B E A C O N
I Walk The Line
Solitude was pleasant, sometimes, to just divorce herself from the rest of reality - to walk through the mists of the past and ponder on what could have been if she'd chosen a different path. There was little in the galaxy that could tether Braith down these days, not much that kept her attention for more than a few days, not since the morning she woke up alone on Tatooine. Though she preferred the company of Braxus to solitude, she couldn't just use him to replace that feeling in her chest, and despite his attempts to bridge the gap between the two of them it would be as difficult and daunting as the path that led the two of them to each other.
Being alone was why she found herself on Maena, a world that she'd known hardly anything at all about. It was a world that Braxus knew of, however, which was the only relief he found in her venturing alone on the world without some form of escort - though he knew well enough that she would never need someone to protect her. Breathing in the humid air beneath the cover of night was her opiate, each inhale a reminder of a time that she'd never get to reclaim, and through the numbing sensation of depression that it brought in waves, she found solace in knowing that she had experienced what many others never would.
It was a pitiful justification for keeping herself together, perhaps, but she had a simple outlook on the way her life had unfolded - she was raised by those that cared for her, taught by those that respected her, she lived a fulfilling youth on Pax Insul until her internment within the tomb in her temple. Even upon being freed she was exposed to a relationship that had been foreign to her before, lived a life - if only for a little while - that she never would have known if she had not made those enemies that locked her away. And today, even with the knowledge that she had lost her lover and her culture, she knew there was something else there that would replace it with time. Whether it would be settling down with Braxus or something beyond the scope of personal happiness, she did not know.
And, while lost in her existential curiosities, that was how she stumbled upon [member="Aria Vale"], simply walking through the grass.
Solitude was pleasant, sometimes, to just divorce herself from the rest of reality - to walk through the mists of the past and ponder on what could have been if she'd chosen a different path. There was little in the galaxy that could tether Braith down these days, not much that kept her attention for more than a few days, not since the morning she woke up alone on Tatooine. Though she preferred the company of Braxus to solitude, she couldn't just use him to replace that feeling in her chest, and despite his attempts to bridge the gap between the two of them it would be as difficult and daunting as the path that led the two of them to each other.
Being alone was why she found herself on Maena, a world that she'd known hardly anything at all about. It was a world that Braxus knew of, however, which was the only relief he found in her venturing alone on the world without some form of escort - though he knew well enough that she would never need someone to protect her. Breathing in the humid air beneath the cover of night was her opiate, each inhale a reminder of a time that she'd never get to reclaim, and through the numbing sensation of depression that it brought in waves, she found solace in knowing that she had experienced what many others never would.
It was a pitiful justification for keeping herself together, perhaps, but she had a simple outlook on the way her life had unfolded - she was raised by those that cared for her, taught by those that respected her, she lived a fulfilling youth on Pax Insul until her internment within the tomb in her temple. Even upon being freed she was exposed to a relationship that had been foreign to her before, lived a life - if only for a little while - that she never would have known if she had not made those enemies that locked her away. And today, even with the knowledge that she had lost her lover and her culture, she knew there was something else there that would replace it with time. Whether it would be settling down with Braxus or something beyond the scope of personal happiness, she did not know.
And, while lost in her existential curiosities, that was how she stumbled upon [member="Aria Vale"], simply walking through the grass.