Saer Lorian
Survived The Nightmare
Years ago the galaxy as a whole was thrown into chaos. Millions going missing in the blink of an eye. The resolution of that event closed that yawning maw that had gobbled people. One such soul that got dragged through as that maw closed found himself in a place that made no sense. Not where those that had gone missing, oh no. This place that was between was a whole other beast.
In a way it was a realm of its own, the living and the dead were sometimes one in the same. Beasts that had never been alive wearing the face of a friend. Nightmares incarnate. And somehow it also mirrored the Galaxy all at the same time.
It is here a man once Serian Loria grappled with the improbably impossible. Losing himself, fighting himself, fighting things that sought to devour him. Spirits. He had even grappled with something that had claimed to be a god. Except his victory saw him losing chunks of himself in the process. Saerinn had been a creature who had once been worshiped and fed by its followers. Their loss turned him into a vengeful thing only to be put down by a mortal soul that was more fragment than soul.
To save himself he had to become like the creatures around him. He devoured this Being. The rebirth of sorts didn’t see him becoming a god or Other, he was still a man, but he found the slippage and fragmentation stopping. He had memories of his life as Serian Loria, well, mostly memories of people. He just wasn’t Serian Loria, that man… Had in a large sense, died within this strange spirit-scape. Saer Lorian took his place. Lesser spirits sustained him, but he largely subsisted on absorbing things that managed to slip into this space. From where? It was hard to say. There was a place that was walled off, that small things managed to slip free of.
He assumed some kind of prison, for he sensed bigger and more dangerous things clawing at the restraint. Not really the kind of thing he wanted to poke at truth be told. No. He needed free of this realm. He did not belong here, he knew that much. The how, however, eluded him.
He sensed other lives that were like himself, people who walked these twisting paths. Yet he dared not allow himself to be seen, some sense that he would be seen as something that needed putting down. It filled him with rage of course, but what could he do? It was almost an eternity later, well, hard to say in a place that held no time that something ripped through with enough force to drag what shouldn’t be let free into the world he once walked.
And it spat him out into a battlefield. Weak, he managed to do what gnawed at him, he hid. What could he do? He had spent so long in a place where anything was possible, only to land right back into a plane that had limitations. He remembered lessons to harness power in this place, but he had had barely any energy to crawl to where he took shelter.
When he woke next, he was in a hospital with other ‘survivors’. In the days following he had to learn to use flesh and blood again. To be flesh and blood again. It didn’t help that some of the healers treating those with wounds from this taint looked at him strangely. Something told him these knew that he had been a ‘creature’ freed of the Nether. Except he had been a man, once and hadn’t gone to that realm like other spirits. He was simply returning to what he’d been, even if in a way he was born again.
This Solanaceae. Something about them teased a fragment of memory, but so much was lost in his time in the Nether that he didn’t bother to try and grasp it. Witches. He eventually learned. However once he could sit up, move, he was pitched from the bed and told to leave. So be it. The Confederacy, a name that was familiar, once in his other life he had been in this place. A student of his, one Abel Denko came to mind. Fragments, but he could barely fit it all in place now.
Tempted as he was to see if the man still lived, he chose not. Call it pride or call it shame, he had to make a new life for himself. So he took himself away, traveling the old paths of memory to relearn and control his Force affinity. A painful process, but necessary. At least he hadn’t forgotten this like so much else that hadn’t been so lucky.
His eventual return to the CIS saw him taking odd jobs. Old memory of a man who had been above such things had taunted him. However a man such as himself had no such wealth or security. One thing did remain true however, he was not cut out for labor. He did catch whiff of a woman who made him wary. This Nightmother Vytal Noctura who he had felt once or twice in the Nether. Nothing like her underlings and he worried she might be hunting him. So he hid his essence as best he could, just trying to get a roof over his head.
Eventually he landed a job in a shop that sold perfumes, oils, lotions and the like. At least his sense of smell was useful here and it paid well. The owner didn’t like him much, but he kept his head own and worked, eventually landing an apartment. When the business opened a new shop, he went to Naboo. He liked the age of this place, the scent of the ocean and above all? It was frankly cheaper to live here.
