Kasa Shi
Rust
[ Bastion, Imperial Palace: Meditation Chamber. ]
Kasa sat on her knees with her hands neatly folded and centered. Her form shrouded in a shadow - as dark as ink, like a stain that would never be cleansed from the fabric of existence.
Something akin to a voice permeated her entire being, her skin vibrating and jolting alive with intense energy as static danced around her fingertips. She called the Dark Side to her body in an attempt to heal the damage done by a prion disease, feeling immense and sharp pain during this process. Through this, she gained strength and an even greater tolerance for what hardships awaited her. No anxiety, no fear.
Only victory, only survival.
There was no giving up. If Kasa could not overcome her illness through sheer will alone, then there was no point in living.
Fight, or die.
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Opening her eyes, Kasa exhaled and stood. The world around her was, at the moment, stable. She now had a better grasp on cognitive function and control over her urges, and that was enough to be content for the time being. But had something inside of Kasa not begged for some kind of help, then she would have fully succumbed to the disease this time.
And she didn't know how much longer she could keep this up. It gets worse every time.
This did nothing for her. It never helped.
Kasa turned and walked out of the meditation chamber, choosing to not feel once again because it was easier to disregard herself as a person in order to gain a greater connection to the Force. Bringing death had begun to take its toll, hardening her into a maleficent creature - eater of life and the Force itself.
This existence was a lonesome one.
But it was the only one she ever knew.
Kasa found herself standing against sunlight in contrast, feeling the warmth of it as her eyes became heavy with tears and a deep depression. She realized what she'd become, and how much worth and value she placed in power above all else. Leaning into a safety railing, the Atrisian became lost in deep thought.
What if this is how she died?
Was she even a person anymore?
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