Alina stayed silent as she listened to
Taeli Raaf
start to chant the ancient words. Words she recognized, at least the dialect. Then it happened. The darkness closing in around her. Within moments she'd pass out, falling to the ground as the visions themselves took over. When she awoke, she wasn't in the Circle of Visions. No, it was something else. Familiar.
Home.
No. She knew this moment. Immediately she recognized the room. Her mothers voice in the back of her mind. The leering eyes of strangers.
"No." Alina's voice was softer. Weaker. Weak, not just weaker. Before she found strength. When her mother decided the only use for her would be to marry into another family to strengthen her own. That was when she felt fear for the first time. True fear, and being alone.
The Lady Tremiru peered down at her. This wasn't just a memory. The lifeless eyes. Blood stained neck. It was her mother's corpse, staring down at a helpless daughter with no use to be trained.
"No?"
Alina could only nod. Then the lightning. The powerful streaks of energy. The blinding pain. Punishment for speaking out. It always hurt. Every single time it had hurt. It wasn't a pain to get used to, and even now it felt like the first sting of betrayal. "This is all you're good for. You don't get to say no. You're never going to be a Sith." Alina curled up more on the ground, gripping her head. Shying away from the other eyes and sinister grins watching on.
Her eyes would close. Everything would go silent. Then, when she opened them, it repeated. Again and again. The lightning that ripped through her body. The hands of strangers. Overwhelming her mind with the helplessness she felt.
Then, there was nothing. Why or how the cycle changed, she had no idea. Something snapped as her mother's voice again filled her ears. Telling her she couldn't say no. Fear turned to hate. Then to anger.
"No." That's right. This wasn't real. She wasn't weak. The lightning came, but never reached her. The Force died as it always did when Alina reached out. The hands came, only to be broken and ripped apart in her fury.
Rage, pure and simple, filled her mind. But didn't take over.
"You were wrong." She killed them all. Her mother. The strangers. Her hands ripped through them like they were little more than paper until she was left in a room full of blood.
One remained. Formless, though. Something she didn't recognize. The figure watched as Alina flicked the blood from her hands.
"If not that, what are you good for?"
"Whatever I choose."
A smile formed on the figure.
"And what do you choose?"
Alina looked about the carnage of the room before turning her yellow eyes back to the figure. "I am Sith."
"Good."
Her eyes opened to see the ring about her once again. The circle. She was seated in the center, as if she'd been mediating the entire time. Slowly she rose to her feet. This was the path she chose. Refused to submit to the future she was to be forced down. Alina turned her gaze around, trying to find her master. She'd finished this trial.