Seras Rose
The Heir of The Eye
Exile. It was not something the young Padawan had ever conceived of before in her life a short time ago. Yet here she was on Esha under a self imposed exile.
Seras had found a master after a rather long time of waiting. Viper had been a good master and mentor. They both had similar backgrounds, similar but not quite the same mind sets. Inspite of the age diffrence she wouldn't hesitate to consider him a friend as well as a mentor and teacher. Yet shortly after she had obtained her lightsaber, that Master of hers vanished with little trace. At that time she had become extremly dishearted and searched for him, using a YX-1980 freighter that had been given to her for her travels. But the young Padawan never found her master.
After returning without any success, she heard of a mission for all Jedi. The Galactic Alliance was beseiging a planet taken over by hostile sith. Seras felt that there she might be able to help. She was a good pilot and capable fighter if nothing else. So she went and joined the other Jedi who were similiarly going to fight the Sith there. It would be her first battle but not her first fight by any means. She figured she could handle it. The young Padawan, was wrong. It was what personafied 'hell on earth'. Lightning filled skies that were choked with ash, death, force storms in orbit, massive thunderbolts on the ground, a volcano erputing and spewing magma and fiery balls of death everywhere. Even odder was the close to complete lack of civilians, as though they had all been evacuated before hand. This she found out later from a trooper was in fact the case. Not too long before the planet had been turned into a hellscape there was a mass evacuation into underground shelters. Not that you would likely hear that bit of information anywhere on the news.
As for Seras's part in the battle she led Six troopers in the defense of a choke point, not far away from the palace gates. In the no mans land of that death trap she engaged a Sith Acolyte in a feirce and bloody duel. The end result was a tie. By the end of the fight Seras could not move her left side at all, and her right legs achille's tenon had been cut by a passing by Sith Assassin. After this fight the Six troopers left the defense of the position to the other stationed troops and did their best to patch up Seras untill she could be tended too. While she was in this hazy and dazed state, her mind was more easily affected by the intense amount of darkside on the planet. Her senses were oddly sharpend, maybe it was because she could barely feel her body. But her mind felt the fear of the people on the planet. That singular, sole feeling struck a cord with Seras. It made her remember words from when she had first met her master Viper.
"To stubbornly fight to the end for nothing is foolishness. If you are going to do so, make sure it is for a worthy cause. Make sure it is for the right reasons."
In response she had said the following.
"Maybe this is a bit presumptuous of me to say, never having been in real battle before. But i hope to only ever be in battles whose cause i could give my all for, though i still understand what you mean."
Yet that which Seras had said boldly she would not do, she did. For a battle where Seras now felt they were simple Invaders and nothing more, she had fought her hardest to near death. Without questioning why. Without wondering if it was just reason. All she did was aid in the same kind of disaster that had befallen her own home planet of Manaan, when the city she had been raised in as an orphan was completly destroyed. This realization to the young Padawan was utterly crushing. As her body was healed she could not bare to look at the halls of the temple. To watch Padawans train or train with them herself. It made her sick. And so she left. The Padawan who a few months before the idea of exile was a completly foolish one, was the only option she had left in her mind. It was the only thing that was right. Not because of the Order, or because of the Galactic Alliance. But because of herself.
When she left Grace abandoned everything related to her Jedi past, down to even her lightsaber. It didn't feel like hers anymore. It was a foreign object to her and she tossed it aside without a second thought.
Even if she had come to despise herself, Seras still had a drive to help others. But Seras was no negotiator and her abilities as a mechanich were decidely lacking. When in the galaxy, she found all she knew how to do properly was fight. For a while she became something of a wanding warrior, aiding those who needed it with a high degree of selflessness. But a Warrior without a blade is akin to a Sand Panther with no claws and teeth. So Seras arrived to Eshan for two reasons. To train and to learn how to construct a blade so she might construct herself a force imbued blade. After travelling across the planets surface for some time, she had been directed to a Echani Bladesmith by the name of 'Ryukai Len' who might be be willing to teach her.
It took some work but eventually she managed to get the middleaged Echani man to teach her how to make a blade. She would naturally need to find some other source of knowledge on how to imbue a blade, but she could atleast learn how to construct the blade itself in the mean time.
And so it was that Seras Rose former Jedi Padawan found herself seated on a bench at a reasonably small villiage on Eshan outside the smithy, holding her sketch pad in one hand and pencile in the other. Even though she held it in her hands though, it had been a long time since she felt any true inspiration to sketch. Yet she did so anyways, giving off a melancholic vibe as the fall wind blew leaves down the street.
