Bradshaw Ku
Crown Prince of Commenor
His mad, suicidal bull-rush worked. That wasn’t necessarily good for him.
Wide, fearful eyes full of regret stared down at the Controlled One as the man accelerated away from him, down the darkening shaft. The abyss was down there. It swallowed the other man hungrily and it would devour him too.
He watched as the man flailed, but Bradshaw was too shocked to do the same. Distressed waves flowed out from him through the Force, they were rough, violent, reflecting an ocean of emotion as it tore through and away from him, out into the galaxy.
Even now, only moments after pure anger compelled him to act out the unthinkable, it left him. In its leaving, paralyzing dread took hold. Sadness too. A profound sadness.
Defeat in victory.
He’d vanquished his foe, but at what cost? What deal had he made, what bargain with the devil?
They say your life flashes before you moments before death but he saw nothing. Only the growing darkness. Why would he? What had he accomplished in his short time? A long string of failures, that was all. He couldn’t make it as a smuggler or pilot for higher, and he hadn’t had the dedication or work ethic to become a true Jedi. To top it off, he made for a laughably bad Prince.
Halfway down the reactor shaft, a thin, durasteel maintenance walk spanning two sides of the tunnel, off to one side, rushed toward him.
He cried out a wet, curdling yell. It was a sickening, peculiar sound created as the durasteel walk forced his lungs empty of air, followed by the sticky warmth of blood. His ribs cracked and splintered. One pierced his left lung. Shards of bone shattered through other internal tissues like a shotgun blast. The momentum of his fall dragged him quickly toward the end of the walk and over the side.
Somehow, he managed to grasp at the diamond patterned open durasteel flooring. Fingers finding painful purchase just as the rest of him fell over the side. His right hand’s grip slipped on the blood sprayed across the flooring and fell hopelessly to his side.
No screaming.
Only shallow gasps filled with sharp, useless breaths rattling with blood. The pain threatened to overtake him. He almost let it. For a moment, he wondered if he’d be better off if he just let go. If everyone else would be better too.
No…
His mother was pregnant and the galaxy was a relentlessly dangerous, violent, and horrible place. Maybe he could never be of any real use to his unborn brother or sister, or his mother, but he couldn’t selfishly leave another sibling the way he’d left his younger sister years ago.
He knew his mother loved him. He knew what his death would do to her.
The Force began flowing through him. This wasn’t the side of that mysterious power which had helped get him into this position. It was soothing, hopeful, and full of life. He owed it to his late father’s sacrifice, to his mother, and to [member="Veiere Arenais"], to struggle against the dying of the light. Hell, how could he give up now when he’d even just met, [member="Silfe Sosuri"], the first woman he genuinely wanted to know better?
It just figured. Even now, he couldn’t help but think of women. But, it was different this time.
Through sheer will of the Force, he found just enough strength to swing his right hand back up to grip the walk. More through the Force than any amount of muscular effort, he crawled slowly up. His body dragged uselessly along the open durasteel flooring.
Fully broken and thoroughly exhausted in every way, he reached out using the connection between parent and child to find his mother.
He had nothing left to stave off the darkness closing in at the edges of his vision. He accepted the merciful embrace of unconsciousness.
Wide, fearful eyes full of regret stared down at the Controlled One as the man accelerated away from him, down the darkening shaft. The abyss was down there. It swallowed the other man hungrily and it would devour him too.
He watched as the man flailed, but Bradshaw was too shocked to do the same. Distressed waves flowed out from him through the Force, they were rough, violent, reflecting an ocean of emotion as it tore through and away from him, out into the galaxy.
Even now, only moments after pure anger compelled him to act out the unthinkable, it left him. In its leaving, paralyzing dread took hold. Sadness too. A profound sadness.
Defeat in victory.
He’d vanquished his foe, but at what cost? What deal had he made, what bargain with the devil?
They say your life flashes before you moments before death but he saw nothing. Only the growing darkness. Why would he? What had he accomplished in his short time? A long string of failures, that was all. He couldn’t make it as a smuggler or pilot for higher, and he hadn’t had the dedication or work ethic to become a true Jedi. To top it off, he made for a laughably bad Prince.
Halfway down the reactor shaft, a thin, durasteel maintenance walk spanning two sides of the tunnel, off to one side, rushed toward him.
He cried out a wet, curdling yell. It was a sickening, peculiar sound created as the durasteel walk forced his lungs empty of air, followed by the sticky warmth of blood. His ribs cracked and splintered. One pierced his left lung. Shards of bone shattered through other internal tissues like a shotgun blast. The momentum of his fall dragged him quickly toward the end of the walk and over the side.
Somehow, he managed to grasp at the diamond patterned open durasteel flooring. Fingers finding painful purchase just as the rest of him fell over the side. His right hand’s grip slipped on the blood sprayed across the flooring and fell hopelessly to his side.
No screaming.
Only shallow gasps filled with sharp, useless breaths rattling with blood. The pain threatened to overtake him. He almost let it. For a moment, he wondered if he’d be better off if he just let go. If everyone else would be better too.
No…
His mother was pregnant and the galaxy was a relentlessly dangerous, violent, and horrible place. Maybe he could never be of any real use to his unborn brother or sister, or his mother, but he couldn’t selfishly leave another sibling the way he’d left his younger sister years ago.
He knew his mother loved him. He knew what his death would do to her.
The Force began flowing through him. This wasn’t the side of that mysterious power which had helped get him into this position. It was soothing, hopeful, and full of life. He owed it to his late father’s sacrifice, to his mother, and to [member="Veiere Arenais"], to struggle against the dying of the light. Hell, how could he give up now when he’d even just met, [member="Silfe Sosuri"], the first woman he genuinely wanted to know better?
It just figured. Even now, he couldn’t help but think of women. But, it was different this time.
Through sheer will of the Force, he found just enough strength to swing his right hand back up to grip the walk. More through the Force than any amount of muscular effort, he crawled slowly up. His body dragged uselessly along the open durasteel flooring.
Fully broken and thoroughly exhausted in every way, he reached out using the connection between parent and child to find his mother.
Help…
He had nothing left to stave off the darkness closing in at the edges of his vision. He accepted the merciful embrace of unconsciousness.
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