"Hmm... Know the sensations and movements huh? How do i put it... I suppose i know them, but i don't? Like, i can understand them in my head, but on a more... Instinctual level of attempting to use it, it makes no sense. I don't really get it. It is just so... I dunno, out of the ordinary. Usually i have a hard time figuring things out in my head and thinking them through, but can actually pull them off by just doing it." Dusaro said, more just letting out a stream of consciousness, talking to himself about the issue as much as his master.
The sudden shout made even Dusaro flinch a bit, realizing fairly quickly that his breathing had gotten out of pace compared to normal, along with a deeply settled disturbance. Like something in him just couldn't calm down to let him relax. Even as he stopped and rolled his shoulders, leveled his breath and tried to relax his mind, something just wasn't becoming calm. Dusaro couldn't place his finger on it but it was there. He ground his teeth in annoyance from where he was standing, plopping down on the floor in the hopes that sitting down would help, but it didn't. Josh could likely feel the slight disturbance, like something just wasn't 'settling down'.
What was frustrating was that physically, his body was perfectly fine. Relaxed, calm breathing. Ignoring the look he had in his eyes, his body was quite the image of relaxed and at ease. But he just couldn't settle down in his mind. Getting up, Dusaro started to walk around a bit in the manner of someone with excess energy, though considering how long they had been training for a excess of energy should be his last issue.
At the remark, Dusaro smirked with a light chuckle, shaking his head. "Well, i have one up on ya, i don't sound that squeaky." Dusaro shot back with a cheeky grin, the remark indeed helping a bit though he was still not fully there either. Mentally shrugging and saying to himself 'close enough', Dusaro started a set of five once again. He failed the first two attempts at leap three but still kept himself relatively calm. It wasn't that bad. Next he built back up to four after another try, pulling off the forth leap and going into the fifth, something just ground out of place.
Like gears on a car slipping out of gear, something just went out of place as he attempted the fifth leap. His feet left the ground and he made quite the well done, natural leap. But there was no force in the action, though if there had been it would have been quite the splendid one indeed. But that is not what happened. He landed on his feet with a light thump and it did not take a observant person to see and feel the annoyance he was currently feeling. Knowing that attempting another set was meaningless, he just plopped his rear down and stared angrily at the wall in silence, focusing on a particularly annoying wooden cube, used to train telekinesis. "You know," Dusaro said with a very emotionally charged voice "I like to believe i am normally a fairly calm person, but this chit is getting to me." He said honestly, though that frustation was only directed at himself as he tried to pick up the force with an emotionally powerd mind. He didn't expect anything to come of it, not considering his current uncalm state. Which meant that he was just as surprised as anyone else when he jerked his hand to the left and the wooden cube went flying across the room before harmlessly smacking with a fair degree of momentum into the wall of the training room.
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