No, it wasn't healing by definition. It allowed the real healing to begin though, that at least she could sense. It was like a perpetual veil of decay had been lifted from her body. The physical rot was still there, but the dead cells would slough away, and now new ones could not only generate, but actually gain a foothold. With it, the pain would ebb away as well.
It really did hurt. More than she revealed. That was another talent of hers, in a related vein of barricading anyone but those with expertise in prying into her mind. She was good at enduring pain. The downside was that she had created a dangerous habit of masking what she perceived as
weakness, or
vulnerability, to the point of pushing herself beyond what she could safely manage, at times. More than once she had only relented after physical collapse, which Cyprian already witnessed. A bad habit indeed, for someone who didn't excel in Curato.
Not that she was bad at self-healing. It just took her more time and effort than perhaps it would a Jedi. One more thing her mother continuously tried to instill in her to take seriously, before she died. Penny would have that
aha moment one day. Likely once she was officially one with the Force itself, floating blissfully beyond space and time.
'...I barely know a single thing about you...'
Yes, that was the point, Lord Commander. Don't take an interest. Just give the busy-bee a task already, so she could slip off under the pretense of productively. Then drop off radar entirely when he least expected it, as she returned to the wilds of the out rim to renew her original mission -- find and kill her fiancee.
That wasn't going to happen, though. Penny didn't know that yet, but her single-minded purpose in life was about to alter course, and expand significantly.
Cyprian would depart with little more than an agreeable and pleasant acknowledgment from her, though she lingered on what he said for some time after. She wondered what he had in store for her, now that he had an idea of what she could do. No doubt he would want her to use that Shatterpoint technique again in the future. There was more she was capable of, but that move tended to draw attention. She wasn't sure yet how much of a microscope she was under though, or if the Commander of the Balarac had ulterior motives and secret plans of his own, disguised by generosity and mercy.
Of course he did. No one commands anything, least of all in Wild Space, without some degree of subterfuge. The suspicion was unfortunate, but warranted.
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It took some time, but Penny was finally released from by the small flock of healers. Their presence made her a bit claustrophobic, but she allowed them to finish their duty and mend her. The experience did give her a good kick in he butt to start working on her own Curato techniques, if only to expedite her 'discharge' from the medbay. An even bigger push came from the routine visitation by Zosma, who took the opportunity to lash her with a verbal beating for nearly dying in the first place.
Nevertheless, within a few days she was free to wander the great corridors of the ship, and it was...a unique thing to explore. She knew where to find the Commander's quarters by now, but she took the scenic route to get there. Walking at a leisurely pace, as if sight-seeing. The surfaces were smooth, the walls exceptionally high, climbing into murky shadows above. The space was much more vast than she was used to being in on a ship. Whomever built it originally valued a darker aesthetic with sharp, clean angles. It was like touring a massive and minimalistic, power-exuding...
temple.
Despite its design, it didn't come with an empty feeling. Compared to what she did sense, Penny almost preferred emptiness. No matter where she went, if she was walking around or passing a group of people, there was a presence. An essence of something, or some
things, tainting the ship. As if it was a part of it. Something built within, but intangible. An umbrella of dark aura that watched, listened, and at times even seemed to whisper.
It wasn't daunting, but it did keep the Force user alert and inquisitive.
When she arrived, she was back to her normal self--not that he would know what her normal was. Wearing new clothes retrieved from her salvaged ship that was on board the Shatterstar somewhere. Nothing fancy, and no armor. Dark grey pants tucked into a pair of supple boos, and a long-sleeved cream colored shirt. Her hair was left down, reaching her shoulder blades. Neatly combed, but plain.
"Did you know your ship is haunted? It's nothing serious. I'm pretty sure mine is haunted as well. It's ju--" The informal greeting she started with was cut short when she physically entered his living space, and beheld the artistically shaped trees and foliage within. Something one might find hidden in an ancient, mystical forest on a long forgotten planet. Penny's mouth snapped shut, and she stared with wide, appreciative eyes at the new scenery. A stark contrast to the inanimate structure of the ship itself.
"This is not what I expected." She chimed quietly in approval.
Cyprian Ichar