(Niken Anindita)
[media]https://soundcloud.com/darun-dey/pentatonix-papaoutai-feat-lindsey-stirling-1[/media]Panatha
Beach
The sun...
I like how it shines on me.
I smirk. Why would I think of anything like that? I don't remember ever thinking of that before.
Times have changed.
I look at the sun again and close my eyes. It's one of the nicest kind of days when it's calm and... the Emperor doesn't have me do stuff. On the horizon, the yellow ball of light rises and... it's beautiful.
How come I have never thought like that? Has Midvinter and serving the Emperor really made so bland, so boring, so strict?
But also my father's death. It has kept me busy, I have kept myself busy. Some say I am loyal, but I really just want to serve lord Zambrano because he reminds me of my father. The only person in the galaxy who would give me a substitute. Why did you have to die, dad?
It's the time when I need you the most. I. need. you.
A small tear forms in my right eye and against my wish, it starts flowing down so slowly, so beautifully. Its moist and heavy feel makes me feel uncomfortable. I have... hardly ever cried before.
Is that what crying feels like?
I feel so empty.
