Xilo Gale
Character
Sitting in one of the bars in the Coruscant Undercity I rested my head on the cool bar as the Zabrak poured me another drink. "You sure you haven't had enough?" The Zabrak asked while passing the shot glass to me.
"I'll say when I've had enough." I grumbled reaching into my pocket and throwing a few more credits onto the bar. Sitting up I looked through the curtain my white hair now provided. Three months. It had been three months since I had met the mysterious Darth Arya, and she taught me how to restrain the beast that lived inside me.
"How dare he question us!? Us who give him the credits he needs to live! Release me! Let me show him the error of his ways!"
I am the one in control! You will obey me! I shot back at the voice. It had began making itself known once again slowly pushing me to my old self. Back to the ways of murder and torture. The days when I killed just for the hell of it. When I drank the blood of my enemies to quench my thirst and satisfy my urges.
"Look at you! The perfect domesticated Nexu! Look what that women did to us! We haven't left this bar in days! Yet we have the money to own any home we want on this planet! You fool!"
ENOUGH! Reaching down I snatched up the glass of liquor and drained it before slamming the glass back onto the table. The slow burn as the alcohol descended through my throat calmed me and silenced the voice. At least temporarily. It was the only way I could repress it and the urges. Even now I still see the blood on my hands. No my whole body. No matter how much I washed myself, no matter how much I drank I couldn't escape the bloody path I had created.
"I'm back." The voice said as it crept back into my head. The liquor no longer worked on repressing and silencing it. No matter what I did it came back. Neither spice nor Marcun Herb helped either. I created this monster and it was my burden to bear. Grasping my head I tried to shove it back deep into the recesses of my mind.
[member="Darth Raven"]
"I'll say when I've had enough." I grumbled reaching into my pocket and throwing a few more credits onto the bar. Sitting up I looked through the curtain my white hair now provided. Three months. It had been three months since I had met the mysterious Darth Arya, and she taught me how to restrain the beast that lived inside me.
"How dare he question us!? Us who give him the credits he needs to live! Release me! Let me show him the error of his ways!"
I am the one in control! You will obey me! I shot back at the voice. It had began making itself known once again slowly pushing me to my old self. Back to the ways of murder and torture. The days when I killed just for the hell of it. When I drank the blood of my enemies to quench my thirst and satisfy my urges.
"Look at you! The perfect domesticated Nexu! Look what that women did to us! We haven't left this bar in days! Yet we have the money to own any home we want on this planet! You fool!"
ENOUGH! Reaching down I snatched up the glass of liquor and drained it before slamming the glass back onto the table. The slow burn as the alcohol descended through my throat calmed me and silenced the voice. At least temporarily. It was the only way I could repress it and the urges. Even now I still see the blood on my hands. No my whole body. No matter how much I washed myself, no matter how much I drank I couldn't escape the bloody path I had created.
"I'm back." The voice said as it crept back into my head. The liquor no longer worked on repressing and silencing it. No matter what I did it came back. Neither spice nor Marcun Herb helped either. I created this monster and it was my burden to bear. Grasping my head I tried to shove it back deep into the recesses of my mind.
[member="Darth Raven"]