John Locke
V U L K A N
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Location: Naboo | Theed | Central Square
Tag: Gianna Aegis
Wearing: ...Not a suit
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I’m ok
It was a mask, a white lie that you wore to comfort others, to comfort yourself, to prevent the worry and consternation from over-taking those you cared about. It was a small thing, but even now she was trying to protect him, trying to prevent him from worrying. John couldn’t help but appreciate the gesture, the thought that came with it, as much as he was concerned. To look at Gianna’s face now was to look at the sky on an overcast day. There were moment of light, moments when her natural demeanour shone through, but there seemed to be clouds of worry and sadness drifting over her face, obscuring the light.
Still there were moments. That was something to hold on to.
A wry smile touched the corner of John’s lips as he took another sip of his juice, letting the liquid cool the burning left by the burrito. Dark eyes met Gianna’s over the rim of the cup as he lowered it down to the table.
“You say wuss, I say tactically making sure my mouth doesn’t spontaneously combust, or some other such horrible fate. It’s truly terrible how someone didn’t warn me about that.”
That little curl at the edge of his lips, the ghost of an amused smile as he spoke. He’d missed this, the comfort that came from just being able to be himself around her, to be able to laugh and joke, to relax without a worry. Well, without many. The smile on the man’s lips faltered for a moment as he realised what he’d said, the gentle chiding causing him to look away for a moment, the faintest hint of a pink flush on his cheeks before he managed to catch himself.
He never had a problem with speaking in front of crowds or individuals, with anyone he’d come across. Yet, the red-haired Jedi could throw him off with as little as a raised eyebrow and a few words. It would have been infuriating…if he didn’t enjoy seeing her smile and tease him so much.
“Well…ah…yes. Maybe just a little more, a little less.”
Just like that the storm clouds rolled back in, the sadness that never seemed to go too far creeping into the woman’s eyes again. The weight of the world, of the galaxy seemed to rest squarely on the Jedi’s shoulders, the responsibility and blame for the state of the worlds out there, for the encroaching darkness.
If he could wave a wand to make it all disappear then he would, the man would give anything to be able to lift the weight off Gianna’s shoulders but he knew from personal experience that wasn’t something that could happen.
So he’d just be here, stand by her and let her know he was there. Silent support.
A hand reached out across the table, resting against hers for a moment. The cyborg had always been reluctant to touch people, to engage, worried what they they’d think of his cybernetics, about the monster he’d become. Only, she’d never cared, not about that. And…truth be told, he needed this break, this relief as much as she did.
Gentle fingers slipped between hers for a moment, a second flowing into a another, stretching out before he spoke, standing and glancing towards the other stalls before looking back at her, his voice soft and quiet. Filled with surety/
“You will be.”
Unspoken went the addendum, that he’d be there for anything she needed, anything he could do. Another second passed before he took a step back, tugging at her hand gently.
“Shall we find that cake stall?”