The Rambler
Location: Coruscant Bar
Equipment: Casual Clothing
Tags: Alexander Hayes
Meeting with Aiden had been more than eye opening. Learning the true fate of their squad after the ambush hadn't settled any of the feelings he had.
Maybe had made them worse.
His effort to diffuse the explosives had been the linchpin for the whole start of that ambush. A feeling that had turned into fact with his long absence from the remaining members of the squad. If he'd been a bit quicker maybe. Or had-
The glass rose to his lips, the burn a welcome one as he tried to wash the emerging feelings back down.
He wasn't here to wallow. Had plenty of time of his own to do that. His eyes half lidded and staring at the mostly gone pitcher at the table. He hadn't kept an eye on the clock, nor on the pitcher aside from aiming for his cup.
Already paid ahead on the beer he was downing to keep from loosing his credit chit trying to pay for one again.
And maybe not poison himself in the process with consumption.
Aiden had put him in contact with Alex. A pleasant surprise that brought a little relief to the swarming guilt he felt. Someone else that had survived, if only because they were also too fething stubborn to go down. Then again, it had sounded like they'd dropped a building on Alex. And the fact he was up and about spoke a lot more to his tenacity than mere stubbornness.
A veritable tank more like.
His eyes blinking as he tried to imagine the specifications on a tank built to that standard. Far gone enough to cease the wallowing for a while, caught up in trying to decide the hull plating versus armor plating as he tried to take another swill from his glass.
The slouched lean in his chair coming to an end as he stared at his jeans through the bottom of an empty glass.
The scant bit of liquid in the rim causing him to grunt and up end the glass to capture the last bit of what attempted an escape. Hanging it there for a long second before dropping his hand onto the table a little too quickly with a sharp clink.
Making himself jump and frog blink.
Gathering himself long enough to try to make out the digits on the clock as he righted himself in the seat. He was certain this was Alex's favorite little dive. At least Aiden had painted it that way. Was he at the right place?
His eyes cast up to the ceiling before thinking about reaching for the pitcher.
"He'll fine me. Told 'im to meet me 'ere. Wherever. Here. Is." Grumbles made as both elbows shifted onto the table with every ounce of his weight on them. Head hung as he gathered up the energy to pour once more.