To know how to choose

[Maya Carrick]

Coming to the grounds of the Order, waiting for [member="Rasu Gan"] to arrive. Finding herself down on the ground to let herself close her eyes. Being back from a long trip it had been a long hard one. It only thing is no one had known about the run in with the sith, that took the life of her Vine Cat. Seeing to it that once back to the Voss she would see the one could teach her of the blade.

Having for sometime waiting before speaking to her as to make sure having the right motives for the training not to just be for something personal. Knowing now what skill she lacked, that needed to improved upon her skill of the blade but also with other force skill of the force. Knowing that when asking her, to teach her these skill it would be asking something much more that was to committ to put herself in another hand for training.

The short time she was with the Jedi Order before she had over heard of other leaving, as to why only made it more clearer that knowing why her mother had left in the first place this making herself to follow, leaving her Master Vulp behind. Still Masterless this would be the first step, since her mother, to have open up to have one train her.

Biting the bottom of her lip, to chew on it some. Before finding herself trying relax to put herself in a deep meditative state of mind. Finding to hard with all that was going on around her mind it just wasn't that but other reason unknown something that back of her whispers she would received.

 

[Rasu Gan]

Time. Something that Rasu seemed to have more and more of lately. Taking her time, she left her room, closing the entry panel behind her as she entered the Temple corridor. The Voss sun cast its brilliant light across the outer landscape, splashing rays of yellow and orange as it shone through the thin colourful leaves and onto the sandstone walls. Walking through these columns of light, she admired the pattern it cast upon her green skin, taking in the natural beauty that astounded her each day.

She had been asked to take a private training lesson, one that she had immediately responded to, eager to refresh her skills in the art of instructing. Her time with the Temple reconstruction, and arrangement of the entire Order had left her with not much of an opportunity to teach, not that anyone had been interested in her skills thus far. That was until Maya Whitelight had asked of her services.

Entering the large training area, Rasu noticed several new additions to the room since its completion. Large statues now rested along the banisters of the second level, with what seemed to be droid deployment shoots, jutting out of the lower robes of these statues. Nice, she thought, might have to try these out later on. Noticing the young Zeltron lying on the floor, Rasu walked over to her, her head bending over the top of the Padawan's, looking down curiously at the woman, wondering if she had only her eyes closed or if she was in fact sleeping.

"Maya?" she whispered, gently nudging the Zeltron's shoulder with her foot. The woman must have been exhausted to have fallen asleep in the middle of the room, perhaps having just returned from some strenuous task. All would be revealed in due time.

[member="Maya Whitelight"]

 

[Maya Carrick]

"Maya?",
Hearing her name spoken as if back home on the planet of Hurran Kal, in a dream before all changed. Mom? mom? MOm? Dreaming as started to come to only flashed the sith then the blade then the fall of her great Vine Cat Heta that was bonded. nooo HETA ...why ...your pay for this....sith...I'll never forget your face..hunt you down... Feeling then of the soft nudging then the curling up in a ball. Before hearing her name once again, finding herself slowly uncurling herself, to look up her eyes had blood shot, as if been crying, bring her hands to cover her face only. Showed the first dirt under her finger nails. If one knew in nature could smell the fresh dirty on her, but also the mixer of sweat and something else. Master Gan, I was just...thinking...

Looking at her searching for the right words, but nothing coming to the front, to hold her head down warders letting the sounds all around her take hold of her as if this brought her some peace with in. Giving some time to past before trying once again to look at Master Gan. I'm glad you are here, I'm ready to listen, to be taught ... Wondering if she could keep all pushed down inside to show not emotions over the events taken place, over her wide journeys. Biting her bottom lip, only to let it side back out. Bowing respectful at the same time wondering if one could care to listen, to the on going in her mind. Can I talk to be free of few burdens with in.

[member="Rasu Gan"]

 

[Rasu Gan]

Rasu watched, concerned, as the Zeltron twisted and turned, murmuring in her sleep, until she abruptly rose, opening her eyes as if waking from a nightmare. Maya only then seemed to notice the Shi'ido standing over her, the Master's eyes filled with worry. Rasu could tell that there was something troubling the woman, but decided to allow the Zeltron her privacy, ignoring what had just occurred and looking towards the present not the past.

"That is good Maya." she said, placing a comforting hand on one of the pink shoulders, giving a gently squeeze of reassurance. "Are you sure you're up for the training today though? You seem troubled by something." she said, deciding that perhaps if the woman was conflicted, that training was ultimately not the best option for the day, with Rasu preferring the Padawan to rest and mentally heal. Whatever had happened must still be recent, having plague the woman to such a state. "Do you mind sharing? I find that once you share your feelings with someone, that the healing process is much faster, and you have someone to support you, which makes it all the better." she said, sitting down next to the woman, folding her legs as she draped a green arm over the shoulder of the Zeltron.

[member="Maya Whitelight"]

 

[Maya Carrick]

Flowing from Master [member="Rasu Gan"] nothing reassurance upon which trust is built. From there could feel that there wasn't something deeper there could be confined in. End the back of her mind there was something deeper a part of her that didn't want to let out all on the ground, to have some judgement upon her.

Finishing with those words, that could start the healing, that what she needed more then anything to get out in the open. Master Gan, I know of the speaking to Master Vulp when I first found my way to the temple on Coresent, that force bonding with creatures was frown upon, I can now say I know why. Holding back her feelings to be strong in front of the Master she would have her time alone, like always. Do you remember Heta my vine cat and the mission I went on the rumors of horcan on Couutrm, it was true, only I stay hidden like I was taught in the juggle to watch to learn, maybe if I let my present known that...jedi woudln't have been killed in front of me, there was just to many of them after what had melt in his hand, how he killed him cutting off his hand.

Her hold body shaking, for a moment until she go old of herself once again to contrue. Then off in the distance was Heta cry she gets when darkness is near, there she was face to face with one with darkness, I really did true to fight him, but he just to powerful quick knew of the lightsaber but it wasn't it glowed like one but felt worse, powerful....Oh master Gan...I.. Her own voice trailing off as if she was reliving it all in her mind, moment by moment as if time had slowed down.