Raziel
Dark Jedi Spymaster
Raziel’s small shuttle waited in the dark space. The perfect darkness and silence brought its own atmosphere - despite being a complete void of sensory stimulation – that he allowed to wash over him. He had been here for three hours, just waiting in the dark, his instrument panel switched off. The stars didn’t even provide enough light to see his hand in front of his face.
He enjoyed being like this. The complete lack of sensory input was bliss. The best part was the lack of any minds connecting to his own through the Force. No thoughts and emotions mingling and confusing his own. Just the echoes of old ones to contend with. In this state it was easier to try and untangle the strands and work out which memories were his, and which he had absorbed. So many bright bursts of fear and panic burned into his mind without his will, so many images of his own face approaching, a knife in his hand. A shot of pain and the memory ended. To be such a powerful empath, and to have been forced into murder for so much of his life….just another saga of abuse in a chain that made up his past.
He enjoyed being like this. The complete lack of sensory input was bliss. The best part was the lack of any minds connecting to his own through the Force. No thoughts and emotions mingling and confusing his own. Just the echoes of old ones to contend with. In this state it was easier to try and untangle the strands and work out which memories were his, and which he had absorbed. So many bright bursts of fear and panic burned into his mind without his will, so many images of his own face approaching, a knife in his hand. A shot of pain and the memory ended. To be such a powerful empath, and to have been forced into murder for so much of his life….just another saga of abuse in a chain that made up his past.