A Garden hidden in the forest.

[Alexandra Feanor]

[member="Vorian Adasca"]

She heard the words and was about to speak before the Arkanian hugged her and she blinked as she was hugged. Her body didn't respond to her as she just sat there and let the young one hug her, confused after so much time what it felt like to have something or someone other than Daeda there as a comfort and her head dipped a bit as she started crying and let the man continue his hug. Her eyes were shut closed and her mind shut off as she broke down for the first true time in years, letting the emotions dissipate and bleed out of her like this massive sorrow that simply fell like a cloak.

 

[Tyberius Fel]

Vorian tensed as he felt dampness seep through the shoulder fabric of his Jedi robings. For a brief moment, he wondered if she was somehow bleeding but his mind quickly dismissed that. She was crying. The experience was incredibly new, not to mention awkward for the Arkanian. As a scion of nobility and now a Jedi learner, he had rarely had such intimate contact. Admittedly though, it felt good to help a woman deal with her grief, he was at a loss with what to do next. Without any other options coming to mind, he instinctively began to pat her lightly on the back. "You'll be alright, Alexandra." He promised. A empty one perhaps, for he had no idea what was going to happen to her -- or himself, for that matter. But it would be one that would hopefully comfort the ancient master.

[member="Alexandra Feanor"]

 

[Alexandra Feanor]

[member="Vorian Adasca"]

"I lost my family, my friends, my home, ive been alone for years... if it wasn't for the thing i was bonded with i would truly be alone and probably have gone insane. The only thing that keeps me together is that this place still exists and... " Her body started to spasm as she seemed to be in shock, her eyes were shut tight but her breath was growing hard as she shook. "Two years, i was in the netherworld... twice. First Akala then i was torn apart and thrown to the side like trash. I was forgotten and brought back... i was brought back just to die again but not physically that time." Her shaking body remained unresponsive to her as she cried into the man's shoulder. It was so long ago to her, but so short in times of years. And now she would live for hundreds of years because of this new body, if not thousands.

 

[Tyberius Fel]

Questions swirled around the mind of the Arkanian as he held the sobbing woman within his comforting grasp. I've heard of the greatest of Sith Lords being able to cheat death, but this woman apparently came from the Netherworld, not once, but twice! The very concept seemed to both baffle and.. entrance Vorian. Death was a frightening prospect. Becoming one with the force? Something happily embraced by most Jedi was terrifying to Vorian. To lose your own individuality and become apart of some swirling mass of souls and power for the rest of eternity? Terrifying.

"How?" Vorian inquired, though in a low and careful voice, paying mind to the woman's delicate emotional state.

[member="Alexandra Feanor"]

 

[Alexandra Feanor]

"The first time, i hadn't been dead, i was trapped in the Netherworld as one of those who had been transport there... im an empath at that, the amount of suffering you feel there could drive its way into your mind and tear at your sanity..." Her body still shook in memory of the event, Akala had taken them from the world they knew, so many of them stranded in a absolutely place that tormented those who found themselves in it and now she was back in the living world after that with her eyes shaking as she remembered the event. She didn't remember feeling this weak and vulnerable in so long, since she had left the sith that first time when she had been alone and living in this forest in fear of the very kind of people that stood right infront of her.

"... It was frightening and something i would not wish on anyone. The second time though was when i actually died, while i was still with the Sith. They had deemed me a traitor, used me like a sacrificial lamb and in the end i had been torn apart and thrown away like trash into the Netherworld. I was brought back then and now im here. I almost wish i was in that hell again so that i could know my life ended with me happy but now, im here." She sighed and stared down at the ground again as she sat there.