[member="Kaia Vullen"]
Seras had found a master after a rather long time of waiting. Viper had been a good master and mentor. They both had similar backgrounds, similar but not quite the same mind sets. Inspite of the age diffrence she wouldn't hesitate to consider him a friend as well as a mentor and teacher. Yet shortly after she had obtained her lightsaber, that Master of hers vanished with little trace. At that time she had become extremly dishearted and searched for him, using a YX-1980 freighter that had been given to her for her travels. But the young Padawan never found her master.
After returning without any success, she heard of a mission for all Jedi. The Galactic Alliance was beseiging a planet taken over by hostile sith. Seras felt that there she might be able to help. She was a good pilot and capable fighter if nothing else. So she went and joined the other Jedi who were similiarly going to fight the Sith there. It would be her first battle but not her first fight by any means. She figured she could handle it. The young Padawan, was wrong. It was what personafied 'hell on earth'. Lightning filled skies that were choked with ash, death, force storms in orbit, massive thunderbolts on the ground, a volcano erputing and spewing magma and fiery balls of death everywhere. Even odder was the close to complete lack of civilians, as though they had all been evacuated before hand. This she found out later from a trooper was in fact the case. Not too long before the planet had been turned into a hellscape there was a mass evacuation into underground shelters. Not that you would likely hear that bit of information anywhere on the news.
As for Seras's part in the battle she led Six troopers in the defense of a choke point, not far away from the palace gates. In the no mans land of that death trap she engaged a Sith Acolyte in a feirce and bloody duel. The end result was a tie. By the end of the fight Seras could not move her left side at all, and her right legs achille's tenon had been cut by a passing by Sith Assassin. After this fight the Six troopers left the defense of the position to the other stationed troops and did their best to patch up Seras untill she could be tended too. While she was in this hazy and dazed state, her mind was more easily affected by the intense amount of darkside on the planet. Her senses were oddly sharpend, maybe it was because she could barely feel her body. But her mind felt the fear of the people on the planet. That singular, sole feeling struck a cord with Seras. It made her remember words from when she had first met her master Viper.
"To stubbornly fight to the end for nothing is foolishness. If you are going to do so, make sure it is for a worthy cause. Make sure it is for the right reasons."
In response she had said the following.
"Maybe this is a bit presumptuous of me to say, never having been in real battle before. But i hope to only ever be in battles whose cause i could give my all for, though i still understand what you mean."
Yet that which Seras had said boldly she would not do, she did. For a battle where Seras now felt they were simple Invaders and nothing more, she had fought her hardest to near death. Without questioning why. Without wondering if it was just reason. All she did was aid in the same kind of disaster that had befallen her own home planet of Manaan, when the city she had been raised in as an orphan was completly destroyed. This realization to the young Padawan was utterly crushing. As her body was healed she could not bare to look at the halls of the temple. To watch Padawans train or train with them herself. It made her sick. And so she left. The Padawan who a few months before the idea of exile was a completly foolish one, was the only option she had left in her mind. It was the only thing that was right. Not because of the Order, or because of the Galactic Alliance. But because of herself.
When she left Grace abandoned everything related to her Jedi past, down to even her lightsaber. It didn't feel like hers anymore. It was a foreign object to her and she tossed it aside without a second thought.
Even if she had come to despise herself, Seras still had a drive to help others. But Seras was no negotiator and her abilities as a mechanich were decidely lacking. When in the galaxy, she found all she knew how to do properly was fight. For a while she became something of a wanding warrior, aiding those who needed it with a high degree of selflessness. But a Warrior without a blade is akin to a Sand Panther with no claws and teeth. So Seras arrived to Eshan for two reasons. To train and to learn how to construct a blade so she might construct herself a force imbued blade. After travelling across the planets surface for some time, she had been directed to a Echani Bladesmith by the name of 'Ryukai Len' who might be be willing to teach her.
It took some work but eventually she managed to get the middleaged Echani man to teach her how to make a blade. She would naturally need to find some other source of knowledge on how to imbue a blade, but she could atleast learn how to construct the blade itself in the mean time.
And so it was that Seras Rose former Jedi Padawan found herself seated on a bench at a reasonably small villiage on Eshan outside the smithy, holding her sketch pad in one hand and pencile in the other. Even though she held it in her hands though, it had been a long time since she felt any true inspiration to sketch. Yet she did so anyways, giving off a melancholic vibe as the fall wind blew leaves down the street.
[member="Kaia Vullen"]