Malice
ZEL SYSTEM // ZELTROS // ZELTROS CITY // HOME
There is no emotion, there is peace.
It'd taken a lot of mental preparation to return to Zeltros. There was a time where he could come and go without qualm or conniption. His last excursion, however, had snuffed that luxury beyond any hope of resurgence. Yet, here he was. Peace wouldn't be found without closure, and coming to terms with his malevolent outburst was a necessary hurdle. Atonement was far beyond his reach, and so the alternate path to release the guilt was made manifest.![wsL0bBY.png](https://i.imgur.com/wsL0bBY.png)
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There is no emotion, there is peace.
Zaavik spent hours aimlessly wandering the slummy streets of his home district. The slummy, downtrodden streets evoked many things, but he did his best to remember the positives. To reminisce on what little was worthy of a happy thought. Every time he passed that street, he tried to work up the courage to turn down it. He never did manage. The remnants would no doubt still be there, and the scar of his wrath wasn't something he was eager to witness.
A detour uphill, towards the old park, was what he told himself he needed. A change of familiar scenery, and another sentimental landmark to bolster his courage. He wasn't sure if he was stalling himself or being genuine, but he continued uphill either way. The words and sounds of the past resonated in his memory with every familiar alley and storefront he passed.
The Old Park looked just as decrepit as ever. Knowing people here, that wasn't going to stop anyone from being here. It was never a pristine place. He couldn't ever remember there being more than a handful of in-tact benches, and certainly never more than a single working swing. Now there were none. Zaavik frowned as he surveyed the broken chain that left the swing sweat hanging at a desperate angle.
"You're such a wuss, Zaavik. It's just a scratch!"
A small, humorous exhale escaped him when he remembered that day. His sister had convinced him they were going to have to cut his leg off because after he'd scraped it on a botched bail out of a high swing. That was one of the last times they'd ever played together as children. Before his mother had gone force knows where, and her father had stopped coming for his mistress. He hadn't thought about any of that in years. Their faces had gone from his mind, but the memories remained.
Zaavik looked up and out over the ledge that the park sat upon just in time to see the sun begin to rise. Pinkish hues flooded over the once darkened sky as the orange sphere crept its way out of the horizon. Had he wandered all night? Time had escaped his attentive perception behind reminiscence and procrastination. He slipped on his sunglasses before retreating his hands into jacket pockets, silently observing the slow arrival of a new day.
Maybe tomorrow he'd finally make that turn.