The Wayward Gun
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The Thin Line
Location: Rakata Prime
Tag:
Serina Calis

Gear: N/A
The waves lapped at the shore, their steady rhythm a quiet mockery of the storm raging inside her. Alana sat motionless on the damp sand, arms draped over her knees, eyes fixed on the endless stretch of ocean before her. The sun was setting, casting long shadows across the beach, but she barely registered the fading light. She had nothing.
That was what her misadventures had revealed.
Absolutely nothing.
No worth beyond what others decided she had.
She let out a slow, hollow breath, watching the tide creep closer. The salt clung to her skin, her clothes heavy with damp, but she didn't move. Didn't care.
Serina was right.
The words echoed in her skull, twisting like a knife. She'd fought against them, convinced herself she was more than what they made her. That she had some say in who she was. But sitting here, empty-handed, stripped of everything that once made her her—what else was left?
What had she ever been, if not something to be used?
A tool. A weapon. A ghost.
Without something to fight for, without someone to tell her what she was, what remained?
The tide kissed her boots. She didn't pull away. Maybe if she sat here long enough, the sea would take her, pull her under, wash away whatever was left.
She wasn't sure if she'd fight it.
She wasn’t going to drown of course, she knew that.
But it was mildly dressing to feel so…lost in life. She tried doing things that she enjoyed, tried to rekindle things she thought she had taken comfort in….and it still felt like a moot point.
She shouldn’t have left.
She should have stayed.
She could see that now.