Matsu Xiangu
The Haruspex
She had her eyes closed, breathing slow.
It couldn’t be called meditation – she was no Jedi, not even close.
But there was a world inside her head she’d rediscovered.
She kept having the same dream. Every time the situation was different. Some nights she walked through the halls of some long-dead temple, a monument to a man or woman dead and forgotten centuries before her birth. Some nights she was back on the field in Rhigar, watching bone shatter and scatter as she closed her fingers in on each other and skulls shattered in her grip. And every one ended the same way – something happened: in the long-dead temple the corpses of supplicants came to life and numbed her connection to the Force through some power she couldn’t understand. On the battlefield any power she wielded shorted out in her hand and the men she would have watched die came to overwhelm her. But in the temple he went forward and killed them all. On the battlefield he appeared from nowhere and broke them with a savagery she’d waited to watch. And last night…
She’d dreamt of her Corvette humming through space, quiet as could be when suddenly it split in half, an explosion so loud it nearly deafened her, so large it rocked her sideways. She grabbed for anything that would stop her from being dragged out in to space, things flying by her head so quickly she could hear them whistling by her ears. Her durasteel fingers punctured the floor as she was turned sideways again, struggling to get a grip, the floor tearing up in claw marks as she tried to slow herself but the stars were coming so fast and she would DIE out there she could only hold out so long in the pressure of space she’d die she’d DIE SHE WOULD DIE floating through space in all that silence please I can’t it’s not – and then just as her legs slipped over the ragged edge of half of her ship and she was lost forever a hand wrapped in her natural one and she looked up to see eyes watching her, him again…Kail Ragnar.
All of it impossible, but the symbolism wasn’t lost on her.
There was an answer – a way to achieve the power of her own headspace again. It was right on the tip of her tongue, waiting for her to sink her fangs in. She only had to make one move, make one decision, and things would slowly right themselves. She had started regaining that strange dreaminess around the time she’d found him on Rodia and that could be no coincidence. But he was in her life wasn’t he? She had paid her debt in full and they reached an agreement, a tenuous alliance. Wasn’t that enough?
She was afraid to give him more.
When she opened her eyes they were flecked with amber reaching towards her pupils. The pattern of thought that man brought out…she wouldn’t have it.
And yet...
He had chosen to stay. She had agreed, almost before she’d had time to think, her mouth answering before her mind.
Reaching one hand out, she pulled up the flat, floating screen and wrote a short message to him.
She pressed coordinates in and a time she’d be there along with the message and sent it off, the thought that he could not be there never even crossing her mind.
It couldn’t be called meditation – she was no Jedi, not even close.
But there was a world inside her head she’d rediscovered.
She kept having the same dream. Every time the situation was different. Some nights she walked through the halls of some long-dead temple, a monument to a man or woman dead and forgotten centuries before her birth. Some nights she was back on the field in Rhigar, watching bone shatter and scatter as she closed her fingers in on each other and skulls shattered in her grip. And every one ended the same way – something happened: in the long-dead temple the corpses of supplicants came to life and numbed her connection to the Force through some power she couldn’t understand. On the battlefield any power she wielded shorted out in her hand and the men she would have watched die came to overwhelm her. But in the temple he went forward and killed them all. On the battlefield he appeared from nowhere and broke them with a savagery she’d waited to watch. And last night…
She’d dreamt of her Corvette humming through space, quiet as could be when suddenly it split in half, an explosion so loud it nearly deafened her, so large it rocked her sideways. She grabbed for anything that would stop her from being dragged out in to space, things flying by her head so quickly she could hear them whistling by her ears. Her durasteel fingers punctured the floor as she was turned sideways again, struggling to get a grip, the floor tearing up in claw marks as she tried to slow herself but the stars were coming so fast and she would DIE out there she could only hold out so long in the pressure of space she’d die she’d DIE SHE WOULD DIE floating through space in all that silence please I can’t it’s not – and then just as her legs slipped over the ragged edge of half of her ship and she was lost forever a hand wrapped in her natural one and she looked up to see eyes watching her, him again…Kail Ragnar.
All of it impossible, but the symbolism wasn’t lost on her.
There was an answer – a way to achieve the power of her own headspace again. It was right on the tip of her tongue, waiting for her to sink her fangs in. She only had to make one move, make one decision, and things would slowly right themselves. She had started regaining that strange dreaminess around the time she’d found him on Rodia and that could be no coincidence. But he was in her life wasn’t he? She had paid her debt in full and they reached an agreement, a tenuous alliance. Wasn’t that enough?
She was afraid to give him more.
When she opened her eyes they were flecked with amber reaching towards her pupils. The pattern of thought that man brought out…she wouldn’t have it.
And yet...
He had chosen to stay. She had agreed, almost before she’d had time to think, her mouth answering before her mind.
Reaching one hand out, she pulled up the flat, floating screen and wrote a short message to him.
I’d like your help with something.
Meet me on Korriban.
- MX
She pressed coordinates in and a time she’d be there along with the message and sent it off, the thought that he could not be there never even crossing her mind.
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