Rusty
Purveyor of Fine Weaponry
So, I've been gone for the better part of a year now, aside from occasionally poking my head in to see what was going on. I've been struggling with the idea of coming back for a number of reasons. While I like RP and writing in general, and I've missed being part of a larger story, I dislike getting caught up in drama, and I dislike the person I become when caught up in said drama even more. Plus, with the new Factory updates, my old niche of pushing through outrageous subs that teeter on the fine line between useless and awesome is kinda gone.
More to the point, I've seen things and done things that have fundamentally altered the way I look at the world. I don't want to be that guy who's all like "you don't know man, you weren't there." Nor do I want to be that guy who hides behind the label of "dysfunctional veteran" as an excuse to be a raging nerf herder, demanding people thank him for his service or lashing out over stupid stuff. All I'm saying is, I'm not the same person I was this time last year, and I'm not really sure where to go or what to do on Chaos.
So, with that in mind, I'm reaching out to see if there's anything going on or anyone trying something that I can get involved in. Lightly, at first; I'm not trying to dive headlong into the fray right off the bat. I'm open to trying something new or working with new people, or jumping back in with old friends, for that matter. I'm just sort of at a loss as to where to start.
More to the point, I've seen things and done things that have fundamentally altered the way I look at the world. I don't want to be that guy who's all like "you don't know man, you weren't there." Nor do I want to be that guy who hides behind the label of "dysfunctional veteran" as an excuse to be a raging nerf herder, demanding people thank him for his service or lashing out over stupid stuff. All I'm saying is, I'm not the same person I was this time last year, and I'm not really sure where to go or what to do on Chaos.
So, with that in mind, I'm reaching out to see if there's anything going on or anyone trying something that I can get involved in. Lightly, at first; I'm not trying to dive headlong into the fray right off the bat. I'm open to trying something new or working with new people, or jumping back in with old friends, for that matter. I'm just sort of at a loss as to where to start.