It was a new start, in a new place and that was what he needed. He couldn’t recall if he’d ever been to this world, but who cared? The crowning of a new queen had been a lively event. And he took it as a good sign.
In a way it was a realm of its own, the living and the dead were sometimes one in the same. Beasts that had never been alive wearing the face of a friend. Nightmares incarnate. And somehow it also mirrored the Galaxy all at the same time.
It is here a man once Serian Loria grappled with the improbably impossible. Losing himself, fighting himself, fighting things that sought to devour him. Spirits. He had even grappled with something that had claimed to be a god. Except his victory saw him losing chunks of himself in the process. Saerinn had been a creature who had once been worshiped and fed by its followers. Their loss turned him into a vengeful thing only to be put down by a mortal soul that was more fragment than soul.
To save himself he had to become like the creatures around him. He devoured this Being. The rebirth of sorts didn’t see him becoming a god or Other, he was still a man, but he found the slippage and fragmentation stopping. He had memories of his life as Serian Loria, well, mostly memories of people. He just wasn’t Serian Loria, that man… Had in a large sense, died within this strange spirit-scape. Saer Lorian took his place. Lesser spirits sustained him, but he largely subsisted on absorbing things that managed to slip into this space. From where? It was hard to say. There was a place that was walled off, that small things managed to slip free of.
He assumed some kind of prison, for he sensed bigger and more dangerous things clawing at the restraint. Not really the kind of thing he wanted to poke at truth be told. No. He needed free of this realm. He did not belong here, he knew that much. The how, however, eluded him.
He sensed other lives that were like himself, people who walked these twisting paths. Yet he dared not allow himself to be seen, some sense that he would be seen as something that needed putting down. It filled him with rage of course, but what could he do? It was almost an eternity later, well, hard to say in a place that held no time that something ripped through with enough force to drag what shouldn’t be let free into the world he once walked.
And it spat him out into a battlefield. Weak, he managed to do what gnawed at him, he hid. What could he do? He had spent so long in a place where anything was possible, only to land right back into a plane that had limitations. He remembered lessons to harness power in this place, but he had had barely any energy to crawl to where he took shelter.
When he woke next, he was in a hospital with other ‘survivors’. In the days following he had to learn to use flesh and blood again. To be flesh and blood again. It didn’t help that some of the healers treating those with wounds from this taint looked at him strangely. Something told him these knew that he had been a ‘creature’ freed of the Nether. Except he had been a man, once and hadn’t gone to that realm like other spirits. He was simply returning to what he’d been, even if in a way he was born again.
This Solanaceae. Something about them teased a fragment of memory, but so much was lost in his time in the Nether that he didn’t bother to try and grasp it. Witches. He eventually learned. However once he could sit up, move, he was pitched from the bed and told to leave. So be it. The Confederacy, a name that was familiar, once in his other life he had been in this place. A student of his, one Abel Denko came to mind. Fragments, but he could barely fit it all in place now.
Tempted as he was to see if the man still lived, he chose not. Call it pride or call it shame, he had to make a new life for himself. So he took himself away, traveling the old paths of memory to relearn and control his Force affinity. A painful process, but necessary. At least he hadn’t forgotten this like so much else that hadn’t been so lucky.
His eventual return to the CIS saw him taking odd jobs. Old memory of a man who had been above such things had taunted him. However a man such as himself had no such wealth or security. One thing did remain true however, he was not cut out for labor. He did catch whiff of a woman who made him wary. This Nightmother Vytal Noctura who he had felt once or twice in the Nether. Nothing like her underlings and he worried she might be hunting him. So he hid his essence as best he could, just trying to get a roof over his head.
Eventually he landed a job in a shop that sold perfumes, oils, lotions and the like. At least his sense of smell was useful here and it paid well. The owner didn’t like him much, but he kept his head own and worked, eventually landing an apartment. When the business opened a new shop, he went to Naboo. He liked the age of this place, the scent of the ocean and above all? It was frankly cheaper to live here.
It was a new start, in a new place and that was what he needed. He couldn’t recall if he’d ever been to this world, but who cared? The crowning of a new queen had been a lively event. And he took it as a good sign.