nightshrike
Dagon stared at the ground blankly, his mind confined to the last time they met. A ceaseless replay of their eyes locked in horror, one final time, as his blue blade pierces through her heart. The air disappears, the heart stops, tears flood down and the shakes begin. Then it all shatters to a thousand fragments, darkness arrives.
And it begins anew.
Again and again.
An abyss of purgatory.
His fingers’ loosened and a soaked rose escaped his grasp. He did not pick it up, his head lifting up to capture the figure standing before the grave he dared not approach. Minutes passed before Dagon found the strength to drive him forward. He rose up and lingered like a specter towards Suri. Drenched in water, his hair fell straight almost over his eyes and his black suit and white shirt like wet rags over his body making him shiver only so slightly.
She didn't even glance up on his approach. Her gaze was firmly planted on the freshly placed mud. Tense shoulders held the weight of grief. There was no other half to balance the raw emotion. It just hung in the atmosphere around her, an unspoken reminder.
It seemed like a century before the woman moved; yet when she did, it was fast as lightning. Her hand stopped inches short of Dagon's face. Wrath and sorrow mixed upon her face, her brow furrowed, tears streaming down her cheeks. Chestnut tresses moved with her head as it swiveled from side to side.
"As much as I wish I could blame you," Her voice was thick with anger, her lids squeezing shut. "I know you lost someone you cared for, too."
Not a fiber of his body moved, not even instinct kicked in; had she connected, Dagon would’ve most likely been on the ground. And he would’ve welcomed it.
Unlike her, his eyes were dry. All the tears he had, all had been wept. Only hollowness remained, an endless pit of fading blue to stare into.
“I’m sorry.” he uttered through the lump in his throat, then glanced at the marked grave beside them. A cold shiver of guilt ran down his spine.
Her nostrils flared. Since it had happened, all Suri had heard was apologies. Yet empty words did little in the face of death. She turned away, looking to where her sister laid permanently once more.
"Sorry doesn't bring her back."
The words were cold but true. There was no turning back the clocks. All that mattered was how they moved forward. The soldier crouched next to the grave as if even being the slightest bit closer would somehow give her an ounce of comfort. Her posture finally fell, defeated.
"Y'know what the worst part is, in my opinion?" Suri started. "She used to joke about that memory saying. Like, you live on for as long as someone remembers you, or something like that. I don't know where she heard it, maybe in one of those old holoflicks. But she would say it all the time. She told me that when our dog died, when we lost men in our unit, when mom and dad passed. But somehow, there's not the ease that there used to be. She deserves so much more than my memory. She deserves to be known after those who knew her follow her. Her life deserves to mean something, y'know?"
“The only truly dead are those who have been forgotten.” her favorite movie.
Suri’s recollection of her sister drew out Dagon’s own memories with her. Few, but precious. One stuck out from the rest. The sun lazily sets over the busy Coruscanti skyline, the day turns to night and the stars shower the dark dome above. She leans on his shoulder with no words exchanged and he understands.
Sorrow stirring up alive threatening to break the numbness, he looked back down at the grave and with a husky voice, “Then she will never truly be dead.”
"Won't she?" The pain of the sentiment sent a grimace to Suri's lips. "We'll be gone some day, too, Dagon, and her name will never be spoken again. All that she was, will be lost to time. No kindness, no beauty, no joy. The only record of her will be another on the list of those lost in the war. No one will care- and things will be no different."
Any answer to dispel even a bit of the gloom was interrupted by the irritating beep of his comms. He slammed the holowatch but instead of declining it, the call came through projecting an invitation for both to see - a benefit in memory of those lost in the war against the Sith. Galaxies Opera House, tonight, two hours from now. Just in time to make it- if she left now. The pair's eyes met for a moment, and her determination was evident. The spark of fury had become a blazing inferno, intent on devouring everything in its wake. The Correllian spun on her heels, taking off through the muddy cemetery.
Suri Vullen | Ryv | Adhira Chandra | Ishana Chandra
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