Gem-in-Trash had hoped for missions, training, and responsibilities, but she regretted a few of the obligations that came with them. First and foremost was the fact she had to wear her accursed
robes all the time while putting her best paw forward. Sure, she had a reputation as a troublemaker, but she wanted to be known as a troublemaker that could be
relied upon.
She'd
never liked wearing robes, though. Worse, they were practicing
meditation, which was a particularly difficult thing for her to do. Gem-in-Trash was constantly restless and playful, full of energy that made her want to run and Skimboard and climb and hunt, and they just wanted her to
sit here and do nothing. The worst part was that she
knew that they could tell she was restless, thinking about anything BUT the mission because she wore her emotions so close to the surface, and surely
someone was thinking,
'Gee, that Padawan there is really letting these robes and meditation get to her right now, she needs to better control her emotions. Hey, Gem! Control your emotions!'
And then they'd proceed to
not tell her how to do that.
Gem took a deep breath. Okay. She got that out of her system. Time to actually focus on meditating. Focus. On. The Force. The Mission. Something. About a Temple. Why did they bring
her to an old Jedi Temple? Other than the fact she had volunteered for it?
Because Gem-in-Trash had spent much of her Younglinghood traveling the Galaxy with her mother, studying ancient Jedi ruins. That's why she was a good pick for this. Gem, without ever making it her focus, had ended up being remarkably well versed in the subject. That was why she'd been picked.
That, and she had volunteered.
Gem started thinking about all the things she knew about Yavin IV. Once a Sith Temple, then used by the Rebellion, then used as a Jedi Academy under the founder of the New Jedi Order, Luke Skywalker.
She started to think of all the things that she knew about the temple, and the things she would guess about the temple. Modifications, layout, history, clues, that sort of thing. Oh! She could compile a report to brief everyone about the temple ahead of time, to help prep everyone for the mission!
Are we still meditating?
Gem opened one eye and scanned the room. She saw Master
Katarine Ryiah
looking around the room, too, and Gem quickly shut her eyes, hoping that she hadn't been caught.
Dang robes are still too big...