Cait Falcor
Character
Cait Falcor - Commonwealth Military
Naval Station Abenaki - Alexandria
Forces Resiliency Centre
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Cait Falcor - Washout. That thought was a stain on her mind. But it was the truth.
Cait was in excellent shape for a human(ish) female in her early 30's. But at the end of the day, she was competing against people in their 20's, and Naval Special Warfare Group only had room for so many recruits.
Cait had not made the cut. She had not failed anything, she was not a washout, her times and scores were impressive. But, evidently, they were not Naval Special Warfare impressive.
Youth is wasted on the young. She thought bitterly to herself. For all of the physical reasons that Cait Falcor hadn't made it through selection, she suspected there might be another reason...which explained why she was here.
***
The "Forces Resiliency Centre" was a small cluster of buildings in a quiet, peaceful section of Naval Station Abenaki. It sat away from the hustle and bustle of the rest of the base, trees lined the small streets, and there were a few houses - two story single family homes for Permanent Base Personnel mostly.
Cait walked, stiffly - she was quite sore - toward one building in particular and swallowed heavily.
A Chaplain's Yeoman sat at a desk, quieting tapping out an email as Cait approached. Cait slid her ID-Card into the scanner and the Yeoman's eye tracked to the pop-up confirming that Cait had an appointment.
"Leftenant Commander Kramer will be ready soon. Please, have some tea or caf at the table to your left." he quietly explained to Cait, his voice the epitome of practiced calm. Cait nodded, and made a mug of tea.
***
A few moments later, Cait was sitting in a plush chair, sitting across from a gentle looking woman, Alicia Kramer, she'd called herself "Rank stays out there, mkay?" she'd said - though Cait knew it wasn't a request. Kramer's features were gentle, her eyes were strong but weary. Slightly greying black hair was pulled back into a tight braid that rested over her shoulder. She sat, opposite Cait, in an identical chair, sitting with a mug of caf.
The room was actual wood and smelled of...cinnamon? something peaceful. There was an old, scratched and warn MM100 in a glass case on the wall, and a painting of Commonwealth Frigate on the wall. There were also smaller paintings of trees, and a kite, and a mountain vista.
"You're appraising my room, rather than talking to me. You don't need to be nervous. Lets get started? Hi, I'm Alicia, I've been on a warship under fire, and I've fired that rifle in anger. I've been shot at, and I've lost friends. I've also spent seven years in school learning how to do *this job* and another 8 years actually doing it."
She put the mug down, and leaned forward.
"Seeing me doesn't make you weak, or less of a Soldier. We don't all carry wounds that people can see. I'm a doctor, just like the ship's surgeon, but I can't fix things with a Bacta tank. And that's fine. So...we can talk about whatever you want, or nothing at all. We can just sit here for an hour, if that's what you'd like. The Alexandrian tax payers pay my rent either way. So...
Cait. How are you?"
Cait suddenly realized her heart-rate was elevated, she felt like she needed to run away from something. Her palms were clammy. Her eyes were darting all over the room looking for the danger that was surely coming at her from somewhere.
But nothing came at her. It wasn't real.
And that was almost worse.
Cait looked at her hands, and squeezed them hard...and then ran her palms along her pants.
"I'm fine..."
She looked up, deliberately working to calm her breathing.
Her tattoo itched -
PERSKY
YUN
"most of the time..." her head sank for a second and then she looked back up. Alicia didn't seem phased in the least.
"Its the heart-rate and the clammy hands right? Always think some Sith or Stormtrooper is going to finally get you? Every day, at least once...I think to myself 'this is it Alex, frakkers finally got me'. Its a queen, and very...very common for people in our line of work.
So. Why don't we talk about that for a little bit?"
Cait sat back in chair, her heart rate calming, and sipped her tea.
She held the sweet warm liquid in her mouth, eyes closed for a second. Then she opened her eyes, Alicia looked calm, but strong.
