Aspiring Jedi
The lights dimmed, barely sufficient to illuminate the room within, the training quarters were relatively unoccupied, given the lateness of the hour. Many sought exhausted sleep or restless meditation at such a time, but that was for those beings who felt themselves to be an extension of darkness in the daylight, the young who invariably sought to make their mark when all others could see it. A vanity, of course, but such was ever the domain of youth.
Age had long since robbed him of the desire to concern himself with such little victories. He had lived his life in darkness, perhaps for longer than he could effectively remember, even if memory of that fateful moment when he had first embraced it remained clear and strong. Life was made of such indelible moments, and that could not be erased. To walk in the late hours, to find strength and clarity in the darkness: this was the Sith way, though more and more often it felt that the others embraced it only as a means to an end, rather than recognising it for what it was: a part of oneself that could not be avoided, and would kill if left untouched.
Sitting, waiting, the Sith found it hard not to allow his contemplations to bend in such a way: such had often been his thoughts of late, reflecting upon the darkness and his place within it. To remain among other Sith, once often had to have such perspective: the highly-individualistic, ambitious, often paranoid Force users had always struggled to work together, to embrace the order they sought to impose upon the galaxy. The Sith taught that, through strength, order would come, peace established and maintained through threat of overwhelming force. Within their own ranks, of course, this meant that each must test their strength and prove themselves - alas, the contradiction inherently ensured that they turned upon each other. Thus, our ranks deplete more through contest with each other than through the challenges that the galaxy offers us. The irony was unescapable.
Tirdarius cared not for any of that now: his role was to teach, to pass on understanding and perhaps moderate the extremism within the ranks that often led to such waste. Even now, sitting in the darkness, breathing softly and calmly, he was but waiting again to fulfil that role. A student had emerged with a desire to learn, and he could do little other than indulge it. As is often true with our students, a risk must be taken. If this one failed to learn, she might find herself paying for that failure, although perhaps not in the way she might expect. Death, after all, teaches nothing to the one suffering it. The only lessons learned are by the survivors.
Whether that would be necessary yet remained to be seen. The beauty of working with new people was that they often had the capacity to surprise you. Tirdarius certainly hoped that might be the case here - if she did not surprise him, the reverse would certainly not prove true.
And he did so hate being disappointed.
Age had long since robbed him of the desire to concern himself with such little victories. He had lived his life in darkness, perhaps for longer than he could effectively remember, even if memory of that fateful moment when he had first embraced it remained clear and strong. Life was made of such indelible moments, and that could not be erased. To walk in the late hours, to find strength and clarity in the darkness: this was the Sith way, though more and more often it felt that the others embraced it only as a means to an end, rather than recognising it for what it was: a part of oneself that could not be avoided, and would kill if left untouched.
Sitting, waiting, the Sith found it hard not to allow his contemplations to bend in such a way: such had often been his thoughts of late, reflecting upon the darkness and his place within it. To remain among other Sith, once often had to have such perspective: the highly-individualistic, ambitious, often paranoid Force users had always struggled to work together, to embrace the order they sought to impose upon the galaxy. The Sith taught that, through strength, order would come, peace established and maintained through threat of overwhelming force. Within their own ranks, of course, this meant that each must test their strength and prove themselves - alas, the contradiction inherently ensured that they turned upon each other. Thus, our ranks deplete more through contest with each other than through the challenges that the galaxy offers us. The irony was unescapable.
Tirdarius cared not for any of that now: his role was to teach, to pass on understanding and perhaps moderate the extremism within the ranks that often led to such waste. Even now, sitting in the darkness, breathing softly and calmly, he was but waiting again to fulfil that role. A student had emerged with a desire to learn, and he could do little other than indulge it. As is often true with our students, a risk must be taken. If this one failed to learn, she might find herself paying for that failure, although perhaps not in the way she might expect. Death, after all, teaches nothing to the one suffering it. The only lessons learned are by the survivors.
Whether that would be necessary yet remained to be seen. The beauty of working with new people was that they often had the capacity to surprise you. Tirdarius certainly hoped that might be the case here - if she did not surprise him, the reverse would certainly not prove true.
And he did so hate being disappointed.