Matsu Xiangu
The Haruspex
Bakura
Power Station
2000
The last time Matsu had been to Bakura she’d had two arms.
It had also been the first time she’d seen Jared Ovmar and struck a partnership that promised to last long after her apprenticeship. She felt a kinship with him she would be hard-pressed to explain in any articulate manner, but there was a bone-deep similarity, as if they’d been cut from similar cloth. Or at least she liked to think so. She’d made a promise to him to cut down whatever stood in his way and there was nothing that would stop her from fulfilling it.
It was strange to feel such simple devotion after the kind of betrayal she’d known.
But in most ways she was a different person than the girl who’d died on Skye. And it had been a death. Some nights she still woke up in a dread sweat, running her fingers along her temples and sweeping the panic from her brow as she tried to think of something besides the sound of her own wails as the silence of the snow around her made real her own mortality. Somewhere on that planet on the very edge of Fringe space, the girl Matsu had been died with a whimper uncharacteristic to the swath of destruction that had marked her short existence. In the middle there was limbo, the birth of someone else – and she saw it with such gravity, such immensity, because she hardly recognized who she had been anymore – as she crawled through. There had been lessons with Jared to keep her occupied, the dominions cast by the Fringe, she’d found her long-lost best friend out among the stars, and sometimes when everything was quiet she thought of a man, silver-haired and probably forever nameless to her that she’d run in to on Endor.
Since that meeting she’d settled in to something – though no less savage – more stable. She doubted the stranger would call her transformation exactly what he’d meant. The analogy of the river still eluded her, as instead of battling upstream she merely found something to moor herself in its current. But as the limbo passed over her and as the woman she was to become took control she thought she understood something of what he’d parted with. The Force was her weapon but…she listened to it too. It had become more than a tool.
But despite all her growth there was still something – or someone – that had claws deep in the flesh at the base of her spine. She needed closure and had begun to reaching her feelers out for ways to track Krius Syonis. That was the reason she found herself on top of a dormant volcano in a power station waiting for a faceless contact that promised results, and good ones. The setting seemed strangely fitting for the gravity of the subject she was chasing, sitting atop something that could blow at any moment with no warning and swallow everything in its path. The fact that she did not have any idea who or what to expect didn’t bother her much – her propensity and gravitation towards the strange and unsettling still hadn’t changed even with a rebirth.
The station wasn’t large and the arrangements had specified a small section of the building lesser used though still functioning, a reasonable enough place to explain away. She trailed slowly around the room as it trying to absorb knowledge of the way everything worked simply by watching it, dragging one metallic claw along the edges of the computers as she waited.
Power Station
2000
The last time Matsu had been to Bakura she’d had two arms.
It had also been the first time she’d seen Jared Ovmar and struck a partnership that promised to last long after her apprenticeship. She felt a kinship with him she would be hard-pressed to explain in any articulate manner, but there was a bone-deep similarity, as if they’d been cut from similar cloth. Or at least she liked to think so. She’d made a promise to him to cut down whatever stood in his way and there was nothing that would stop her from fulfilling it.
It was strange to feel such simple devotion after the kind of betrayal she’d known.
But in most ways she was a different person than the girl who’d died on Skye. And it had been a death. Some nights she still woke up in a dread sweat, running her fingers along her temples and sweeping the panic from her brow as she tried to think of something besides the sound of her own wails as the silence of the snow around her made real her own mortality. Somewhere on that planet on the very edge of Fringe space, the girl Matsu had been died with a whimper uncharacteristic to the swath of destruction that had marked her short existence. In the middle there was limbo, the birth of someone else – and she saw it with such gravity, such immensity, because she hardly recognized who she had been anymore – as she crawled through. There had been lessons with Jared to keep her occupied, the dominions cast by the Fringe, she’d found her long-lost best friend out among the stars, and sometimes when everything was quiet she thought of a man, silver-haired and probably forever nameless to her that she’d run in to on Endor.
Since that meeting she’d settled in to something – though no less savage – more stable. She doubted the stranger would call her transformation exactly what he’d meant. The analogy of the river still eluded her, as instead of battling upstream she merely found something to moor herself in its current. But as the limbo passed over her and as the woman she was to become took control she thought she understood something of what he’d parted with. The Force was her weapon but…she listened to it too. It had become more than a tool.
But despite all her growth there was still something – or someone – that had claws deep in the flesh at the base of her spine. She needed closure and had begun to reaching her feelers out for ways to track Krius Syonis. That was the reason she found herself on top of a dormant volcano in a power station waiting for a faceless contact that promised results, and good ones. The setting seemed strangely fitting for the gravity of the subject she was chasing, sitting atop something that could blow at any moment with no warning and swallow everything in its path. The fact that she did not have any idea who or what to expect didn’t bother her much – her propensity and gravitation towards the strange and unsettling still hadn’t changed even with a rebirth.
The station wasn’t large and the arrangements had specified a small section of the building lesser used though still functioning, a reasonable enough place to explain away. She trailed slowly around the room as it trying to absorb knowledge of the way everything worked simply by watching it, dragging one metallic claw along the edges of the computers as she waited.
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