Darth Carnifex did not smile.
The imposing Sith Lord expressed even less than she did, which, was ironic since it had largely been assumed for many moons that if she smiled—Her face might break. More tall tales for the younglings to be certain, but it had spread from one end of the Southern Systems to the other. As had the notion of her
actually being an automaton, though, it wouldn't have been unthinkable in a nation that prided itself on droid units. There were exceedingly few things in the galaxy that moved as swiftly as a wagging tongue with a story.
So—She noted the distinct lack of emotion. The severe, unchanging façade, that would neither bend nor break before any measure of stimuli.
"I'll keep that in mind, Lord Carnifex.", she responded in the same cadence with similar vernacular. One needed not to smile or be smiled at in return to recognize the basic building blocks of something that could have been called
humor in an enlightened crowd.
The wintry Echani absently thanked the domestic staff that returned with the tea she had requested. It was blisteringly hot, exactly, as she preferred it. Were it any warmer it might have burned the skin of seemingly delicate hands through finely crafted porcelain. At a subtle wave of her hand, they seemed to understand and left a medium-sized teapot behind. There was no sense taking it back.
While the dark-haired Darth filled her in on his family history, she removed the crimson-lined robe that hid a long onyx traveling dress. It was styled in the way of her people, fitting, but with slits high enough so that she might move freely. The small adornments and endlessly elegant nature of it held the flair of her husband—Who seemed to think, fondly, that she required the very best of everything. It had always been his pleasure to dote on her. Now, more than ever, he sought to ensure she had all she could ever want. Far more than she required.
And yet…She had come to Malsheem, to Carnifex, on her own.
If she distanced herself from the question at hand and eliminated any personal bias, truly, she understood this method of child-rearing. Survival of the fittest. It cut the weak from the strong without wasting the time or efforts of more gifted individuals. She supposed that every parent wanted to think their young would be exceptional—and she was just as guilty. How could she bring a dying star into the galaxy? How could Maliphant? It seemed entirely improbable.
But possible.
Srina had done her utmost to keep track of her Masters children, but in truth, there were too many to count. They ranged from living, dead, and everything else in-between—But there was no way she could have recounted which among them where directly of Darth Carnifex's bloodline. Not without a data pad and a good amount of time to find the information. The notion that so many of them had been lost to a Mandalorian style of thinking caused the silver in her eyes to sharpen. Her jaw tightened.
There had only ever been one point of contention between herself and her Master. The way he held to his Mandalorian heritage, with both hands, while it had forsaken him with all its might.
"My children will never know Mandalore as anything but a festering wound of nothing.", she breathed while lifting the teacup to her lips to take a gentle sip. As if, this was a conversation about the weather versus the annihilation of an entire people. There were very few things that could get beneath the feathers of the immovable Echani, save, for a chest-thumping beskar-toting mongrel. They were a people without blood. Without history, save, that which had been granted to them by onlookers. They were a scourge and a lost cause. Mayflies—That died out as swiftly as they lived.
Some might have checked the beverage for poison, but, the pale-skinned woman had no such compunction. Not here. If Darth Carnifex truly wanted her head there were many other easier ways to see it done. It was true that she had many other enemies—But if they managed to slip past the security that the Malsheem boasted, let alone, find it in the first place? They deserved to.
He agreed to some of the points she had raised, which, caused the fierceness in her gaze to dim back toward a tranquil pool. She knew not the instinct of a mother. Srina knew the fury of one. She knew the rage, the wrath, the endless will to destroy anything that was remotely responsible for—
White lengths of hair slipped over her shoulder while her head tilted. No longer, was she watching the room with double vision. It didn't shift and weave like a hologram on top of a static image. But it did have some level of attraction, an ebb, and flow, like the tide. When the Dark Lord across from her asked about the true nature of her inquiry she found herself watching a piece of the floor. Not too far from them. She saw a little girl, playing, on a pale blanket. With long white hair and eyes of the clearest blue. It carried with it the scent of decay.
What could have been—What would never be. That was the Force at its finest. Dredging up things that were better left buried. As if it had some point to prove or a will for her to follow.
"No.", she uttered, though, it was coupled with another sigh. Deeper—This time. As if it came from somewhere deep within that had been long-suffering and touched with indecision. Ever so slowly the young woman set her teacup down in the saucer on the table. Her hands came to fall over her abdomen and there was a brief shift in the air. A sense that something had been lifted, a sense of knowing, that would have previously been suppressed to the utmost. The lifeforce she had been hiding with the creative application of
Force Clouding would become apparent. One became
three.
It was just a glimpse beneath the veil. Anyone outside of the room would remain, deliberately, in the dark. Even her husband, to her knowledge, was still unaware.
It wouldn't last forever.
"I do not desire it one day in the future...It is now."
Silver eyes drew up from the floor. From her first and only disappointment as a parent. Silent orbs came to land on the face of the Sith Lord that sat not a few feet away from her in a delicate moment. If only—Because of certain undeniable truths. It was a vulnerability, a weakness, that no one else knew. It was a crippling state of being that could either be her greatest joy or her greatest sorrow.
"…I am at a loss."
Another sigh. It was not easy for her to admit something like that. To swallow her pride.
"It began before the death of the Worm. Before Maliphant died…And resurrected as Darth Empyrean."
And he had.
Died. The one she had come to care for with more regard than she had ever known had died in her arms on Odavessa. When she breathed with her eyes closed, she could still smell the scent of cauterized flesh and copper. Feel, wet, warmth, and meatier chunks coating her hands. Slick against the ritual floor. Enemies. Jedi, all around. Alone.
"You said that a mother's instinct can come into conflict with the destiny laid before their children…"
No one had noticed. Even as she avoided wine at the meeting between Maliphant, Carnifex, and Ophidia. While she walked at the side of
Darth Empyrean
as if nothing had changed. Head held high. Back straight—Unbreakable and untouchable. Her words were born of the fact that the father of her children was no longer simply himself. A war waged within him of many wishes. Of many souls—And a taste of what it might be like to harness unlimited power.
Maliphant, by choice, would never harm her. Empyrean, could not harm her.
Their children?
She didn't know. That lack of knowledge…It was a nuclear bomb waiting to go off.
"What if the instinct of the father is far less evolved? A killing, one."