Varus Shatterstar
Finding Purpose
Naboo - Undercity
10:16PM
Naboo was one of the most beautiful planets in the galaxy. At least, in the opinion of a man who hadn't seen much of it since he'd been of age and had to take care of himself. That's why when he saw that even on a planet as beautiful as Naboo, in a City as strong as it's capital, there was weakness and hopelessness. Though well hidden, there was poverty and there were people struggling just to live another day in a life that didn't give them much of a reason to try anymore. There was sadness and loss, sickness and distress, and he couldn't bear to watch it anymore.
Varus himself was a modest living young man, going from orphan to employed mechanic at a young age. He had little money to live by and next to nothing to spend on himself, but he'd never been homeless. He'd never been poor. He didn't know how that felt, though he was well aware what it felt like to not feel wanted. To feel like you were only alive to leech off of others and make other people's lives more difficult when it wasn't your intention. He hated the feeling of owing anyone anything, just like he hated to have to ask for help, which he rarely did. That's why he knew that despite his difficult living arrangement and next to nothing career, he still was far more fortunate than many others. That in and of itself made him stand up for others. That was all it had taken for him to make sure and give everything he could spare to those who had no means to better their own lives.
On a dark and clouded night, Varus found himself in the dregs of Naboo, where the beautiful architecture and clean, clear streets had managed to avoid. Back alleys and ground level areas beneath bridges and upper level city districts were crawling with people experiencing hardships that Varus did not share. It was a saddening thing to know, but sobering to experience as he realized that he could very easily be a party to all of this had his circumstances been even slightly different. That's why, on that night, Varus had left the shop with work unfinished, leaving early to venture down into the belly of Naboo, wading through filthy streets with a look of concern on his face as he approached one person after the other, giving them old clothing that no longer fit him and leftover food that he'd saved with the intent for sharing it that very night.
It made him happy to share what he had with those struggling the way he had when he was a younger man, but even then it was almost hurtful to see people suffer so much. It set a resentment in his heart for people more fortunate who didn't care to help those who couldn't help themselves. It made him angry, and he knew his anger wouldn't help anything. In fact, it would only drive him closer to the dark side, but he couldn't help it. When dozens of people approached him taking whatever he was willing to give when he was the only one there to give, he couldn't help but to hate everyone else who didn't care to dirty their shoes in order to be kind to someone who needed a bit of kindness to get by.