faces she had seen before, others she had not been acquainted with. The looks on their faces only reminded her of the swell of
disappointment from earlier. Her eyes fell on faces that brought the Princess joy; their faces made the horrid feelings fade, allowing her to enjoy the spectacle momentarily. In the crowd, her gaze caught the blonde crown of a woman who had experienced more than a lifetime with her.
Stepping down from the small ledge of the stage, Quinn moved gracefully through the crowd.
"Alina!" she called to the woman, waving a hand and spreading a smile across her face. To see Alina here made her feel safe.
"How are you?"
She asked as she reached the woman, hoping to prevent her from fading into the shadows like Alina often did.
"It's good to see you," she said.