Gherron slept like the dead. Once he had been knocked unconscious for the second time, his breathing would be very low, and his vitals just barely showing through, only just enough to say that he was alive. He was tired, physically, mentally, and spiritually. In the last few days, he'd been so out of control that his body was now racked with pain everywhere, which wasn't immidiately evident, but could be seen by those willing to look; his hands shook constantly, and his face was beaded with sweat. However, the wound on his best seemed to finally be dissapating, as if the last outburst had used up the last of its own energy. Perhaps the artifact that now hung around his neck, as well as the tusk necklace given to him by a friend of his was also helping, siphoning the darkness out of him. Either way, on the inside, Gherron slept peacefully for the first time in months.
He dreamed of Tython, his old place of refuge, over by the waterfall he had meditated by so many times as a padawan. In the dream, he opened his eyes to find himself in the middle of the small lake thay was overlooked by the waterfall. From the tiny island he sat on, he took a deep breath and smiled. Finally, he was at peace. Looking down, he touched the small crystal on his neck, wondering how it got there. Didn't it belong to Nef? Maybe she was helping him outside his body... watching over him. The thought pleased him, until he remembered the look of sadness on Josh's face just before he passed out. A look of complete sadness, hopelessness. To his knowledge, Gherron had never seen such a look on his old master's face. He'd done that, and he'd have to live with that. "Come on, lighten up. It's not like the world's ending."
Gherron turned to look at the source of the voice, and was surprised to see his younger self, garbed in pristine Jedi padawan robes and a braid flowing down over his shoulder. The sparkle of adventure still hung in his eyes, like he was ready to take on the galaxy. This was Gherron before the struggle of pain, before he'd become hardened by battle and trials. The younger Gherron continued to speak. "You've been through a lot, but it's not over man. You've got to keep pushing. You should know that better than anyone." The older Gherron shook his head and looked down at the ground. "But I've screwed up bad this time... I've hurt my friends. I've hurt Nef. I can't face up to that right now." The younger looked over the older a few times then, understanding. "Then you know what to do. You know better than most the quality of a little alone time." With that, the padawan walked away, leaving the knight standing there. And then he woke up.
Looking around him, Gherron found himself on a bed, his hands and feet restrained. For good reason too, he thought. Searching the room with his eyes, he immediately spied the person he was looking for. "Nef..."
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