Daddy's Ray'a Sunshine
Vandra Zambrano
Darth Carnifex
R
Reyn Australis
I sobbed in the same was I did when I was little and scared. Mom ran off again, lost for months in another of her insane benders with servants hemming in the ineffable Ahani. Nobody controlled mother, not even Daddy.
But he held me. His weak and feeble in the Force daughter, who fought with every tooth growing in my head to make him proud. My palm pushes into my eye, and I rub away the tears of Taeli Raaf ’s loss, legs crossed with my back against Reyn’s shackled hands. The ship veers through the air, not entirely capable of the speeds my heart wants us to fly. Head swimming from exertions, I nibble on a ration bar from my pocket. Dig in for a hard candy even though my fingers are shivering on the wrapper.
“Are… are you hungry? I’ve got… ah… a candy?” Want a bite of my bar, I meant to say, but the words fail me. I can’t staunch the roars, and the sensations of hate. I still sit with my back against Adara’s brother, more for Reyn’s protection than the comfort of an old friend. He killed Blackblades, Vandra’s furious, and I am on my last rope before passing out. Another nibble of my bar, emotions as numb as a greyscale hologram.
“I…” My tongue presses against my lips. I look over at Reyn’s face, grab my cloak and scrunch it up, put it under Reyn’s head. “There… is that better?”
Daddy will make this better. My shoulders shiver, fingers clumsy as I finish the bar and curl my legs to my chest, laying my head against Reyn’s arm. He’ll be safer this way… the anger must make him warm. My eyelids begin to shut… the Blackblades encircle me, most with weapons trained on the precious cargo. Yasha's firstborn son. Our shuttle still in motion.
“Gimme a minute… just a… minute before Daddy… before we get to Daddy.”
I sobbed in the same was I did when I was little and scared. Mom ran off again, lost for months in another of her insane benders with servants hemming in the ineffable Ahani. Nobody controlled mother, not even Daddy.
But he held me. His weak and feeble in the Force daughter, who fought with every tooth growing in my head to make him proud. My palm pushes into my eye, and I rub away the tears of Taeli Raaf ’s loss, legs crossed with my back against Reyn’s shackled hands. The ship veers through the air, not entirely capable of the speeds my heart wants us to fly. Head swimming from exertions, I nibble on a ration bar from my pocket. Dig in for a hard candy even though my fingers are shivering on the wrapper.
“Are… are you hungry? I’ve got… ah… a candy?” Want a bite of my bar, I meant to say, but the words fail me. I can’t staunch the roars, and the sensations of hate. I still sit with my back against Adara’s brother, more for Reyn’s protection than the comfort of an old friend. He killed Blackblades, Vandra’s furious, and I am on my last rope before passing out. Another nibble of my bar, emotions as numb as a greyscale hologram.
“I…” My tongue presses against my lips. I look over at Reyn’s face, grab my cloak and scrunch it up, put it under Reyn’s head. “There… is that better?”
Daddy will make this better. My shoulders shiver, fingers clumsy as I finish the bar and curl my legs to my chest, laying my head against Reyn’s arm. He’ll be safer this way… the anger must make him warm. My eyelids begin to shut… the Blackblades encircle me, most with weapons trained on the precious cargo. Yasha's firstborn son. Our shuttle still in motion.
“Gimme a minute… just a… minute before Daddy… before we get to Daddy.”