Nyxie
【夢狐】
Guys, my best friend in a drunken stupor told me things he should have never told me concerning a very specific subject, things he kept hidden from me supposedly for my own benefit which clearly didn't stay long forgotten and obscured relics of a distant past. Girl problems and old wounds and life mistakes and blah blah blah, you know how it goes. I have this lovely little gem of an ability and things I spent a VERY. LONG. TIME. Burying have all just kind of resurfaced, like ghosts, phantom memories haunting me in perfect clarity.
My focus is gone. My emotional stability is shot. And the funniest part of it all is that it's probably going to be that way for weeks. I spent years pushing it back down and packing the dirt tight.
My ability to post has gone to poodoo and even if I am able to, 90% of anything I write in RP is going to end up emo as all poodoo.
Please do not take my S.S. from me, bury me in tags or exclude me from the CIS. These are hard and unexpected times, and it's a complicated thing....
My focus is gone. My emotional stability is shot. And the funniest part of it all is that it's probably going to be that way for weeks. I spent years pushing it back down and packing the dirt tight.
My ability to post has gone to poodoo and even if I am able to, 90% of anything I write in RP is going to end up emo as all poodoo.
Please do not take my S.S. from me, bury me in tags or exclude me from the CIS. These are hard and unexpected times, and it's a complicated thing....
