DINING HALL
ASHLANTI ELYSIUM
VERIDIA
Braze
"
My master is
Silas Westgard
," he supplied in return, falling into silence after Braze went into answering his question, answering
him. Toby sat with both hands wrapped in the sleeves of his
dark jungle green sweater, and around his still somewhat too hot tea, watching Braze between occasional glances down at his own mug. He hadn't yet taken a sip, as he'd learned to have patience and wait for hot drinks to cool after burning his tongue only once, years ago. He knew about when in the steam's dissipation that his tea would be good to drink because he'd learned to make those observations for his own interest in preventing the reoccurrence of that pain, and for his own entertainment after hurting his tongue.
"
Ohhh," he mouthed almost soundlessly upon being furnished with the knowledge that Braze had a hand in the restoration of this beautiful and deeply peaceful place. He looked out across the lake. “
You did well… it’s really nice here.” The name of the master the other student worked with on the Elysium didn't ring any bells, nor did the name of Braze’s friend, but Toby looked back to the cute boy across from him and nonetheless smiled.
What Braze said about keeping good relations with others was sensible. “
It takes time,” he agreed. Toby had made some few connections over the past year since his full commitment to Jedi life, but he couldn’t say he was close to any of them, and that was partly the fault of his studies to this point, and partly that he would get so invested in those studies. “
And it hasn’t been easy to find the time.”
It wasn’t that he was reluctant to
make the time to forge those deeper connections. Far from it. He did want that to change, and now he might have no choice but to. It would be hard to train the body and his abilities, and stand alongside others in the warfronts to come, and not have it happen.
"What about you? What's brought you out to this peaceful retreat?"
Toby looked down at his cup, finding the steam almost entirely gone. Before answering, he took a slow sip, one hand gripping the handle of the mug, and the other supporting the bottom of it. Giving himself a moment to think, blues tracking back to the other as he swallowed, and cleared his throat to speak.
“
I’m a strong candidate for the Consulars,” he started, “
my talents lend me well to the more academically-related fields of Jedi life, so, much of my studies have been spent in the quiet and peace of the Archives, and I have done… I did most of my thinking there, too.” His mouth firmed into a line and his brow flattened, then creased lightly. “
You might not be aware that the Archives suffered considerably in the recent conflict on Coruscant, and many of its materials have been moved to the Prosperity…” his eyebrows raised, “
...wherever that is.”
Toby took another sip.
“
Not only that, but my training is changing gears, to where I’ll be doing more… stuff with the lightsaber, but even more training in the Force, so I can be out there,” he waved a hand to indicate somewhere in space - the war could put them anywhere, “
it’s a lot to think about.”
Not only had he lost his cocoon, so to speak, but now he was being kept from it deliberately; though he was certain that wasn’t the intention, but more out of necessity, it was still
change. And change was stressful no matter its alignment. Toby planted an elbow on the table and worked that hand through his ear-length, presently unstyled brown hair, and it looped back around to rest his chin on the heel of that hand, fingers curling against his cheek as he sighed - altogether a moment’s release of mild frustration.
“
So I came here to think.”
Toby settled into idly studying the particulars of Braze’s face, accoutrements, and style of dress while he mused on a question. White hair and green eyes wasn’t a combination he’d ever seen before, and that wasn’t the only thing that made the other student interesting or
easy to look at. The faint lines in his skin that weren’t brought by nature, the decorations in his braid… the tiredness Toby had only just started to notice.
“
But you... you look like your talents lie in a different field than mine.” That might explain why he’d never met Braze until now. “
And you look kinda worn out,” unlike Toby; his brow knit together in a little concern, “
I hope it’s not because of training.” He had heard of padawans training
too hard, before, but more to the point, Toby hoped his own future training wouldn’t leave
him haggard.