L O S T
Kära inhaled the crisp clean air of Voss-Ka as she stepped from her ship into the wide courtyard which adjoined the hangar. While the journey over from Midvinter was not the longest she had undertaken, after so long stuck to one world it felt almost jarring to travel. Once upon a time she had loved nothing more than watching the stars zip by the viewing ports, but now it made her feel nauseous. Then again, everything did these days.
It was estimated that she had just a couple of weeks left, though the healers back on Midvinter insisted that he could come at any moment. Perhaps it was foolish of her to make this journey then, so close to the due date, only... If it was one thing Kära knew it was her own body. And the babe which resided within. He wasn't ready just yet, and neither was she.
Mind on the present, Kära, you have a task to do remember? There is a reason you are in the Capital after all.
For a great many years she had lived within the toxic web of the Darkside. As pawn, as student, as soldier, as manipulator, as Master, as Lord... Up and up and up. Never truly out of choice, but necessity instead. Survival. Dragged along for so very long on the whims of her so called peers. Propelled by a false prophecy.
The prophet Master is no longer here, however. He cannot weave his spell on me these days, I am not a child any longer. And my mind is not so easily swayed.
No, it was not the Darkness which brought her to Voss but the Light instead. Her time on Midvinter, since reconnecting with her beloved daughter and her childhood friend, who just so happened to be the Grandmaster, had left her feeling anew. Reawakened. But not quite purged. She had a lot of making up to do.
Neutral though she may have been, there was still a lot of work to do before she was redeemed. Sitting and thinking on her sins would never do, however. A waste of time, simply impractical. Instead she had spoken with [member='Thurion Heavenshield'] and asked if there was some way she could help the Order.
He had agreed in the end, though with how much reluctance she could not tell. They were family now, tied through marriage, and he knew her better than even herself. Trusted her. But did she trust herself?
You cannot mess this up, Kära. Redemption is a long path, fraught with temptations and difficulty. Do not rush it, do not push it, just trust in the Force and allow it to carry you. At least until you feel a little more confident.
So what, pray tell, was she doing here, you might wonder?
A student had arrived, a Doctor no less, with little in the way of direction. While she could have been put in with the other new arrivals, as part of the Youngling plan, she was quite a bit older than the standard. No sense in humiliating anyone, after all age played no real part.
Kära had seen an opportunity, and she had grasped at it. A chance to teach and train. Despite her darker background, she knew a surprising amount about Jedi Ethics and Philosophy, and while she was learning appropriate ways to teach a student through the Light she had a couple of more basic tricks up her sleeve.
Redemption through tuition. Not only would the Doctor learn, but Kära would too. In a way that did not undermine either of them. A mutual arrangement. Of course, Kära would no doubt be monitored. To begin with, at least. In time, however, she sincerely hoped their trust would blossom. She sincerely hoped that she would rise to the occasion.
After all, she had a family to think about now. A future. A life. Darkness could hold no sway over any aspect of that.
Kära blinked. Apparently she had thought herself all the way to the laboratories without walking into anything or anyone. Quite a feat. Lifting her hand she gave a very light knock to make anyone inside aware of her presence, before pushing open the door.
Hopefully she would find her soon-to-be student inside.
[member='Taygeta Lightkeeper']
It was estimated that she had just a couple of weeks left, though the healers back on Midvinter insisted that he could come at any moment. Perhaps it was foolish of her to make this journey then, so close to the due date, only... If it was one thing Kära knew it was her own body. And the babe which resided within. He wasn't ready just yet, and neither was she.
Mind on the present, Kära, you have a task to do remember? There is a reason you are in the Capital after all.
For a great many years she had lived within the toxic web of the Darkside. As pawn, as student, as soldier, as manipulator, as Master, as Lord... Up and up and up. Never truly out of choice, but necessity instead. Survival. Dragged along for so very long on the whims of her so called peers. Propelled by a false prophecy.
The prophet Master is no longer here, however. He cannot weave his spell on me these days, I am not a child any longer. And my mind is not so easily swayed.
No, it was not the Darkness which brought her to Voss but the Light instead. Her time on Midvinter, since reconnecting with her beloved daughter and her childhood friend, who just so happened to be the Grandmaster, had left her feeling anew. Reawakened. But not quite purged. She had a lot of making up to do.
Neutral though she may have been, there was still a lot of work to do before she was redeemed. Sitting and thinking on her sins would never do, however. A waste of time, simply impractical. Instead she had spoken with [member='Thurion Heavenshield'] and asked if there was some way she could help the Order.
He had agreed in the end, though with how much reluctance she could not tell. They were family now, tied through marriage, and he knew her better than even herself. Trusted her. But did she trust herself?
You cannot mess this up, Kära. Redemption is a long path, fraught with temptations and difficulty. Do not rush it, do not push it, just trust in the Force and allow it to carry you. At least until you feel a little more confident.
So what, pray tell, was she doing here, you might wonder?
A student had arrived, a Doctor no less, with little in the way of direction. While she could have been put in with the other new arrivals, as part of the Youngling plan, she was quite a bit older than the standard. No sense in humiliating anyone, after all age played no real part.
Kära had seen an opportunity, and she had grasped at it. A chance to teach and train. Despite her darker background, she knew a surprising amount about Jedi Ethics and Philosophy, and while she was learning appropriate ways to teach a student through the Light she had a couple of more basic tricks up her sleeve.
Redemption through tuition. Not only would the Doctor learn, but Kära would too. In a way that did not undermine either of them. A mutual arrangement. Of course, Kära would no doubt be monitored. To begin with, at least. In time, however, she sincerely hoped their trust would blossom. She sincerely hoped that she would rise to the occasion.
After all, she had a family to think about now. A future. A life. Darkness could hold no sway over any aspect of that.
Kära blinked. Apparently she had thought herself all the way to the laboratories without walking into anything or anyone. Quite a feat. Lifting her hand she gave a very light knock to make anyone inside aware of her presence, before pushing open the door.
Hopefully she would find her soon-to-be student inside.
[member='Taygeta Lightkeeper']