Rax pondered on those words, eyes wavering to the ground for a while. Was he not strong enough to be a Sith? It was impossible, he had done too much. Gone through so much in such a short span of time, to be standing here still; outliving the rest. Many of them only think they have what it took, and when the time came he showed them; hope got no one far, only action. With that, he would look at her again; nodding in his perceived understanding.
He crossed the room again, changing hands with the purposely uncomfortable training saber only to queue up another droid. He wasn't sure how much they had to expend, but he would atone for whatever they felt was overstepping. The second drone was a identical twin of the first, this one already bore the scars of Sith Training, but was still ticking.
Hate, she said. That was it. He already knew that, but why did it feel so different this time. Instructors instruct, but teachers teach; and what she had blessed his with was the latter. "Training Module Three, user Rax..." he said, training saber activated this time before that loafing drone could swing its customary cheap shot. This time, a horizontal falling slash.
Rax ducked the blade, slanting his own body in accordance with where the droids blade wasn't.
The droids predictive programming accounted, continuing the assault by flourishing towards him again, this time vertically; a sudden life came into the droid, pressing into the attack with purpose, even from an outside perspective it was easy to get the idea the training droid was out to skewer him, which was somewhat possible due to the setting of the blades themselves.
Rax had forgotten she was in the room for a moment, a twisted inspiration having set upon him. Why shouldn't he furious. His parents were somebody to the Sith once. Yet when they died he was cast to the bottom. Nothing. That glaring of the lightsaber prompted the young man to raise his own in defense, keeping a loose form that blow from the droid's lightsaber gave him enough momentum to correct himself; spinning away from the impact, and flurring his blade once in his right hand .
His left extended however, digits curled fiercely at the droid that was moments away from its next strike. To no avail, the droid followed through with its own movements and was on him again, this time, the training saber would nick his chest; causing a brief bellow of pain from him. He quickly regained his composure, blocking the next strike solidly, then letting the third ricochet him back into momentum.
This time, as he slowed he would extend a palm again, grimacing at the droid ahead of him. This time however, the droid would quiver, and tumble; seeming to be affected by what Rax was attempting, though he wasn't certain what he was doing himself. After being slowed momentarily, the droid would menace towards him again, continuing with its strange and aggressive programming.