Via Dolorosa
Amans In Tenebris
Walking through the rancid waters of Dagobah's swamps, barefoot and alone, she fingered the nose ring that had become a permanent fixture on her body. She was alone, a concept she accepted as fact, allowing her defunct mind to play over and over again where she had gone wrong. She had no need for a council to pointe out her mistakes, nor did she need a single friend to whisper cold failings into her ear. What she needed was a chance to reflect on her own shortcomings, and a chance to kill something far more powerful than herself; and since she was haunting Dagobah again, there was no shortage of potential superiour creatures to appease her appetite.
Absentmindedly she moved to a familiar place, finding herself standing in front of the cave she once called home, a safe haven she had used as a young girl to shelter her from the horrors of the swamp. She began to duck down with thoughts of entering the cave when she shook her head and stood up.
"The time isn't right."
She strolled around the cave, her former home, and headed deeper into the swamp. She was growing old, and despite her strong connection to the Darkside of the Force, she would not live forever; even though there was a time an old friend had proposed to her a ritual she could enact to ensure near immortal status. Back then when the proposal had been presented to her, she was unsure if that was a wise decision; and now as she put distance between her and the cave, she had no desire to live forever. What she needed to do was create an object of knowledge, a holocron, that not only cataloged her timeline of life, but could be used as a teaching tool to any future Sith.
"I'm glad you are all in agreement," she answered the voices in her head outloud.
The five voices that inhabited her mind had overtime, and sadly to admit, became her only truly friends. She didn't listen to them religiously, but she had listened enough to take stock in what they were chirping about. The voices and her had became one, like a symbiotic relationship that required all six parties to act accordingly to ensure their survival. The voices, however, had more to lose than she did. With her death, they would die, as she was their house that they lived. Unless she passed on this curse, and it was a curse she would never wish upon even her worst enemies, the voices would be introduced to eternal silence on the moment she took her last breath.
"Okay.....I will do it."