Furtively, Cait nodded.
Naval Station Abenaki - Alexandria
Forces Resiliency Centre
________________________________
Cait Falcor - Washout. That thought was a stain on her mind. But it was the truth.
Cait was in excellent shape for a human(ish) female in her early 30's. But at the end of the day, she was competing against people in their 20's, and Naval Special Warfare Group only had room for so many recruits.
Cait had not made the cut. She had not failed anything, she was not a washout, her times and scores were impressive. But, evidently, they were not Naval Special Warfare impressive.
Youth is wasted on the young. She thought bitterly to herself. For all of the physical reasons that Cait Falcor hadn't made it through selection, she suspected there might be another reason...which explained why she was here.
***
The "Forces Resiliency Centre" was a small cluster of buildings in a quiet, peaceful section of Naval Station Abenaki. It sat away from the hustle and bustle of the rest of the base, trees lined the small streets, and there were a few houses - two story single family homes for Permanent Base Personnel mostly.
Cait walked, stiffly - she was quite sore - toward one building in particular and swallowed heavily.
A Chaplain's Yeoman sat at a desk, quieting tapping out an email as Cait approached. Cait slid her ID-Card into the scanner and the Yeoman's eye tracked to the pop-up confirming that Cait had an appointment.
"Leftenant Commander Kramer will be ready soon. Please, have some tea or caf at the table to your left." he quietly explained to Cait, his voice the epitome of practiced calm. Cait nodded, and made a mug of tea.
***
A few moments later, Cait was sitting in a plush chair, sitting across from a gentle looking woman, Alicia Kramer, she'd called herself "Rank stays out there, mkay?" she'd said - though Cait knew it wasn't a request. Kramer's features were gentle, her eyes were strong but weary. Slightly greying black hair was pulled back into a tight braid that rested over her shoulder. She sat, opposite Cait, in an identical chair, sitting with a mug of caf.
The room was actual wood and smelled of...cinnamon? something peaceful. There was an old, scratched and warn MM100 in a glass case on the wall, and a painting of Commonwealth Frigate on the wall. There were also smaller paintings of trees, and a kite, and a mountain vista.
"You're appraising my room, rather than talking to me. You don't need to be nervous. Lets get started? Hi, I'm Alicia, I've been on a warship under fire, and I've fired that rifle in anger. I've been shot at, and I've lost friends. I've also spent seven years in school learning how to do *this job* and another 8 years actually doing it."
She put the mug down, and leaned forward.
"Seeing me doesn't make you weak, or less of a Soldier. We don't all carry wounds that people can see. I'm a doctor, just like the ship's surgeon, but I can't fix things with a Bacta tank. And that's fine. So...we can talk about whatever you want, or nothing at all. We can just sit here for an hour, if that's what you'd like. The Alexandrian tax payers pay my rent either way. So...
Cait. How are you?"
Cait suddenly realized her heart-rate was elevated, she felt like she needed to run away from something. Her palms were clammy. Her eyes were darting all over the room looking for the danger that was surely coming at her from somewhere.
But nothing came at her. It wasn't real.
And that was almost worse.
Cait looked at her hands, and squeezed them hard...and then ran her palms along her pants.
"I'm fine..."
She looked up, deliberately working to calm her breathing.
Her tattoo itched -
PERSKY
YUN
"most of the time..." her head sank for a second and then she looked back up. Alicia didn't seem phased in the least.
"Its the heart-rate and the clammy hands right? Always think some Sith or Stormtrooper is going to finally get you? Every day, at least once...I think to myself 'this is it Alex, frakkers finally got me'. Its a queen, and very...very common for people in our line of work.
So. Why don't we talk about that for a little bit?"
Cait sat back in chair, her heart rate calming, and sipped her tea.
She held the sweet warm liquid in her mouth, eyes closed for a second. Then she opened her eyes, Alicia looked calm, but strong.
Furtively, Cait nodded.