Cawrion saw the puzzled look on the kids face. And he thought for a little while then he spoke in a soft and calm voice “People don’t have to die or get hurt for us do our job, it’s just that they have a tendency to shoot at me when I try and do mine. I could of course stop doing what I’m doing and do an honest job, but I’m not wired for it. Throughout my entire life I’ve been doing this, like this and people always end up dead somehow. And I guess you’re right, only for a good reason that should be our way, killing only as a last resort”
He thought for a bit, rolled up his sleeves to reveal the Kullin wrist blaster, running is hand over them, the lifeless cold metal against his skin. Then he took out one of his STA Peacebreakers and examined it, then he put it away and took out his first true weapon, his Deathhammer. He held it in his hand and then put that away as well, then he broke out of the trance like state he had just been in oblivious to anything around him, hearing nothing only thinking about the men he had killed, thinking if it really had been necessary or if there had been another way out.
Then he went to his sleeping quarters and rummaged in a box under his bed, and he brought out the mask, the mask he had just had made while he was on Corusant. He brought it into the cockpit and gave it to the kid.
“That is my new mask, it’s purpose is to hide my features, give me some protection and it has features to help me with slicing or breaking into data systems and combat. That mask was supposed to be the face of a new gang stealing ships, my gang. We’d probably end up killing a lot of people without even thinking twice about it. You have made me think that there may be another way, a way to get what want without taking any lives”
He looked at the kid and smiled “You may just teach me a thing or two kid, I am going to look into better ways of stopping people! As in not having to take their life.” He now started humming to himself while pulling out a data pad and doing some research on this matter
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