What to do, What to do....

[Zayani Brin]

Lexa's met with Nickolas. She's began to finally acknowledge the darkness inside herself, and how it's changing her. She'll most likely be a Rogue Sith now. But my real question is, what now? What should she do? Who should she be?

 

[Aithne Charr]

[member="Lexa Imura"]

Continue to teach me

 

[Zayani Brin]

Yes, yes, she'll still teach, silly!
[member="Solan Charr"]

What I mean is what's going to happen to her on the terms of personal growth? She's being ravaged by grief over losing her husband still, as if she can't move on. That, on top of some "prompting" from Nick is driving her deeper into the abyss that is the Dark Side. I honestly don't know where she's going.

 

[Aithne Charr]

[member="Lexa Imura"]

You could always go on a Sith killing spree, thats what ive done with Yusan Fenn . Nah, but really, no in truth you should take that grief and while you put it into your RPs you let things control you. What i mean is simply you let it change your char and whether that change is through trying to find someone to replace your husband or to look for a way to honor him, think of what you want to let your char want to be.

 

[Zayani Brin]

I know, but that's been done....

 

[Metus De'cal]

You could go the whole Dr. Frankenstein route and try to find some dark side abilities to bring him to life or really just make a weird creature-thing you create to pretend to be him (crazy person ) and eventually get over it by embracing his death as a good thing and continuing to do as you please. Or as was said take on some crazy mission to honor him (could be a twisted version of whatever he wanted to accomplish or either of your ideals). Either way you can keep going down the dark path while leaving options open for a redemption or whatever else you throw in.

Just putting random ideas out there XD